BTS reacting to you having a panic attack
I was actually crying when i wrote this because i, sometimes, have panic attacks and they suck. I’d be just going to school and i’d start hyperventilating in the bus for no reason. But for me, music works for majority of the time because it keeps my brain distracted with the lyrics or their voices.
-Admin Strawberry IceCream
It was the first time that you and our boyfriend, Jin, had a fight after being together for the past three months. And it was all because of some stupid boy that flirted with you while Seokjin and you were on your date. You didn’t know he was flirting because you, yourself, didn’t know how to flirt. In the heat of the moment, Jin said the words that you hated the most: “Maybe we should just take a break”, and you felt the walls tightening as you fell on the ground, breaking down, not being able to breath. As soon as he realised what he said, he came to help you, apologising over and over. “Oh my God, I am so sorry. I wasn’t thinking. Are you ok ?"
Yoongi knew about your panic attacks, as you warned him before sleeping over so he wouldn’t freak out. But the thing is that you had a fear of intimacy and that was what caused the panic attacks. As soon as the both of you layed in bed, Yoongi put his arm behind your head and you felt a little anxious. As the night went on, he started pulling you closer to him, wrapping his hand around your waist and resting his head on your chest and then you felt like the room was crumbling over you and you jumped from the bed, hugging your knees on the cold floor. Yoongi woke up as soon as you moved away from him and saw you on the floor. "Jagi, are you ok ? Talk to me.” he said and rushed over to you.
While you were struggling to do your assignments for college, you saw Hobi relaxing on the couch, searching through the channels of your tv. You were trying your best to stay focused on your studying, when suddenly you felt your heart pounding faster and faster, the walls closing in on you and you started hyperventilating. You tried to get up, but crushed on the chair again. Your boyfriend saw you and rushed towards you, opening the window next to you. He took your hand and put it around his shoulders so you would lean on him, and he took you to the window. “It’s ok, Jagi. Just breath in the fresh air.” he said kissing your forehead, tears escaping his eyes, hating to see you like this.
After a busy week at work, your boyfriend decided to take you on a trip to the mountains. He wanted to take on a cable care to the top of the mountain so you could look at the beautiful sight of the city below. As soon as you started moving up the cable, you felt the dizziness take over you. You hold on tight onto the bar and shut your eyes close. You looked out the window unconsciously and squeezed the bar even harder, feeling your heart race in your body and you started having problems breathing. Namjoon looked at you as you crumbled on the floor, holding your knees close to your chest. He sat down next to you while hugging you and kissing your forehead. “[Y/N], are you ok? Why didn’t you tell me you were affraid of height?” You just tightened your grip on his shirt and hid your head into his chest.
Bangtan were having a photoshoot in a zoo. Jimin invited you with them because he knew how much you loved animals. Their session went well as they took photos with parrots, snakes and even elephants in the background as they stood in front of the safety of the fence. But the thing is, you didn’t know that they were gonna include a tarantula spider in the photoshoot. It was your worst nightmare coming true. When the zoo staff came closer to you with the box of spiders, you felt tears coming out of you eyes as you felt your heart pounding faster, collapsing on the cold ground. Your boyfriend saw you and he run over to you, taking your hand and getting you out of the room. Once you got outside, he placed you on a bench and sat beside you, holding you into his arms “Jagi, it’s ok. Just breath.” he said breathing in and out loudly with you.
It was the morning after your first time with Taehyung. You’ve both waited for a long time to get intimate and it finally happened. One of the reasons for not getting to the 3rd base, and the most important, was because you were scared that once you sealed the deal, he’ll leave because he’s a superstar and you are just a simple girl. You searched for him in the bed, only to feel the cold sheet next to you. You started breathing harshly and your heart was racing like crazy, tears were threatening to roll down your cheek and you hugged your knees to your chest. You knew this would happen, yet you still went through with it. Just as a sob escaped your mouth, you heard the bathroom door open and saw Taehyung looking at you with wide eyes. “Jagi, what’s wrong? I’m right here. Please stop crying.” he said as he hugged you tight and kissed you all over your face.
The exams were coming fast and you and your boyfriend, Kookie, were struggling to study and help each other out at the classes you lacked. He was trying to explain to you how solve a logical problem and you couldn’t understand a thing he’s saying. You sight in frustration and got up from the table and tried to reach to open the window but you collapsed on the floor, tears coming down your cheeks, feeling the oxygen leaving your body as you couldn’t breath in the air. Kookie saw you and ran towards you to try and lift you up and take you to the window. He took you in his arms and held you by the window, kissing your cheeks to make you calm down. You hold on to him tight and felt your heart slowing down as he was lighlty caressing your hair. ”It’s ok, Jagi. I’m here. Don’t worry.”