12x19 Coda

Takes place after Cas leaves the Bunker and on his way to meet the Angels.

A pit sits heavy in Castiel’s stomach. His heart thuds in his chest, deafening his ears instead of the usual rusty chugging of his truck’s engine. He grips the steering wheel unnecessarily tight, glancing over at the passenger seat at the towel wrapped carefully around the gun.

Castiel returns his eyes back to the road, clenching his jaw.

He’s doing the right thing. He knows he is. Doing this means Sam and Dean will be safe. For once, he will take the wheel and they won’t have to risk getting hurt in the celestial crossfire that is sure to happen. He has to make up for his mistakes, prove to them that he’s worth the care they extend to him. To be considered family.

But if all that were true… why does he feel like this?

When he was making the drive back to the Bunker after returning from Heaven, he had hoped the Winchesters would be out on some random case. He knew what he had to do. He was only returning for the Colt and it would be easier for him to slip in and out and not draw any attention to his mission. Not to mention avoiding the guilt of going off the grid, as Dean had put it in one of his voicemails. As luck would have it, he could not be so fortunate.

Walking up to the door, Castiel paused before opening it. He could feel their presence inside, Dean’s nearly suffocating him. The way it did the entire time he was in Heaven. That longing – it pulled at Castiel in ways that almost had him turning around and returning just to soothe the worry. Listening to the voicemails later weren’t any better. He wanted to go to Dean. Confide in him. Assure him that everything will be taken care of. He wanted to. But he didn’t.


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