Like it's not some random thing on the internet

People complaining about Myerrs Briggs like it’s some fad teenagers came up with an not a long trusted, well researched and scientifically founded test used to determine personality types. 

every single time I see someone complain about the “serial killer fandom” I wanna vomit like honestly??? they are not hurting you… some of them are doing more good for prisoners, criminals, and people with violent mental illnesses than any of you ever will. These people matter. They are human and it is not wrong for people to be interesting in the morbid side of humanity, and it’s not wrong to treat human beings who have done bad things like human fucking beings.

i want to be snarky but… its sad that people want to make fun of random people on the internet for being passionate about something that most people don’t think twice about. 

it just brings me back to stupid middle school bullying… its absolutely pointless to fight back but… I was never able to keep my mouth shut about the Jonas Brothers then, and I won’t shut my mouth about murderers now.

there is sometimes though, the occasion when something like that does get to you though. but its usually when you’re already having those thoughts about yourself. when i already hate myself, and some random person on the internet confirms those thoughts. i’m not going to pretend i’m invincible from words on the internet because i’m not. i used to cry every day because of hurtful things that people have said to me from this blog. i’m getting stronger but at least remember that not all people are. i’m happy enough to take it if it means i’m distracting the blow from someone else at this point.

dear people who say “tumblrs not an accepting place”

im gonna drop some bombs here, so i want you to be sitting down for this one. tumblrs a website. tumblr doesnt stand for anything. tumblr, as well as just about any website, is just a random collection of anyone with internet access and an email account. the thing you are describing is the world. the thing you are mad at is literally any random joe off the street

its not a hivemind its a bunch of strangers with a thousand different opinions all sitting in front of monitors doing nothing

anonymous asked:

How do you think Attack of the Clones would have gone if it had been Padme pursuing Anakin instead?

Okay this is one of those things where I gotta re-confess that I STILL haven’t seen the full movie (I confess this kind of thing a LOT in regards to Star Wars, THERE IS JUST SO MUCH STAR WARS), so my knowledge of its plot is largely based on random scenes seen out of order/context and the rambling vagaries of the internet and, like, gifs. << 

THAT SAID, are we talking “Anakin is exactly as infatuated and ready to break Jedi Code as he is in canon” or are we talking “full role reversal and Anakin’s trying to stoically restrain his feelings like he thinks he’s a Kenobi or some shit”? Because the first one means they’d NEVER have kept a lid on the relationship, Obi-Wan would be like “we have been here literally five minutes and also weren’t we talking about a threat to your life?” and Padmé would be like “I hear ya buddy but ‘Jedi’ is basically a religion, right, so like, does that mean you can perform marriage ceremonies? the best man can do that, right, that’s a thing? if not that’s cool, I’ll lend Ani a handmaiden to be his best woman, that’ll work. also where’d R2 go, we need a flower droid.” 

The second option I doubt would’ve involved as much restraint as Padmé managed in canon (by which I mean, um, basically none basically no one in any of these movies has ANY CHILL WHATSOEVER lbr), but they might actually not have gotten married as quickly either, if that makes sense? Like, if Padmé’s the one pursuing Anakin while he’s all “but my PROMISES and VOWS :CCC”, she might be willing to be a little slower about things and be like “okay as soon as you’re knighted and all this shit is over you’ll leave the Order and we’ll get married THEN, so you aren’t breaking any promises or the Code, see, that’ll be fine!” And Anakin of course is Anakin so he’s like “PERFECT, A FLAWLESS PLAN, PADME YOU ARE THE SMARTEST AND MOST AMAZING”. 

… also, does the second option mean Padmé staring at Anakin like he hung the moon while he’s all flustered and nervy like “stop looking at me like that” and cannot handle the blatant adoration just ROLLING off her, because if it does then I am now deeply offended that canon did not give it to me. 

i hate ppl that laugh at ppls triggers just bc someones trigger happens to be something they personally dont approve of as an “actual trigger” as if there are fucking rules like when i tell people that star wars is one of my triggers and they laugh like im joking and bombard me with things relating to star wars bc its not on their approved triggers list they act surprised when i get upset and block them. and if you tell them youre serious about it they expect some 9 page essay on why it is your trigger and refuse to acknowledge it if u dont like fuck u i dont have to tell some random jackass on the internet deeply personal and traumatizing information bc you wont respect it otherwise like its none of your damn business why it triggers me the fact is it does and ignoring that or purposefully exposing me to it to upset me just exposes you as a dick eating douchebag

Ok so I’ve been on a call with some of my old old internet friends before and like-

once you actually like hear them and they hear you it just-

everything becomes so awkward like ‘wow they sound like that cool BUT OH GOD I SOUND LIKE A FUCKING MONSTER WHO’S HIGH ON METH’

like i dunno why but like I barely even talk to my internet friends on a call like

‘why aren’t you talking?’

WELL UH BECAUSE I FEEL HONESTLY VERY AWKWARD AND I FEEL WEIRD AND ITS LIKE I FUCKING FORGOT HOW TO EVEN START A CONVERSATION WITH YOU EVEN THO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING FOR DAYS IN A ROW ABOUT COOL SHIT

like

I dunno my fucking nervousness just takes over on that kind of stuff

and like

I remember one time where my friends were like on the call with me and I had been talking every few minutes or so just so I wouldn’t seem rude or anything and they said

‘she sounds weird’

and I JUST-

fucking shut down like I was speaking in mid sentence and I knew they didn’t want me to hear it but when I did like everything just shut down and I just couldn’t function anymore so I hung up-

LIKE

IM SORRY IM LIKE THAT BUT MY BODY DOES WEIRD SHIT

SO DOES MY BRAIN LIKE

I PANIC ALOT OVER STUPID THINGS LIKE

putting up my art

that one voice audition I did

and just

even getting on here man

EVERYTHING JUST MADE ME SO NERVOUS-

*sighs*

Men on the internet (and in general) act so strange. I see a lot of ladies posting images of men sending them really sexually inappropriate stuff, and while I have gotten that every now and then, as most women on social media have, I more often just get really bizarre things or behavior. Maybe its me or maybe I’m wrong but I don’t feel like they approach their friends or other men with random info about some mundane thing that they’re doing. Like yes Tim, we all floss our teeth or at least should, and no, I don’t care that you’ve been looking through my pictures and find it astounding that I ate my tabbouleh with a spoon. Or I’ll have these dudes that I have either never spoken to, or only spoken to a couple of times, that will delete their profiles and then come back three years later sending me things and asking me questions like we are long lost best friends.

Then of course there’s the thing where if you’re not super rude to them they don’t listen, but if you are rude to them they are insulting you or giving you death threats.

Like I specifically asked this guy to not post an image he made of me once, not because I personally cared if he posted it but because I was trying to be considerate of other people’s feelings towards this individual. I’m nice about it and like hey you’re talented and all and I appreciate the effort, but could you not post these it makes me sort of uncomfortable. He says yes sure, and complies, but it’s like he does the same thing much later only alters it. So I’m like hey why would you do this thing when I’ve specifically asked you not to do it? Then the response is saying I’m overreacting and it isnt me but I should be flattered? Then I point out contradictions in that and they’re like “lol you’re an asshat”. Okay dude stop being obsessive then.