I miss him. I miss him. Have I said
that yet? Because I do. I miss him and it is awful and I cannot help myself.
“Snape’s an arse. He always was an
arse.” Marlene says, throwing a Quaffle in the air and lying on my bed when
we’re meant to be studying for charms. I grip my bedpost. Dorcas leans over and
“McKinnon, shut up.” She looks over
at me, gently, like I am delicate. Easily startled. “You don’t need him, Lily.
You have us.”
Only- now here is the worst part,
the part I can’t ever tell anyone. Occasionally I think I would give them all
up if only to have him back. Not how he is now but how he was before, when we
were nine years old, on a swing, in a park, with the sun everywhere. That makes
me awful. What he did makes me sick and I continue to miss him regardless.
“Lily, please” he hisses at me in potions, because has Slughorn partnered
us up again, “I’ll do anything.” his voice cracks on the last word, and I
almost give in right there. But then- the field, with everybody staring, wind blowing
hair in my face, my heart a chutney in my chest. I set my jaw.
@OfficialNelsan I’m so blessed to be working with one of my favorite actors of all time @lucyliu
@OfficialNelsan Hanging with @lucyliu and costar/actor/director Aiden Quinn just after we wrapped the episode that Aiden directed. Aiden and @lucyliu are some of the most talented people I have EVER worked with. I adore them. #amazing #actors
I drew my favorite devil, Lucifer Morningstar, last night and have been fangirling ever since. I adore the show and I idolize Tom Ellis for being such an amazing actor. Hopefully, he sees the hard work I’ve put into my portrait of him and loves it just as much as I do.