Matadors

Something Soon // Car Seat Headrest

Biting my clothes to keep from screaming
taking pills to keep from dreaming
I want to break something important
I want to kick my dad in the shins

I was referring to the present in past tense
it was the only way that I could survive it
I want to close my head in the car door
I want to sing this song like I’m dying

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deeper thoughts on riding and training aside this freestyle is LIT

a) nailing the musicality bit

b) 3:30 piaffe pirouette to canter pirouette to walk! like what!!

c) 30 seconds later again! piaffe to canter pirouette. tf dang

d) 5:00 that booty slide into the pirouette

e) 5:50 like a gazillion tempi changes in a serpentine was that really necessary

damn

also this horse is fucking gorgeous