But I hate
the way
how I keep
on finding you,
in every little thing
that surrounds me,
even if I tried
to erase you
and your
beautiful name
in my memory.
—  ma.c.a // Clear and Near
I want to wash my mouth out
to get rid of all the hurtful things I said,
all the ugly words
that have escaped my lips.
I wish I could let water
wash away all the pain I’ve caused,
all the hopes I have shattered,
and start all over again.
—  // wash my mouth out