of course Bellamy’s car gets stuck in the mud during a black rain storm while a mission to save his people, and OF COURSE he’s downplaying it and already planning how he’s gonna do The Most Sacrificial Thing but then he has to tell them his men he can’t make it out there with the most pained expression on his face and crack in his voice because he even when he wants to do the best he’s stopped at every turn JUST LET BELLAMY LIVE FOR 5 MINUTES