I stood in the mirror and rubbed my belly smiling. Three more months until my little boy was here. I couldn’t wait to hold him, and get my body back. It’s so weird, and a blessing how a little life can be inside you for a nine whole months.
“Baby have you seen my watch?” August asked walking into our bedroom.
“Look on the dresser babe” I said fixing my hair in a bun.
“Baby I can’t find it” I heard him say from behind me.
I smacked my teeth and walked over to the dresser picking up his Rolex “what is this August?”
He laughed and smiled at me “thanks baby what would I do without you?”
I shook my head and walked off “die because your ass don’t look for nothing.”
I walked into the living room and took a seat putting my feet up. August was hot on my tail behind me and plopped down in the space next to me. He started rubbing my small baby bump and I smiled. August was so obsessed with this child it was ridiculous, but cute.
“Hey little man, how you doing in there?” He said talking to the baby.
I smiled. I’m really glad Robin introduced us. I’m also really glad I decided to let Kevin go. He hurt my sister to the core, and I couldn’t just let that rock. On top of that August is twenty times the man Kevin never was or could be. I was completely happy and nothing could or would change that.
Life with August is where it’s at simple.
I was climbing into bed after a long day. All I wanted to do was lay in Trey’s arms. It’s been almost three years since I’ve gotten him back, and I’m so happy. When I thought I lost him all those years ago I let my pain turn me into this person I’m not proud of. I hurt people that just wanted to help me, and at first I didn’t care.
Now that I’ve gotten back the person I love more than anything it was a bit of a wake up call. I’ve been working really hard to fix the relationships I’ve broken, the worst being with Robin. We’ve gotten a whole lot closer and I’m glad. I mean it when I say I’m completely over hurting others to make myself happy.
“You missed me baby?” He asked showing off that beautiful smile to me.
I blushed bright red “always.”
“So gimme some love then girl” he said making me giggle.
I climbed on top of him and lightly pecked his lips over and over smiling. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he placed his arms on my waist. I looked at him, and bit my lip, no doubt you could just stare at Trey all day he was that sexy.
“You gonna keep staring at a nigga or you gonna give me those lips back?”
I smirked and leaned in slowly sucking his bottom lip before giving him another kiss full of passion. He moved his hands down slowly to my ass and grabbed it. I moaned into the kiss as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. I pulled at the waistband of his Calvin Klein boxer briefs and he rolled us over, so he could pull them down.
We detached our lips only so we could remove the barrier of clothes that were in the way of our bodies becoming one. He roughly gripped my waist and I pulled back gasping from pleasure filled surprise. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled his body towards mine.
I was so over the caressing I needed to feel him all of him. He suddenly brought his attention to my breasts. He pinched my left nipple as he took my right into his mouth. All I could feel was his bare dick pressing into my middle and it was sending me over the edge. I knew he could tell because moans were just rolling off my tongue with every movement he made.
“Now Trey” I said breathlessly needing him.
His right hand disappeared below my waist as I felt the head of his dick spank against my clit. I gripped the sheets and threw my head back as I bucked my hips. He slowly entered me, and I arched my back trying to relax my body against his rock hard frame.
Once he got the point where he was a little to deep I placed my hand on his stomach to stop him. He stopped pulled back, and thrusted into me again this time to the hilt.
I was so close to losing it when I heard the sexiest groan followed by an expletive escape his lips “shit.”
I bit my lip to keep from screaming out.
He slapped my thigh and I gasped “let me hear all that shit!”
My eyes met his and I smirked at the dominance he was trying to have over me. He was slowly winning this battle because I threw my head back the second he grazed my g spot and moaned. I began to move my body in sync with his intensifying the pleasure.
“Damn girl” he grunted.
We had only been at it for about twenty minutes, when that feeling I normally can hold out a little longer for started to take over my body. I knew he could feel me constricting around his length the minute he put his hand on my lower stomach. He pushed down and gave me the longest stroke I’ve ever felt before.
“Shit, your gonna make me cum!” I moaned digging my nails into his forearm.
His breathing picked up and all you could hear was my moans, his groans, and him sloshing in and out of me. I was so wet that when I looked down his lower stomach, and entire crotch area was soaked. I could feel him swelling inside me letting me know he was nearing his peak as well. I arched my back, and screamed his name as euphoria approached, and hit me like a ton of bricks.
“Tremaineeeeeeeeee!” I screamed as he started to rub my clit vigorously, and stroke me to death through my orgasm.
“Fuckkkkk!” I heard him grunt as he bucked his hips releasing deep inside me.
He rushed my lips with his, and I placed my hand on the back of his head to deepen the kiss. I sucked on tongue groaning in disapproval as he pulled back nibbling on my bottom lip, and then sucking softly on my neck. He rolled over pulling out of me, and I shivered from the lost of contact.
“Seems like you missed me too” I said making him chuckle.
“That’s the point I was trying to get across baby girl” he said pulling my naked body close to his kissing my forehead.
“Point definitely taken” I said as we both laughed and kissed.
I never believed in second chances until the day Trey told me he wasn’t going anywhere without me again. I had everything I could ever ask for at this point. No one was in a position to steal my thunder or my man.
“I love you beautiful” he said kissing my neck.
“I love you too.” I said kissing his soft plump lips before closing my eyes and falling asleep in his arms.
It’s blissful at the top.
I groaned in frustration texting Chyna. She was driving a nigga completely crazy. I don’t know what more she wanted from me. I took care of our son, and I made sure she had everything she needed as the mother of my child. This woman was just so impossible to please.
Chyna- Ty I don’t care what your doing bring me my son now!
Me- Chyna I already told you I will bring him over as soon as were done shopping. What is with you today?
Chyna- Well make whatever store your in your last before I call the cops, and tell them you kidnapped my child.
I ran my hands down my face in defeat. I was over fussing and fighting. This whole co-parenting thing was clearly not working. I had sole custody of King, but I never kept him away from his mom. I swear if she didn’t cool it I would have to bring it to those measures.
Me- Your so stupid I have full custody how did I kidnap him? Look man I’m bringing him now be ready.
Chyna- That’s more like it 😌👏
I shook my head and placed my phone in my pocket. I looked over at King who was busying having a full blown conversation with the sales lady. Little man was always macking. I walked over and the saleslady blushed when she saw me.
“Hey little man ready to go see mommy?” I asked tying his shoe lace back so he wouldn’t fall.
“Do we have to go now?” He asked seeming a bit disappointed.
I promised him I’d take him to see the Leggo Movie, but of course leave it to Angela to be the most annoying woman on the planet.
“Yeah mommy really missed you, so she asked if you can come early” I said trying to perk him up.
“What about the movie daddy?”
“We’ll ask mommy to take you, you know she’ll love to” I said watching him smile again.
“Okay, bye Miss Carmen” he waved to the saleslady as he ran towards the door.
“Your son is very adorable” she said as she waved by to him.
I chuckled “thanks. He’s a hand full though.”
“Oh with that face it’s worth it.” She said smiling at me.
“Yeah I guess your right. Thanks for watching him while I talked to his mom.” I said smiling at her.
“Oh anything for you” she said clearly flirting.
I chuckled and winked at her making her blush “I’ll see you around Carmen.”
I left her there clearly in awe of a nigga presence. If I didn’t respect Ashley I would’ve bagged that, but I quickly decided against it. I walked over to King and grabbed his hand as we walked to the car.
“Daddy why doesn’t mommy like Ash?” Cairo asked shocking me.
For a five year old he was so smart it was crazy “um she just doesn’t know her that well. Don’t worry about it okay.”
He nodded his head and ran to the car once we got close enough for me to let go of his hand. I opened the car and strapped him up in his car seat, and then got in starting up the ignition. I turned on some music for King since he loved rap music, and mentally prepared for seeing Chyna.
In about thirty minutes I pulled up to her house and I killed the ignition. I got out and unstrapped King from his car seat, and he got out running up the front porch to his mom.
“Mommy!” he screaming jumping on her when he got close enough.
I couldn’t help, but smile because Chyna was everything under the sun including a good mother. Yes she used him to make me miserable, but she loved him.
“Hi baby. I missed you so much I wish you never leave” she said kissing his face a million times.
He giggled “mommy stop it, to many kisses!!!”
She laugh and tickled his tummy before letting him run back to me to say bye. I picked him up and hugged him tight.
“Ugh your getting heavy big boy!” I said making him laugh as I put him down.
“Bye daddy” he said sadly.
“Aye I’ll be back to get you soon, but you know if you want me all you have to do is call me. Behave alright” I said hugging him again.
He nodded and ran inside the house. I wanted to avoid an argument with Chyna so I opened my car door getting inside. I could see her walking toward the car, but I got in and pulled off before she could even get anywhere near me. I was so tired of her and her shit, and I was stuck with her ass for life.
After driving for about 45 minutes more I was finally in the comfort of my own home. I pulled in the garage and killed in ignition before heading inside. I was so tired. I haven’t been able to get any proper sleep for the past couple weeks. I headed straight upstairs to shower and then sleep.
When I walked into the room I saw Ashley packing a bag with clothes. I immediately went into defense mode. What did I do now?
“Ashley baby whatever I did I’m sorry, but you can’t leave not now!” I said grabbing her.
She pushed me off of her and mugged me “leave? Nigga what is wrong with you?”
Okay now I was confused. What the hell did she have a suitcase out for?
“Why are you packing baby?” I asked taking a seat on the lounge chair in front of our bed.
“Robin called and said she and Chris are inviting us, Trey and India, Trell and Heather, and Mercedeh and August to Hawaii with them for a few days. A couple get away thing” she said smiling.
I breathed a sigh of relief I dead thought she was leaving a nigga “damn my fault I thought you was throwing a nigga to the curb, to the wolves, in the sea to drown, to-.”
“Michael shut up I’m not going anywhere you paranoid ass” she cutting me off.
I chuckled and got up to head to the bathroom “baby come shower with me.”
I turned on the shower and let the water run as I relieved myself of my clothes and threw them into the hamper. Ashley followed and threw her dress at me to put in the hamper as well. I couldn’t help but to bite my lip at the site of her naked body.
“Wait babe where’s Sincerely going to stay?” I asked confused about how we were going away and we had a daughter.
“Called your mom she’s staying with her, and she already came and got her so we have the place to ourselves” she said smirking at me.
I chuckled and followed her into the shower. I was looking forward to this trip and being with Ashley. She really kept me sane. I honestly don’t know what I’d do if something happened to her or I lost her man. Nothing was going to break us I couldn’t and wouldn’t let it. I just couldn’t shake the feeling that something was going to happen. I just hoped whatever it was, was good news. I can’t deal with anymore bullshit.
I sat in the waiting room of the hospital scrolling through twitter and reading texts on my phone. I was in my feelings from reading the things people were saying. It seems like they don’t like any woman I date. It’s been about an hour since we got here. Between her fainting and all the things people are saying I’m going to lose my mind.
@crazyforbreezy: I hope those things they said about Robin aren’t true keep your head up @chrisbrown
@toopretty_: @chrisbrown always attaching himself to some basic bitch
@everythinggreat_: @chrisbrown don’t leave her she’s perfect for you #teambreezy
@gettingpaper: @chrisbrown is seriously the dumbest motherfucker on earth. I bet he knew she was a prostitute and paid her
I swear somehow someway it always ends up being my fault. I can’t wear a shirt without being scrutinized for it. The girl I love has a past that may not be the best, and because she’s not perfect I’m the problem. I swear when I get my hands on who did this I’ll kill them.
“Chris she’s going to be alright relax” Ashley said taking a seat next to me.
I put my head in the palm of my hands and sighed “I hope so Ashley because I need her.”
Ty, Ashley, the baby and I sat and waited. I called Mercedeh and she said she’d be here soon. I couldn’t rack my brain around who would do this. Robin did have many people who didn’t like her so the list is probably long.
“Family of Ms.Rox?” a doctor called out.
“I’m her sister” Ashley said walking towards him.
“Robin fainted due to shock and stress. We made sure that she was hooked up to an IV and that she’s resting. You can go see her and she’s asking for a Chris. We’ll be keeping her over night for observation and she may go home in the morning. Overall as long as she rests she’ll be fine.” he told her.
“Thank you, what room is she in?” she asked him.
“287” he said before excusing himself.
Ashley turned toward and tilted her head toward the direction of Robin’s room.
“I’m going relax” I chuckled before getting up to head to her room.
I couldn’t move my feet quick enough. Almost two hours of worrying about her I wish I could fly to her room. When I finally reached her room she was laying down. She looked pale and worried.
“Hey beautiful. How are you feeling?” I asked walking to her bedside.
She looked up at me and put her arms out for me to embrace her. I obliged her silent but loud request.
“Chris I’m sorry” she cracked.
I chuckled “what are you sorry about? I know everything about you now. I know the real Robin. Stop worrying about everything else.”
I felt her tears soaking my t-shirt “I don’t deserve you.”
“Well you got me and I’m not going anywhere. Now relax yourself” I said kissing her forehead.
“Chris I’m scared. I have all these extra problems to deal with now.”
“I’m going to handle it. Just get better.”
I looked into her eyes and saw all this fear and need. I guess she’s been through so much that it scares her. All I can do is be there for her as best I can. On cue Ashley, Ty and Mercedeh walked in. Thank god for them.
“Bitch next time you faint I’m going to wake you up and make you faint again!” Ashley joked.
“I’m sorry chica everything sort of just hit me and I fainted.”
Ashley embraced her and I smiled. Ashley was always the girl you could depend on never to hurt Robin. Even when we weren’t together she always kept me in the loop on Robin. Ashley was to Robin what Ty was to me. No matter what happened we were family. I admired her for it.
“Babe Ty and I are gonna roll out and let you have time to yourselves.” I said before kissing her soft pink lips.
“Hurry back and please bring me food please.”
I nodded and Ty and I headed to the car leaving the girls alone. We got in the car and I was headed one place.
“Yo you headed where I think you headed?”
I nodded “yeah nigga. I think this Kevin nigga did this. I mean who else knows Robin’s life like that. Plus, if it wasn’t him I bet he knows who it was.”
Ty nodded and I stepped on the gas. Earlier I texted some if the boys could find him. I got his address and that’s where I’m headed.
We got to his house in about forty minutes. When I pulled up he was just stepping out his whip.
“Kevin!” I called out jumping out the car with Ty following.
“Aye man, I saw the news earlier bruh. Y’all know who’s behind it?”
I raised an eyebrow. Was this motherfucker for real?
“I came here, because I thought you were behind this.”
He threw his hands up “nah I’m a lot of things but a bitch ain’t one. That shit right there was a bitch move.”
I nodded “aight man good talking to you.”
We hopped back in the car and I headed to McDonald’s to scoop Rob some food. Something don’t add up. If I stayed any longer I was going to seriously hurt that nigga. What the fuck is going on yo!
Chris and Ty left so I took the opportunity to let the girls know who was behind this shit.
“Y’all know this is India’s doing right?” I asked them.
“What?” Mercedeh asked confused.
“Before Chris and I got back together she threatened to do this. I just never thought she’d see it through.”
Ashley turned red with anger “you know I’m going to kill that bitch right. I swear you shouldn’t of told me that shit!”
I sighed and refrained from saying anything. If it isn’t one thing it’s the next. Seems like I can never be happy. That’s one of the reasons I left Chris the first time. This whole situation is making me rethink leaving August.
“Robin cut it out. Your not leaving Chris again” Ashley said reading my mind.
“Ashley I’m not, but maybe it would’ve been better had I not come back. I keep making problems. This didn’t happen with August ever!”
I put my hands in my hair and I started to feel lightheaded all over again.
“Get me something sweet to drink. I feel really weak. The sugar should help.” I said.
On cue Chris walked in with my food and I immediately dug in.
“Well I know Chris wants to probably spend as much time with you until visiting hours are over so we gonna head out” Ty said coming to hug me goodbye.
“Thanks for coming guys I really appreciate it” I said.
“Oh please you’d do it for us” Mercedeh said.
Eventually they left and Chris kicked off his sneakers and joined me on the bed since it was big enough for two.
“I love you beautiful” Chris said kissing me so passionately.
“Mmm I love you too baby” I said pecking his lips a couple times.
He dug into the bag and pulled out some stuff he bought for himself. I was starting to feel better knowing Chris was here. Despite feeling like we can never be happy I know he makes me happy.
“Stay here with me tonight. Help me keep my mind off of all this mess baby please?” I asked kissing his cheek.
He chuckled “I stay here you know your not going to get sleep and we don’t want the patients making noise complaints.”
I blushed “oh God you horny fool. Just stay I need you.”
“Aight I’ll stay, but what I’m getting?”
“A chance to keep me sane and no sex in this hospital you nasty fool. My kitty has had quite enough the past two days.”
He chuckled and kissed me “ok fine have it your way. I just want to hold you anyways.”
In the middle of our little exchange that was getting heated this man walked in.
“Excuse me, Robin?” he called out.
I looked up and dropped my entire container of fries in my lap. Just when you thought your day couldn’t out do itself anymore it does.
“Hello Robin” he said.
“Tr-Tre-Trey! I thought you were dead!” I said shocked.
“Who the fuck is Trey?” Chris said.
I sat back sipping a glass of wine smiling to myself. My revenge was getting to be real sweet. My next target was going to be Ashley. She’s been happy far too long.
My phone rang interrupting my thoughts.
“What is it?”
“Chris came lurking for who did this and I just know it was your sneaky ass. Watch your back India and leave me out of it” Kevin warned.
I laughed “are you mad because I did what you couldn’t? Please I don’t have to watch anything, but these bitches suffer.”
I hung up the phone and laughed. Wait until my next plan falls through. Their lives will forever be upside down.
I put my lip gloss on my lips, and popped them looking in the mirror to make sure I looked presentable. I smirked pleased with my appearance. I’ve been feeling good lately. It’s like I’m back to me.
I grabbed my purse and made sure I had everything before grabbing my phone and keys. It was pretty quiet in the house so I figured Trey hadn’t returned from his run yet. Having him back was so bittersweet. I had to pinch myself sometimes to make sure it was real.
When I lost him I became a real fucked up person. I felt like I’d lost everything, so everyone else around me should as well. I admit looking back I was truly wrong. I pulled out my phone to text Robin.
We were meeting up. I needed to apologize for all the things I did to her. She used to be my best friend. I used and abused her so much. I knew sorry wasn’t enough, but it was a start. I wasn’t expecting her to speak to me again, but I needed her to know how sorry I truly was.
Me- Leaving in 10, where did you want us to meet?
She shocked me replying almost instantly.
Robin- Come by my store. It’s really slow today so we can talk in my office.
Me- Ok, see you in a few.
I turned around and bumped into Trey. He scared me so bad I just dropped everything and screamed.
“Ahhhh!” I screamed hitting him in the face.
He grabbed his cheek and I covered my mouth shocked and sorry “sorry baby!”
“Damn baby what you hit me for?” He said rubbing his cheek.
“I’m so sorry babe you scared me. Forgive me?” I pouted wrapping me arms around his neck.
“Under one condition.” He smirked.
I tilted my head to the side and raised an eyebrow “what’s that baby?”
“Help me fix this” he said looking down at his now growing member.
I giggled “I’d love too, but I’m going to meet Robin. Later I promise.”
He picked me up and threw me on the bed “nah she could wait a little longer, this is very important.”
“Babe, no I have to go!” I moaned and laughed as he sucked on my neck.
“Just twenty minutes.” He said unbuttoning my shorts.
“Trey.” I moaned trying to sound stern.
He chuckled “I promise this will be the best twenty minutes of your life.”
He slipped his hand into my underwear, and I couldn’t fight it anymore.
I walked into Robin’s office a bit later than I told her I would be. Trey was putting it down so well I almost canceled. She was fixing a mannequin when I walked in doing my walk of shame.
“Sorry I’m late something … Came up.” I said searching for the appropriate words.
She looked at me and smiled “more like Trey came up. I know that glow anywhere. Chris does it to me all the time.”
I laughed quietly “it’s like he has this battery in his back, and it never goes low. I’m not complaining, but god!”
She giggled “I know what you mean, it’s like you want a break, but you don’t want him to ever stop. Your not alone.”
We giggled shaking our heads. It’s been so long since we shared a laugh together. It felt good, because it was so genuine. She finished up the mannequin, and we headed to her office.
We sat down and it was quiet for a minute. I was searching for exactly what to say. I then realized it was pretty simple.
“Robin, I’m so sorry. I hurt you the one person who probably loved me. I lost myself, and I truly apologize for trying to ruin you as well.” I said as the tears started to fall from my eyes.
She got up and hugged me. We both held each other and said nothing. Her hug was confirmation enough that she forgave me. Robin was always a forgiving person to those she loved.
“You know I thought I hated you, but I’m glad you did all that to me. If you hadn’t pushed me to stop letting people run my life I’d still be with Kevin. I know that wasn’t you and I’m willing to forgive you and start over.” She said smiling at me.
It felt like this weight was lifted off my shoulders. The one thing I wanted as much as Trey was Robin in my life.
“Do you think Ashley will ever forgive me?” I asked her.
“She’ll come around. I’ll talk to her don’t worry.” She assured me.
I nodded and breathed out a sigh of relief “I know sorry is far from enough Robin, so thank you for this.”
She laughed and waved me off “your family. Now tell me how’d it feel to get that Trey dick again?”
I turned red instantly. She knew I hated talking about this stuff.
“I remember coming home from work hearing you guys going at it in the next room. You couldn’t get enough of that shit!” She giggled.
“God, it’s so much more intense now. I’m sure my neighbors know his name!” I giggled.
We sat in her office ordered lunch and caught up on lost time. It felt good to have my friend again. I can’t help, but be angry with myself for treating her the way I did.
It’s been a while, and I’ve been thinking a lot. Kevin hasn’t given up on being in my life, and I felt as though I wanted him in it. I had to speak to Robin about this.
Robin did set me up with August, because she thought we’d be perfect for each other. I actually really like him as well. I guess I wasn’t really open to letting Kevin go completely.
My sister came before anything in the situation. What happened with them was their business, but from what I knew it was messy. I just didn’t want to make her uncomfortable.
The doorbell rang snapping me out of my thoughts. I got up and low and behold Ashley and Robin were at the door. I swear this always happens between the three of us. It always a coincidence that we meet up.
“I swear I was just thinking about you!” I said smiling letting them in.
“Really what you buying me?” Robin asked drinking a vanilla shake from McDonald’s.
I rolled my eyes. This bitch “hoe why would I buy you something?”
Ashley busted out laughing passing me a bag of chicken nuggets and a caramel frappe. I smiled wide snatching the bag from her.
“Relax, witcho hungry ass!” Ashley said mean mugging me.
I giggled and took a seat next to Robin on the couch. I put my food down and rubbed her belly. I was so happy I was going to be an aunt. I’m going to spoil that baby more than I already do Sincerely and King Cairo.
“How far along are you?” I asked curious.
“The doctor says I’m about eleven weeks along. I’m finally starting to get my appetite back.” she said grabbing her fries.
“That’s good, I wanted to talk to you about Kevin.” I stated hesitantly.
I honestly didn’t want to do anything to upset her or the baby. Robin was finally happy and I was glad. If being with Kevin was an issue then I’d put it aside.
“What about him, and how are things with August? Isn’t he the sweetest sexy thing ever?” She asked smirking at me?
I giggled because it was true. August was so sweet, and he was so sexy. I had to fight jumping his bones whenever that New Orleans accent sang sweetly to my ears.
“Well I was thinking that maybe I still like Kevin you know, but August he’s amazing. I don’t know how you broke that off.” I stated truthfully.
“Same thing I said. That man is beautiful.” Ashley added making us laugh.
“Do what makes you happy Cedeh. Just make sure August isn’t what you want first please.” She said and I nodded.
“So how’d things go with India?” Ashley asked.
“Great surprisingly, she’s India again. She apologized and this time it was genuine. She even mentioned you Ashley. I’m willing to give it a chance I’m in a great place.” Robin answered truthfully.
It was good to see that India was getting it together. Seems like Trey had a lot to do with that though.
“All I know is next time I’m dropping that bitch! I’ll let bygones be bygones though.” Ashley stated sternly.
My phone dinged with a text and I couldn’t help, but smile at the fact it was August.
August Baby 😍😘❤️😋- Hey beautiful, I’m on my way over to cook you dinner. We haven’t hung out in a couple days, and what way to get better acquainted with one another than in the kitchen? Yeah I know I’m real cheesy. See you soon baby girl. 😘😘😘
I blushed red. He hadn’t even said anything much to make me blush and I was. It was kind of like how Chris made Robin blush by just saying hi or thanking her. I knew at that moment where I needed to be. I think I was just caught up in the idea that I could make Kevin a better person.
Me- Okay baby I can’t wait 😉😋
The girls were staring at me intensely when I looked up from my phone.
“Either you just won some money or you got a hot date!” Ashley joked.
“August is coming over, and y’all have got to go!”
They looked at each and smirked. I knew exactly what they were thinking.
“Y’all are annoying, now leave!” I said ushering them out.
“Alright bitch chill I’m pregnant I don’t move as fast anymore!” Robin joked getting up.
We all laughed at her silliness and they gathered their things. They left, and I hurried to clean up and get dressed. Tonight was the night I was going to make things official with August. He was worth it.
Robin’s been in Europe for the past month and a half. She’s coming back in two weeks and she doesn’t even know what’s going to be coming her way. On top of it all I sent Ty the perfect text. I know he’s probably stressing but he deserves it.
He thought he could just dismiss me like I wasn’t shit! I cared about him. He told me I was special and then he wanted to throw me to the side for Ashley! Everybody is going to suffer!
I pulled out my phone and decided to make a call. I had to make sure things would run smoothly. I was going to get my way believe that.
“Are you sure your going through with this? Don’t play with me!” I said.
“I’m ready? Are you?”
“I was born ready. Call me back when you’ve began” I said hanging up the phone and smiling to myself.
I couldn’t wait to see these bitches hurt like they’ve made me hurt over the years.
We were all having lunch on the terrace at the hotel. I was waiting for the perfect moment to tell everyone Michael and I were having a baby.
“Where’s my yellow cake?” Robin asked pouting.
I smiled at the cute exchange. Robin loved her some Chris. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this happy. Something was bothering her though. I noticed it as soon as I got here. I didn’t want to pressure her into telling me but, if she did get to it she was going to have to spill.
“Oh god nigga, you a Breezy feen!” Michael said to her.
Robin smacked her teeth and threw a roll at him. I busted out laughing. I almost peed myself.
“Nigga why you wasting food, and shut up Ashley!”
I looked at him like he was crazy. He put his head down and continued to eat his food. That’s what the fuck I thought.
“Nigga you are so pussy!” Chris said walking onto the terrace to join us.
“Shut up puff lips!” Mike said.
Chris smacked his teeth “nigga your lips bigger than mines fuck out my face!”
Everyone laughed and Mike huffed. Old sensitive ass.
“Baby, where were you?” Robin asked Chris moving closer to him.
He kissed her lips making her blush. They were so cute it was sickening. I loved it!
“Getting new clothes together in the room with Rue.”
He tried to kiss her again but she moved away. Robin for some odd reason didn’t like that girl. She was so nice and she was beautiful. Anybody could see why Chris was so intrigued with her.
“Robin, come on stop please?” Chris asked slightly annoyed.
“Whatever Chris” Robin said blankly.
I decided it was time to lighten the mood. I was not about to sit there and watch those two argue. I was going to get to the bottom of Robin’s problems later.
“Everyone I have great news!”
Mike smiled and grabbed my hand squeezing it lightly. He was so perfect. Well now he was. Except for the past two weeks he’s been on edge. He better not be sneaking around again I will beat his ass.
“Well guys in a couple months you guys are going to be a new uncle and aunt. Mike and I are having a baby!”
Chris and Robin’s face lit up. I was so happy to finally tell them. I couldn’t wait to bring my baby into the world. I was going to give him/her what my mom never did.
“That’s amazing! How far along are you?” Chris asked.
“I’m 2 months.”
Robin got up and hugged me. She bent down and rubbed my belly.
“Hi baby, I’m your auntie Robin. I can’t wait to hold you.”
I smiled and my eyes watered. These damn hormones.
“Babe what’s wrong why are you crying?” Michael asked.
“I’m just so happy!” I said.
For the first time in a long time things where going my way and it felt amazing!
“What do you want to do our last two weeks here? My last show is tomorrow night.” I asked Robin.
Lately she’s been so distant. Besides I figured that if I catered to her as much as possible she would leave. I didn’t know how exactly to come out and say don’t go. For some reason I believed that if I did she’d say no. If I heard those words I’d be crushed!
I couldn’t believe I was falling for her. This wasn’t supposed to go like this. When I arranged this was strictly for publicity purposes. Truth is I don’t like being alone though. Her company calms me and I don’t ever feel like she’ll leave.
Reality is that she is going to leave. I just don’t know how to get her to stay. The other day I could’ve sworn she was upset because, I talked about buying her a place. I wasn’t letting her go anywhere they fool Kevin could find her.
I’d kill that son of a bitch if it came down down to it! The things he’s done to her are just crazy! Robin wasn’t leaving my house unless I knew she was clear and safe. I didn’t trust that fool. I had an airy feeling things were going to get ugly soon.
“Can we fly to Dubai?” she asked smiling.
I returned her smile. Dubai sounded like a good idea.
“Of course we can. That’s all you want to do?”
She climbed on top me and kissed me “no, I wanna do a lot of that and things that involve me moaning for more.”
I chuckled “is that so? What else you want baby?”
“I want you Papi” she whispered in my ear nibbling in it.
“But you have me already” I said smirking and gripping her waist.
“Yeah but, I really enjoy when your inside me.”
I smirked. Robin has gotten so bold lately. Normally she’s so shy around me. I like bold Robin.
“Oh I can most definitely accommodate take residence inside you” I said rolling on top her.
She giggled and I started tickling her. She was squirming and screaming. Her smile was so beautiful and infectious.
“Chris! Papi stop it!” she screamed giggling.
I laughed and started kissing her and rubbing her sides. She moaned into my mouth and I broke the kiss. It felt like my heart was going to come out my chest.
“God Robin, what are you doing to me?” I asked her.
“What do you mean?”
“You make any moment worth while. Your breathtaking” I said to her.
She blushed and looked away. It was so cute how she could switch so easily.
“Chris .. I-I don’t know what to say.”
I smiled kissing her lips “you don’t have to say anything. Promise me one thing?”
She nodded “anything.”
“Never change, your perfect just the way you are” I sang the chorus to Bruno Mar’s song.
She giggled and kissed me. What was I going to do when she left? I could see already I wasn’t going to deal with this well at all.
I was sitting outside waiting on Mercedeh to come pick me up. Rehab really opened my eyes. It helped me see a lot of where and how I went wrong.
I had so many apologies to make. The first one I had to start with was Robin. I treated her so bad. I lied to her so much as well. When I got the chance I had a lot to tell her. I was just hoping she heard me.
Robin was easy going but she was still my child. When she was upset there was no going back. I miss her so much.
I was interrupted from my thoughts by Mercedeh pulling up. I was relieved to see someone I knew. 30 days of not seeing your or speaking to your loved ones a lot is hard.
She got out the car and rushed over to me. I hugged her so tight.
“Mom” she whispered.
I started to cry. I can’t remember the last time I hugged my daughter and gent something. This gent good.
“I missed you, let’s catch up over lunch.”
She nodded and started grabbing my things. When I looked Kevin got out the car. Wait hold the fuck up!