Light-Room-3

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

headcanon: during the holidays robbie decides to secretly string lights up around the buildings in town (Big Softie Confirmed™) but he slips and gets all tangled up and basically ends up upside down, hanging from the roof of the school by his ankles. sportacus comes to rescue him but he takes one look at robbie looking embarassed with pink cheeks and surrounded by colorful lights that his heart completely melts and that’s the moment he realizes how much he loves robbie

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.
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My camera is not the best also, I’m sick so my selfie game is super weak! However, I successfully dyed my hair and couldn’t be happier <3 
I’m just about to head out so my hair is not in the iconic pigtails but I’ll defo post one this weekend! c: