Another April is about to end
No message from you, no sign you aren’t dead.
I’ll still remember you while I carry on with my life.
I’ll love and break and smile and bathe in sunshine but I will remember you.
When the first rain pours down, I’ll keep my phone and glasses inside and run out to soak in the magic that falls from above.
And when I come back in to dry myself and check my phone as a reflex, I will think of you and smile.
Another April is going by, and I haven’t forgotten you yet.
I don’t think all forgetting is good.
I don’t think all forgetting is healing.
I think for just this once, I’ll give up trying to forget you.
—  creatingnikki