MEP

youtube

YES IT’S FINALLY UP AHHHH

I just got into this studio yesterday I’m so freaking excited AHHHHHHHHHH

I had part 7 h e h

saturno

lembro como se fosse ontem, aquela vez em que passamos o dia na cama. eu acordei no meio da tarde, no exato momento em que o sol batia em tua face ligando os pontos das tuas sardas no formato longínquo da constelação de gêmeos. você acordou, e sorriu. eu sorri também, parecíamos estar fadado a mesma órbita. acredita que nesse infinito instante eu cogitei piamente que seriamos para sempre? me enganei.
não estamos.
não fomos.
nem somos.

(uma pena, eu diria. uma pena.)

youtube

Remember Me for Centuries (Ancestors MEP)

Guys look it’s the video that person linked me to just now~  I’m so happy because, like, cool video for my favorite characters?  USING SOME OF MY ART ALONG WITH TONS OF QUALITY MATERIALS FROM SUPER ARTISTS?  I may need to lie down. @v@ 

(By the way, though, the song’s pitched up! Just so that doesn’t hit you in the face.)

vine

i made a vine be gentle

memoria póstuma: hoje eu acordei assim
triste
e parece que, quando a tristeza
chega repentinamente
nada além dela existe.

REAL TALK THO

Okay idk if this has been discussed before, but it hasn’t, i’ll be the first one to say it.

LEAVING A DISLIKE ON A VIDEO THAT YOU CAN *OBVIOUSLY* TELL HAS ENORMOUS EFFORT IN IS LITERALLY THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO TO A VIDEO EDITOR. (AMVS, MMVS, animations, literally any kind of editing)

Video editing on youtube is so underestimated and unappreciated, like only a fraction of the videos made are recommended by youtube and noticed (and youtube doesn’t care who puts effort, it just recommends random videos). So even if someone is SUPER talented, if youtube doesn’t recommend their videos, that person stays in the dark, and we never get to see their amazing work.

BUT THAT ASIDE.

There’s always those 2-3 assholes who leave dislikes FOR LITERALLY NO REASON. And this is MOST hurtful to unpopular editors, because they don’t have likes to balance things out. This post is not here to compare likes/comments/subs etc. NO. It’s here to tell you that unpopular editors go to their video, and instead of looking at the likes, their eyes will always look at the dislikes, if the number has increased, FEARING that the number has increased. They don’t care if they only have 3 likes, as long as they dont have dislikes.

And you don’t understand how TRIGGERING IT IS!

As an amv editor, every time I’ve gotten a dislike I literally wanted to quit editing, because we get the feeling of WHAT’S THE POINT. EVEN IF I PUT ENORMOUS EFFORT, I’LL GET A DISLIKE. I’ve been editing decent videos for a year, AND I DON’T EVEN HAVE ANY SUPER POPULAR VIDEO. And that’s OKAY. What is not okay, is that not only am I unpopular, BUT I HAVE ASSHOLE HATERS WHO ALWAYS WANT TO PUT A DISLIKES, FOR LIKE NO REASON?????

IF YOU DISLIKE SOMEONE’S WORK

SOMEONE WHO PUT SHITTON OF EFFORT AND TIME

AND YOU CAN !!!TELL!! THAT

AND YOU STILL DISLIKE IT

YOU’RE A PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU KNOW IT.

you don’t understand how fucking shitty we feel every fucking time. i have to go through a fucking emotional breakdown because of dislikes.

YOU’RE A FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH.

DO.NOT.FUCKING.DISLIKE.EDITED.VIDEOS.

and you know what also sucks, that if you disable dislikes, you only “make them invisible”. THEY CAN STILL DISLIKE.
and it’s worse when you disable it because less people will like it (because they think its disabled) bUT THAT ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE WILL AND IS GOING OT DISLIKE IT.

I STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOUTUBE HASN’T REMOVED DISLIKES? DISLIKES AREN’T “FREEDOM OF SPEECH”, THEY AREN’T SPEECH AT ALL, IT’S ONE ASSHOLE, CLICKING A BUTTON, AND MAKING AN ARTIST, WHO PUT FUCKING TIME AND FUCKING EFFORT, CRY, BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY’RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH. WE ALWAYS FEEL WE’RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

one click of a button is all it takes a work of MONTHS to feel like nothing.

especially if you’re an amv editor - DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING LONG IT TAKES YOU TO MAKE A DECENT AMV - MORE THAN A FUCKING MONTH, SOMETIMES HALF A FUCKING YEAR.

and you take away all that effort, and TREAT IT LIKE SHIT.

IF

YOU

DISLIKE

A

VIDEO

YOU

ARE

GARBAGE

if you think “cyber bullying” is bad, THIS IS EXACTLY CYBER BULLING. THIS IS LIKE GETTING ANON FUCKING HATE.

AND ITS ANON

WE CANT CATCH YOU DISLIKE

SO YOU KEEP FUCKING DOING IT

YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.

AND WE CANT STOP YOU, WE CANT DISABLE RATINGS.

SO

DO

NOT

DISLIKE

EDITED

VIDEOS

ESPECIALLY

BY

UNPOPULAR

EDITORS.

YOU ARE FUCKING KILLING AN ARTISTIC TALENT. DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR AN EDITOR COULD HAVE GONE IF THEY DIDN’T GET THAT ONE PARTICULAR DISLIKE???

COMMENTS CAN BE DELETED

BUT FOR DISLIKES

YOU

CANT

DO

ANYTHING.

SO. DO . NOT FUCKING DISLIKE YOU PIECE OF HUMAN TRASH. DO NOT. WE’RE NOT YOUR EVERYDAY VLOGGERS WHO HAVE A CAMERA AND GET MILLIONS OF VIEWS. WE’RE ARTISTS. WE WANT PEOPLE TO ENJOY OUR WORK. OUR WAY OF EXPRESSION. EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMETHING, YOU DONT HAVE TO DISLIKE IT.

just close the fucking video.

i repeat

do

not

dislike

videos

with

shitton

of effort!!

- by me, an editor that’s been dealing with this shit for as long as i know, and many others who have gone through the same