Chapter 04


Everyone was finally here and Robin was happy. If it were up to me it’d be just us, but I had plans for our alone time in the next few days anyways. We were currently all macking by the pool listening to music, and acting a fool as always. Young Dro “Fuck Dat Bitch” was playing and a nigga was grooving.

Ty pulled out his phone recording me when I started doing the dance. I turned around and saw the girls by the pool so I did the dance all the way over there, and then pushed their asses in. Everyone was floored except them of course.

“Christopher!” Robin whined as we all cracked up.

“Yo post that my nigga” I said in between laughs to Ty.

“Already on it nigga” he said cracking up.

I opened my phone and immediately went on Instagram.


Fuck dat bitch, Breezy style! 😂

I liked it and commented: I should’ve shoved their asses harder 😭👌

When I looked up Robin was drying off and I couldn’t help, but stare. Baby was fine. She never made me regret the wedding vows I made. She looked up at me, and blushed bright red. I chuckled because I still had the ability to get to her like that.

“When are you going to stop acting like that around me ma?” I asked walking over and wrapping my arms around her.

She leaned into my embrace and smiled “I don’t know, you still give me butterflies. Maybe I never will.”

“Yo nigga’s twerk contest in the house. Robin get your used to work the pole ass in there with India and Ashley!” Ty yelled.

Robin smirked “these hoes tryna challenge me?”

She started off toward the house, and I followed clearly interested in what was going on. Ash and Robin used to have twerk offs in front of Ty and I at the studio when we first started dating.

“Aye could you believe Indy and Ash started arguing over who could twerk the best?” Trey asked when I got inside taking a seat next to him.

I started laughing “Ashley know India better than her at that. I saw shorty when she used to work at 4 Play she got skills.”

Trey chuckled “she got more than skills bruh.”

I don’t know where Ty got a mic from, but this nigga was MCing the whole shit. They ain’t even start dancing and we were in there floored.


My nigga I rolled off the motherfucking sofa that intro was so stupid funny. Ty dropped his joint “Hijack” and Ashley walked in first.

“First we have my wife Cream (Ashley’s old stripper name) she’s well rounded in the twerk and she’s about to show y’all how it’s done!” Ty said.

Pussy, money, weed got all that
Nigga talk shit get your head cracked
Riding with the racks, thang on my lap
Steal your bitch, call it hijack
Hijack, hijack

Pussy, money, weed got all that
Nigga talk shit get your head cracked
Steal your bitch, call it hijack
Hijack, hijack
Steal your bitch, call it hijack
Hijack, hijack
Pussy, money, weed got all that

The best dropped and Ash got to work. Trey and I pulled out some dollar bills and started throwing them for the hype affect. She bent her hips and started moving nothing but her ass to the beat.

"Damn the rest got competition I see” Trey joked.

“Keep those dollars following gentleman if you could afford to put in that work then you could afford to pay for the twerk!” Ty chimed in as Ash did her thing.

“Y’all lucky I got this baby in my stomach I would show these bitches up” Mercedeh chimed in.

Trey, August, and I busted up laughing because the last thing Mercedeh could’ve done was twerk. She mugged us and crossed her arms making Trey and I crack up even more. August tried to console her, but she pushed his ass away quick.

“Man get them preggo hormones out of here you know you can’t twerk, shut up and watch a real woman do it” Trey said as Ashley walked off and India walked in.

“Now, she’s small but she’s full of surprises fellas here’s Spanish Fly (India’s old stripper name)” Ty introduced as Travis Porter’s “Make It Rain” dropped.

You wanna see some ass
I wanna see sum cash
Keep dem dollars comin
And das gonna make me dance
And das gonna make me dance
And das gonna make me dance
Make it rain trick make it make it rain trick
Make it rain trick make it make it rain trick
Make it rain trick make it make it rain trick
Make it rain trick make it make it rain trick

She turned around, and sat on the floor spreading her legs in a split then moving her cheeks to the beat. This nigga Trey pulled out a wad of money and started making it rain.

“Pussy whipped ass” August said making me chuckle.

I still kind of didn’t like his ass because of how far he got with my girl. I was giving him a chance though because he seemed to be very infatuated in her sister. He better be because I’ll bust his ass. India was fucking it up she definitely had the upper hand with Ashley. Nigga Ty looked like he was having flashbacks. The song ended, and I rubbed my hands together because it was Rob’s turn.

“Alright last but not Coco (Robin’s old stripper name) She bout to do it for ya!” Ty said making us all laugh at his goofy ass.

She came in and Rihanna’s “Pour It Up” dropped.

Throw it up, throw it up
Watch it all fall out
Pour it up, pour it up
That’s how we ball out
Throw it up, throw it up
Watch it all fall out
Pour it up, pour it up
That’s how we ball out

Strip clubs and dollar bills
I still got my money
Patron shots can I get a refill?
I still got my money
Strippers goin’ up and down that pole
And I still got my money
Four o’clock and we ain’t going home
Cause I still got my money
Money make the world go round
I still got my money
Benz make your girl go down
I still got my money
Lot more where that came from
I still got my money
The look in yo eyes I know you want some
I still got my money

She zeroed in on her target which was me and winked as she slowly moved to the beat. She turned around and twerked her hips into a full split. She got back up, and walked over to me and bent over right in front of me letting it all hang out. I was putting money in ever nook and cranny of her bikini.

When the song came to an end she straddled my lap, and I grabbed her crashing my lips onto hers. A nigga almost forgot there were other ppl in the room I was in such a daze.


Robin smacked her lips making me laugh. We all got quiet watching to see what this fool was going to say next.

“Hurry up and let these bitches know I won baby” Ashley said kissing Ty on the cheek.

He looked at her and smirked “I will gimme a minute. AIGHT AND THE WINNER IS Robin the fuck y’all thought y’all can’t twerk better than her!”

Ashley slapped this nigga behind his head so hard we all fell out laughing “yo watch your hands my nigga!”

“We gone see if I can twerk tonight when you want some pussy” Ashley said walking off.

“Baby wait!!!” Ty yelled running after her.

We were floored. These niggas always going at it. This trip seems to be going well.


I was in the kitchen cleaning up the dishes. The girls, and I made all the guys favorites and they were beyond happy. I so busy singing along, and dancing to the music on the radio that I hadn’t seen Chris watching me. I jumped and broke a dish in the process when I saw his tall frame leaning on the fridge.

“Shit baby you scared me” I said bending down to clean up the mess.

“I’m sorry, let me help you.” He said grabbing the broom.

“How long were you standing there?” I asked as I finished up the last dish and wiped the counter.

“A while, I like watching you be you sometimes.” He said smiling like the creep he is.

“Your such a damn creep you know that?” I asked laughing and shaking my head.

He chuckled and walked towards me kissing my forehead “did you decide what your going to do?”

I sighed “no.”

For the last couple months Chris has been trying to convince me to forgive Kevin. To be honest I don’t trust him, and I feel as though he always around. I haven’t said anything to Chris, but I always see this black Range Rover following me. I would like to believe I’m insane though because a lot of people in LA have that SUV.

“Robin Hood, at some point you gotta let the bullshit go. You tend to bring your past fears into our marriage a lot.” He said stating the obvious.

“You know not all my fears stem from Kevin. I’m sorry if I went through a lot of shit. Don’t start with me Christopher!” I said getting agitated.

“Relax I’m just saying you can’t keep treating your nigga like he’s going to pull an antic of the last fool. I love your ass stop being insecure” He said clenching his jaw.

I looked up at him enraged “insecure? Chris kiss my ass. I try very hard to be all you need, be a mother, take care of the daily grind, and all while trying to worry about me. I know you love me, but I gotta deal with my shit in my own way!”

“Nah you married now your fucked up attitude doesn’t only affect you anymore! All this pretending you don’t have shit to face ain’t rocking with me!” He said grabbing my chin.

I pushed him away “ok fine since my fucked up attitude bothers you so much we don’t have to be together. It ain’t all about your ass.”

I smacked my teeth and walked off upstairs into our bedroom. I couldn’t believe he was really throwing that shit in my face. I’m trying so hard, so very hard to change, but I’m broken. Yes I have a family I love, but it doesn’t change the fact that I’m fragile. I always feel like at some point like all the other times it’ll all be ripped away from me.

Chris walked into the room closing the door behind him. He walked up to me and grabbed me. I looked down because I couldn’t look him in the eye. I was putty in his hands, and times like this is when I hated it the most.

“Aye, I didn’t mean to come off as selfish. I see everything you do, and I’m happy you do it. I just want you to try, and let go so we can be truly happy together.” He said lifting my head to kiss my lips.

“Stop, stop making me feel unworthy only to try and take it back after. Chris this isn’t fair. I always feel like you don’t get it, and I don’t know how much more I need to spell it out.” I said tears welling up in my eyes.

“Don’t cry. I get it, I do. But just because I get it doesn’t mean it’s right. Look we both have demons we are fighting. I just want to make sure your okay. I cannot live without you, and if you aren’t you I don’t know how I’d cope.” He said pulling my body into his.

“I’m sorry” I said holding him tight.

“Stop apologizing to me all the time. It’s not your fault I need you to realize that shit and fast.”

I looked up into his brown irises and as always felt like I was on a cloud. I hate him so much for making me love him like this. It was like he became an organ in my body that I needed for survival.

“I’ll forgive him I really will, I just hope I don’t end up regretting it” I said falling from his embrace and climbing into bed.

“You won’t, trust me” he said following pursuit.

I wrapped my leg around his waist and he held me close. I was still mad at him, but I couldn’t help the fact that I wanted him. Yeah I know I’m a weak bitch. I caressed his right cheek before gently colliding my lips with his.

“Your gonna keep fucking with me, and end up pregnant” he grunted against my lips.

I moaned when he grabbed my ass “let’s keep practicing until then.”

He rolled over on top of me, and began to make love to me. Our issues could wait until we got back to LA. Right now I needed this, I needed him.

Chapter 42


I put my lip gloss on my lips, and popped them looking in the mirror to make sure I looked presentable. I smirked pleased with my appearance. I’ve been feeling good lately. It’s like I’m back to me.

I grabbed my purse and made sure I had everything before grabbing my phone and keys. It was pretty quiet in the house so I figured Trey hadn’t returned from his run yet. Having him back was so bittersweet. I had to pinch myself sometimes to make sure it was real.

When I lost him I became a real fucked up person. I felt like I’d lost everything, so everyone else around me should as well. I admit looking back I was truly wrong. I pulled out my phone to text Robin.

We were meeting up. I needed to apologize for all the things I did to her. She used to be my best friend. I used and abused her so much. I knew sorry wasn’t enough, but it was a start. I wasn’t expecting her to speak to me again, but I needed her to know how sorry I truly was.

Me- Leaving in 10, where did you want us to meet?

She shocked me replying almost instantly.

Robin- Come by my store. It’s really slow today so we can talk in my office.

Me- Ok, see you in a few.

I turned around and bumped into Trey. He scared me so bad I just dropped everything and screamed.

“Ahhhh!” I screamed hitting him in the face.

He grabbed his cheek and I covered my mouth shocked and sorry “sorry baby!”

“Damn baby what you hit me for?” He said rubbing his cheek.

“I’m so sorry babe you scared me. Forgive me?” I pouted wrapping me arms around his neck.

“Under one condition.” He smirked.

I tilted my head to the side and raised an eyebrow “what’s that baby?”

“Help me fix this” he said looking down at his now growing member.

I giggled “I’d love too, but I’m going to meet Robin. Later I promise.”

He picked me up and threw me on the bed “nah she could wait a little longer, this is very important.”

“Babe, no I have to go!” I moaned and laughed as he sucked on my neck.

“Just twenty minutes.” He said unbuttoning my shorts.

“Trey.” I moaned trying to sound stern.

He chuckled “I promise this will be the best twenty minutes of your life.”

He slipped his hand into my underwear, and I couldn’t fight it anymore.


I walked into Robin’s office a bit later than I told her I would be. Trey was putting it down so well I almost canceled. She was fixing a mannequin when I walked in doing my walk of shame.

“Sorry I’m late something … Came up.” I said searching for the appropriate words.

She looked at me and smiled “more like Trey came up. I know that glow anywhere. Chris does it to me all the time.”

I laughed quietly “it’s like he has this battery in his back, and it never goes low. I’m not complaining, but god!”

She giggled “I know what you mean, it’s like you want a break, but you don’t want him to ever stop. Your not alone.”

We giggled shaking our heads. It’s been so long since we shared a laugh together. It felt good, because it was so genuine. She finished up the mannequin, and we headed to her office.

We sat down and it was quiet for a minute. I was searching for exactly what to say. I then realized it was pretty simple.

“Robin, I’m so sorry. I hurt you the one person who probably loved me. I lost myself, and I truly apologize for trying to ruin you as well.” I said as the tears started to fall from my eyes.

She got up and hugged me. We both held each other and said nothing. Her hug was confirmation enough that she forgave me. Robin was always a forgiving person to those she loved.

“You know I thought I hated you, but I’m glad you did all that to me. If you hadn’t pushed me to stop letting people run my life I’d still be with Kevin. I know that wasn’t you and I’m willing to forgive you and start over.” She said smiling at me.

It felt like this weight was lifted off my shoulders. The one thing I wanted as much as Trey was Robin in my life.

“Do you think Ashley will ever forgive me?” I asked her.

“She’ll come around. I’ll talk to her don’t worry.” She assured me.

I nodded and breathed out a sigh of relief “I know sorry is far from enough Robin, so thank you for this.”

She laughed and waved me off “your family. Now tell me how’d it feel to get that Trey dick again?”

I turned red instantly. She knew I hated talking about this stuff.

“I remember coming home from work hearing you guys going at it in the next room. You couldn’t get enough of that shit!” She giggled.

“God, it’s so much more intense now. I’m sure my neighbors know his name!” I giggled.

We sat in her office ordered lunch and caught up on lost time. It felt good to have my friend again. I can’t help, but be angry with myself for treating her the way I did.


It’s been a while, and I’ve been thinking a lot. Kevin hasn’t given up on being in my life, and I felt as though I wanted him in it. I had to speak to Robin about this.

Robin did set me up with August, because she thought we’d be perfect for each other. I actually really like him as well. I guess I wasn’t really open to letting Kevin go completely.

My sister came before anything in the situation. What happened with them was their business, but from what I knew it was messy. I just didn’t want to make her uncomfortable.

The doorbell rang snapping me out of my thoughts. I got up and low and behold Ashley and Robin were at the door. I swear this always happens between the three of us. It always a coincidence that we meet up.

“I swear I was just thinking about you!” I said smiling letting them in.

“Really what you buying me?” Robin asked drinking a vanilla shake from McDonald’s.

I rolled my eyes. This bitch “hoe why would I buy you something?”

Ashley busted out laughing passing me a bag of chicken nuggets and a caramel frappe. I smiled wide snatching the bag from her.

“Relax, witcho hungry ass!” Ashley said mean mugging me.

I giggled and took a seat next to Robin on the couch. I put my food down and rubbed her belly. I was so happy I was going to be an aunt. I’m going to spoil that baby more than I already do Sincerely and King Cairo.

“How far along are you?” I asked curious.

“The doctor says I’m about eleven weeks along. I’m finally starting to get my appetite back.” she said grabbing her fries.

“That’s good, I wanted to talk to you about Kevin.” I stated hesitantly.

I honestly didn’t want to do anything to upset her or the baby. Robin was finally happy and I was glad. If being with Kevin was an issue then I’d put it aside.

“What about him, and how are things with August? Isn’t he the sweetest sexy thing ever?” She asked smirking at me?

I giggled because it was true. August was so sweet, and he was so sexy. I had to fight jumping his bones whenever that New Orleans accent sang sweetly to my ears.

“Well I was thinking that maybe I still like Kevin you know, but August he’s amazing. I don’t know how you broke that off.” I stated truthfully.

“Same thing I said. That man is beautiful.” Ashley added making us laugh.

“Do what makes you happy Cedeh. Just make sure August isn’t what you want first please.” She said and I nodded.

“So how’d things go with India?” Ashley asked.

“Great surprisingly, she’s India again. She apologized and this time it was genuine. She even mentioned you Ashley. I’m willing to give it a chance I’m in a great place.” Robin answered truthfully.

It was good to see that India was getting it together. Seems like Trey had a lot to do with that though.

“All I know is next time I’m dropping that bitch! I’ll let bygones be bygones though.” Ashley stated sternly.

My phone dinged with a text and I couldn’t help, but smile at the fact it was August.

August Baby 😍😘❤️😋- Hey beautiful, I’m on my way over to cook you dinner. We haven’t hung out in a couple days, and what way to get better acquainted with one another than in the kitchen? Yeah I know I’m real cheesy. See you soon baby girl. 😘😘😘

I blushed red. He hadn’t even said anything much to make me blush and I was. It was kind of like how Chris made Robin blush by just saying hi or thanking her. I knew at that moment where I needed to be. I think I was just caught up in the idea that I could make Kevin a better person.

Me- Okay baby I can’t wait 😉😋

The girls were staring at me intensely when I looked up from my phone.


“Either you just won some money or you got a hot date!” Ashley joked.

“August is coming over, and y’all have got to go!”

They looked at each and smirked. I knew exactly what they were thinking.

“Y’all are annoying, now leave!” I said ushering them out.

“Alright bitch chill I’m pregnant I don’t move as fast anymore!” Robin joked getting up.

We all laughed at her silliness and they gathered their things. They left, and I hurried to clean up and get dressed. Tonight was the night I was going to make things official with August. He was worth it.

Chapter 36


I sat in the waiting room of the hospital scrolling through twitter and reading texts on my phone. I was in my feelings from reading the things people were saying. It seems like they don’t like any woman I date.
It’s been about an hour since we got here. Between her fainting and all the things people are saying I’m going to lose my mind.

@crazyforbreezy: I hope those things they said about Robin aren’t true keep your head up @chrisbrown

@toopretty_: @chrisbrown always attaching himself to some basic bitch

@everythinggreat_: @chrisbrown don’t leave her she’s perfect for you #teambreezy

@gettingpaper: @chrisbrown is seriously the dumbest motherfucker on earth. I bet he knew she was a prostitute and paid her

I swear somehow someway it always ends up being my fault. I can’t wear a shirt without being scrutinized for it. The girl I love has a past that may not be the best, and because she’s not perfect I’m the problem. I swear when I get my hands on who did this I’ll kill them.

“Chris she’s going to be alright relax” Ashley said taking a seat next to me.

I put my head in the palm of my hands and sighed “I hope so Ashley because I need her.”

Ty, Ashley, the baby and I sat and waited. I called Mercedeh and she said she’d be here soon. I couldn’t rack my brain around who would do this. Robin did have many people who didn’t like her so the list is probably long.

“Family of Ms.Rox?” a doctor called out.

“I’m her sister” Ashley said walking towards him.

“Robin fainted due to shock and stress. We made sure that she was hooked up to an IV and that she’s resting. You can go see her and she’s asking for a Chris. We’ll be keeping her over night for observation and she may go home in the morning. Overall as long as she rests she’ll be fine.” he told her.

“Thank you, what room is she in?” she asked him.

“287” he said before excusing himself.

Ashley turned toward and tilted her head toward the direction of Robin’s room.

“I’m going relax” I chuckled before getting up to head to her room.

I couldn’t move my feet quick enough. Almost two hours of worrying about her I wish I could fly to her room. When I finally reached her room she was laying down. She looked pale and worried.

“Hey beautiful. How are you feeling?” I asked walking to her bedside.

She looked up at me and put her arms out for me to embrace her. I obliged her silent but loud request.

“Chris I’m sorry” she cracked.

I chuckled “what are you sorry about? I know everything about you now. I know the real Robin. Stop worrying about everything else.”

I felt her tears soaking my t-shirt “I don’t deserve you.”

“Well you got me and I’m not going anywhere. Now relax yourself” I said kissing her forehead.

“Chris I’m scared. I have all these extra problems to deal with now.”

“I’m going to handle it. Just get better.”

I looked into her eyes and saw all this fear and need. I guess she’s been through so much that it scares her. All I can do is be there for her as best I can. On cue Ashley, Ty and Mercedeh walked in. Thank god for them.

“Bitch next time you faint I’m going to wake you up and make you faint again!” Ashley joked.

“I’m sorry chica everything sort of just hit me and I fainted.”

Ashley embraced her and I smiled. Ashley was always the girl you could depend on never to hurt Robin. Even when we weren’t together she always kept me in the loop on Robin. Ashley was to Robin what Ty was to me. No matter what happened we were family. I admired her for it.

“Babe Ty and I are gonna roll out and let you have time to yourselves.” I said before kissing her soft pink lips.

“Hurry back and please bring me food please.”

I nodded and Ty and I headed to the car leaving the girls alone. We got in the car and I was headed one place.

“Yo you headed where I think you headed?”

I nodded “yeah nigga. I think this Kevin nigga did this. I mean who else knows Robin’s life like that. Plus, if it wasn’t him I bet he knows who it was.”

Ty nodded and I stepped on the gas. Earlier I texted some if the boys could find him. I got his address and that’s where I’m headed.


We got to his house in about forty minutes. When I pulled up he was just stepping out his whip.

“Kevin!” I called out jumping out the car with Ty following.

“Aye man, I saw the news earlier bruh. Y’all know who’s behind it?”

I raised an eyebrow. Was this motherfucker for real?

“I came here, because I thought you were behind this.”

He threw his hands up “nah I’m a lot of things but a bitch ain’t one. That shit right there was a bitch move.”

I nodded “aight man good talking to you.”

We hopped back in the car and I headed to McDonald’s to scoop Rob some food. Something don’t add up. If I stayed any longer I was going to seriously hurt that nigga. What the fuck is going on yo!


Chris and Ty left so I took the opportunity to let the girls know who was behind this shit.

“Y’all know this is India’s doing right?” I asked them.

“What?” Mercedeh asked confused.

“Before Chris and I got back together she threatened to do this. I just never thought she’d see it through.”

Ashley turned red with anger “you know I’m going to kill that bitch right. I swear you shouldn’t of told me that shit!”

I sighed and refrained from saying anything. If it isn’t one thing it’s the next. Seems like I can never be happy. That’s one of the reasons I left Chris the first time. This whole situation is making me rethink leaving August.

“Robin cut it out. Your not leaving Chris again” Ashley said reading my mind.

“Ashley I’m not, but maybe it would’ve been better had I not come back. I keep making problems. This didn’t happen with August ever!”

I put my hands in my hair and I started to feel lightheaded all over again.

“Get me something sweet to drink. I feel really weak. The sugar should help.” I said.

On cue Chris walked in with my food and I immediately dug in.

“Well I know Chris wants to probably spend as much time with you until visiting hours are over so we gonna head out” Ty said coming to hug me goodbye.

“Thanks for coming guys I really appreciate it” I said.

“Oh please you’d do it for us” Mercedeh said.

Eventually they left and Chris kicked off his sneakers and joined me on the bed since it was big enough for two.

“I love you beautiful” Chris said kissing me so passionately.

“Mmm I love you too baby” I said pecking his lips a couple times.

He dug into the bag and pulled out some stuff he bought for himself. I was starting to feel better knowing Chris was here. Despite feeling like we can never be happy I know he makes me happy.

“Stay here with me tonight. Help me keep my mind off of all this mess baby please?” I asked kissing his cheek.

He chuckled “I stay here you know your not going to get sleep and we don’t want the patients making noise complaints.”

I blushed “oh God you horny fool. Just stay I need you.”

“Aight I’ll stay, but what I’m getting?”

“A chance to keep me sane and no sex in this hospital you nasty fool. My kitty has had quite enough the past two days.”

He chuckled and kissed me “ok fine have it your way. I just want to hold you anyways.”

In the middle of our little exchange that was getting heated this man walked in.

“Excuse me, Robin?” he called out.

I looked up and dropped my entire container of fries in my lap. Just when you thought your day couldn’t out do itself anymore it does.

“Hello Robin” he said.

“Tr-Tre-Trey! I thought you were dead!” I said shocked.

“Who the fuck is Trey?” Chris said.


I sat back sipping a glass of wine smiling to myself. My revenge was getting to be real sweet. My next target was going to be Ashley. She’s been happy far too long.

My phone rang interrupting my thoughts.

“What is it?”

“Chris came lurking for who did this and I just know it was your sneaky ass. Watch your back India and leave me out of it” Kevin warned.

I laughed “are you mad because I did what you couldn’t? Please I don’t have to watch anything, but these bitches suffer.”

I hung up the phone and laughed. Wait until my next plan falls through. Their lives will forever be upside down.

Chapter 20

*2 Weeks Later*


Robin’s been in Europe for the past month and a half. She’s coming back in two weeks and she doesn’t even know what’s going to be coming her way. On top of it all I sent Ty the perfect text. I know he’s probably stressing but he deserves it.

He thought he could just dismiss me like I wasn’t shit! I cared about him. He told me I was special and then he wanted to throw me to the side for Ashley! Everybody is going to suffer!

I pulled out my phone and decided to make a call. I had to make sure things would run smoothly. I was going to get my way believe that.


“Are you sure your going through with this? Don’t play with me!” I said.

“I’m ready? Are you?”

“I was born ready. Call me back when you’ve began” I said hanging up the phone and smiling to myself.

I couldn’t wait to see these bitches hurt like they’ve made me hurt over the years.


We were all having lunch on the terrace at the hotel. I was waiting for the perfect moment to tell everyone Michael and I were having a baby.

“Where’s my yellow cake?” Robin asked pouting.

I smiled at the cute exchange. Robin loved her some Chris. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this happy. Something was bothering her though. I noticed it as soon as I got here. I didn’t want to pressure her into telling me but, if she did get to it she was going to have to spill.

“Oh god nigga, you a Breezy feen!” Michael said to her.

Robin smacked her teeth and threw a roll at him. I busted out laughing. I almost peed myself.

“Nigga why you wasting food, and shut up Ashley!”

I looked at him like he was crazy. He put his head down and continued to eat his food. That’s what the fuck I thought.

“Nigga you are so pussy!” Chris said walking onto the terrace to join us.

“Shut up puff lips!” Mike said.

Chris smacked his teeth “nigga your lips bigger than mines fuck out my face!”

Everyone laughed and Mike huffed. Old sensitive ass.

“Baby, where were you?” Robin asked Chris moving closer to him.

He kissed her lips making her blush. They were so cute it was sickening. I loved it!

“Getting new clothes together in the room with Rue.”

He tried to kiss her again but she moved away. Robin for some odd reason didn’t like that girl. She was so nice and she was beautiful. Anybody could see why Chris was so intrigued with her.

“Robin, come on stop please?” Chris asked slightly annoyed.

“Whatever Chris” Robin said blankly.

I decided it was time to lighten the mood. I was not about to sit there and watch those two argue. I was going to get to the bottom of Robin’s problems later.

“Everyone I have great news!”

Mike smiled and grabbed my hand squeezing it lightly. He was so perfect. Well now he was. Except for the past two weeks he’s been on edge. He better not be sneaking around again I will beat his ass.

“Well guys in a couple months you guys are going to be a new uncle and aunt. Mike and I are having a baby!”

Chris and Robin’s face lit up. I was so happy to finally tell them. I couldn’t wait to bring my baby into the world. I was going to give him/her what my mom never did.

“That’s amazing! How far along are you?” Chris asked.

“I’m 2 months.”

Robin got up and hugged me. She bent down and rubbed my belly.

“Hi baby, I’m your auntie Robin. I can’t wait to hold you.”

I smiled and my eyes watered. These damn hormones.

“Babe what’s wrong why are you crying?” Michael asked.

“I’m just so happy!” I said.

For the first time in a long time things where going my way and it felt amazing!


“What do you want to do our last two weeks here? My last show is tomorrow night.” I asked Robin.

Lately she’s been so distant. Besides I figured that if I catered to her as much as possible she would leave. I didn’t know how exactly to come out and say don’t go. For some reason I believed that if I did she’d say no. If I heard those words I’d be crushed!

I couldn’t believe I was falling for her. This wasn’t supposed to go like this. When I arranged this was strictly for publicity purposes. Truth is I don’t like being alone though. Her company calms me and I don’t ever feel like she’ll leave.

Reality is that she is going to leave. I just don’t know how to get her to stay. The other day I could’ve sworn she was upset because, I talked about buying her a place. I wasn’t letting her go anywhere they fool Kevin could find her.

I’d kill that son of a bitch if it came down down to it! The things he’s done to her are just crazy! Robin wasn’t leaving my house unless I knew she was clear and safe. I didn’t trust that fool. I had an airy feeling things were going to get ugly soon.

“Can we fly to Dubai?” she asked smiling.

I returned her smile. Dubai sounded like a good idea.

“Of course we can. That’s all you want to do?”

She climbed on top me and kissed me “no, I wanna do a lot of that and things that involve me moaning for more.”

I chuckled “is that so? What else you want baby?”

“I want you Papi” she whispered in my ear nibbling in it.

“But you have me already” I said smirking and gripping her waist.

“Yeah but, I really enjoy when your inside me.”

I smirked. Robin has gotten so bold lately. Normally she’s so shy around me. I like bold Robin.

“Oh I can most definitely accommodate take residence inside you” I said rolling on top her.

She giggled and I started tickling her. She was squirming and screaming. Her smile was so beautiful and infectious.

“Chris! Papi stop it!” she screamed giggling.

I laughed and started kissing her and rubbing her sides. She moaned into my mouth and I broke the kiss. It felt like my heart was going to come out my chest.

“God Robin, what are you doing to me?” I asked her.

“What do you mean?”

“You make any moment worth while. Your breathtaking” I said to her.

She blushed and looked away. It was so cute how she could switch so easily.

“Chris .. I-I don’t know what to say.”

I smiled kissing her lips “you don’t have to say anything. Promise me one thing?”

She nodded “anything.”

“Never change, your perfect just the way you are” I sang the chorus to Bruno Mar’s song.

She giggled and kissed me. What was I going to do when she left? I could see already I wasn’t going to deal with this well at all.


I was sitting outside waiting on Mercedeh to come pick me up. Rehab really opened my eyes. It helped me see a lot of where and how I went wrong.

I had so many apologies to make. The first one I had to start with was Robin. I treated her so bad. I lied to her so much as well. When I got the chance I had a lot to tell her. I was just hoping she heard me.

Robin was easy going but she was still my child. When she was upset there was no going back. I miss her so much.

I was interrupted from my thoughts by Mercedeh pulling up. I was relieved to see someone I knew. 30 days of not seeing your or speaking to your loved ones a lot is hard.

She got out the car and rushed over to me. I hugged her so tight.

“Mom” she whispered.

I started to cry. I can’t remember the last time I hugged my daughter and gent something. This gent good.

“I missed you, let’s catch up over lunch.”

She nodded and started grabbing my things. When I looked Kevin got out the car. Wait hold the fuck up!

“Kevin!” I said dropping my jaw shocked!