Darcy’s drawing of me pretty much sums up how I feel. 😂. Really trying to work on feeling confident, attractive and capable at the moment. I really appreciate all the comments on my latest video. My happy list for today is : 1. Despite thinking I wouldn’t, I filmed, edited and uploaded today. 2. I found some really gorgeous fairy lights for Darcy’s room. 3. I like my nail colour. 4. I’ve felt baby move a lot today (she’s swirling around right now actually). 💖 What’s on your happy list today?

Christmas Morning

This is for @doctorroseprompts‘s 31 Days of Ficmas for the prompt ‘peace’, and this is for @legendslikestardust‘s general winter/holiday prompt.

Ten x Rose AU, kid fic

John and Rose are joined by three excited children early on Christmas morning.

Three small masses jumping on their bed awoke John and Rose in the middle of the night.

“Santa came! He came!”

All three voices were chattering over each other and bouncing excitedly as John fumbled for his phone. He hit the center button and squinted against the bright light in the dark room. 3:04am.

“What’s this?” he asked. “You know no presents until the sun comes up.”

“But Daddy,” his six-year-old girl said.

“But whatty?” he whined back. “Nope, that’s the rule. You should know that by now.”

“Prezzies, Dada! Mummy, prezzies!” their three-year-old son screeched.

“They’ll still be there in the morning,” Rose mumbled, reaching out and patting their daughter and two sons on the head. “Meanwhile, get under the covers and try to get more sleep.”

“I can’t sleep, I’m too excited,” their five-year-old boy said.

“Lucy is still sleeping like a good girl,” John countered as he wriggled to the edge of the mattress to make room for their children.

“Lucy’s a baby,” his daughter grumbled. “She sleeps through everything.”

“A skill I wish you lot possessed,” he mumbled under his breath.

But despite wishing his sleep had remained uninterrupted, he couldn’t be too cross at his kids. He knew Christmas morning would be an early start, even if he and Rose didn’t technically let it start ‘til sunrise, and the excitement in their little voices filled him with such love and joy.

He fussed over the kids as he saw Rose do the same, making sure they all had access to a pillow and were comfy and were covered by blankets. He draped his arm across the child closest to him and the one in the middle, and he felt Rose do the same. Her hand rested beside his, and he linked his index finger around her pinkie as he burrowed deeper into his pillow and listened to the sounds of his family.

Rose was the first one to fall back asleep, then one by one, his kids’ soft snores joined his wife’s. He sighed happily, enjoying the quiet peacefulness that had overtaken the bedroom. He knew it wouldn’t last. One of the kids would wake up in another hour or so, and get all excited again and he and Rose would have to remind them that they still had to wait for presents.

But for now, John took joy in the feeling of his family in his arms, and he let out a soft sigh and joined them in sleep.

narutooohno  asked:

Your traditional art is killer 👌 also, are you taking photos of your phone; or putting them through a scanner? (Cause the quality is hella)

Omg thank you so much! As far as photos go,
Here are some steps:

1. Set you picture at a 90 degree angle to avoid shadows
2. Have good light in the room
3. Make sure the light is from above, not the sides at all
4. Take a clear picture
5. Turn up the brightness
6. Add a filter
7. Pat yourself on the back

Supernatural!5sos (Part 3)


Part 1

Part 2

Part 4/END


I tighten my grip on Luke.

”Luke, somebody’s in the doorway.” I say with a shaky voice.

He lets go of me and stands up with his pitch black eyes glaring at the unknown strangers.

“Show yourselves.” Luke growls

The figures laugh and step into the light in the room. The 3 beings that I once weren’t able to recognize are actually three boys, one with dirty blond hair and  glowing golden eyes. Another boy with pale skin and black hair, his eyes a light shade of green with a red ring around the pupil. The last boy is tan and looks absolutely normal, but I doubt he is.

“Oh, its just you guys.” Luke says, his tough demeanor being replaced with relief.

The pale boy lets out a laugh as they all walk into the room and sit down.

“See ya’ got yourself some company Lukey!” The dirty blond boy says, patting Luke on the head.

“Ya, I do have company.. So if you don’t mind leaving?” Luke says in an annoyed tone.

“Oh but we just got here! So why don’t you introduce us to your lady friend.” The tan boy says with a smirk.

“It was a rhetorical question…” Luke says pinching the bridge of his nose and leaning back on the couch.

I let out a little laugh and bring my knees up to my chest. Luke places his arm around me and buries his face in my shoulder. He stands up and starts to introduce me to his friends, Calum, Ashton and Michael.

We all talked and got to know each other a bit. Through out the conversation Ashton was being a bit flirty, sending me winks and sitting next to so he could place his hand on my knee a couple times…But I just past it off as how he acted around everybody.

Luke gave Ashton a few death glares with his black demon eyes through out the chit chat. I felt a vibration coming from my pocket, I reach into my pocket and pull out my phone to see a text from Liam…

Liam: Where are you?

I didn’t realize that ive been with Luke for the whole school day…

You: Im so sorry, I lost track of time.. I meet you at the front of the school soon!

Liam: Where. Are. You?!

You: I’ll explain at my place, just stay put and I’ll see you soon…

I say goodbye to Luke and his friends, but before I leave Luke pulls me down for a quick peck on the lips. I give him a smile and walk back to the school, where a pissed looking Liam is waiting for me.

“Hey!” I say to him

“Where the fuck have you been!?”

“I’ll tell you at my place ok.” I say, walking over to his truck.


Liam and I got home in about 20 minutes, the car ride was filled with silence until I turned on the radio for some type of noise to make the drive less awkward.

We decided to watch a movie and of coarse, what would that movie be? Mean Girls… We cuddle on the couch, I as the small spoon and Liam holding me by the waist with his arm. By the middle of the movie Liam sat up and paused it, he turned to face me and I turned to face him.

“Tell me..”Liam said in a serious tone

“Tell you what?”

“You know exactly what I want you to tell me.”


I looked down at my lap so I didn’t have to meet his accusing gaze.

“I was with Luke..” i mumbled

“You were what?”
“I-I was with Luke!” I say louder

“What the actual fuck were you thinking Y/N?!”

“He isn’t that bad!”

“He isn’t that bad!? Are you fucking kidding me! If only you knew what he really is!”

“I know what he is! He’s a cambion, he explained it!”

“Then you would know that he’s not to be trusted!”

“You’re just protective because you love me!” I say making Liam look up at me in shock.

“H-how do-”I interrupt him..
“Luke told me..”

“That son of a bitch is trying to manipulate you Y/N! Yes I love you, but I have to protect you from harm..”

“He is kind and he wouldn’t hurt me!”

“How would you know that? What he is, his kind trick innocent girls like you!”

“He’s different…”

“Ya..He’s different alright.” Liam says while he gets up, grabs his things and leaves.

I let out a little scream in frustration, grabbing and pulling at my hair. I decide to walk it off for a while at the train tracks… I grab my jacket and put on my shoes so I can walk to the train tracks. 

The train tracks are a quick walk from my house, I always walked around there when I needed to cool down. It was quiet because the trains stopped running years ago, and nobody would go there because it wasn’t really a fun place.

I walk along the tracks and end up crossing the train bridge, its quite a long bridge so it took a couple minutes for me to even get to the middle of it.

I continue my walk along the train bridge, when I start to feel the the tracks shake. ‘What the hell?’.. I look ahead and see a bright light coming straight toward me. ‘OH SHIT!’. I start to run back to get out of the way from the on coming train. I look over my shoulder and see it is only a couple inches from me and that’s when I feel a sharp pain hit my body and see nothing but black and a bright light…


‘‘Where am I?’’ I ask myself.

“You’re dead sweetheart..” A soft voice says

I look around and see nothing but clouds and light… I look at my clothes and see im wearing a white flowing dress and- ‘Oh my god.. Do I have wings?’…

I suddenly myself lift up and look at my white wings to see them flapping up and down, lifting me up in the air. I let out a laugh and stop moving my wings so I can get back to the “ground”. 

“Im dead.” I ask, feeling an overwhelming amount of fear and nervousness.

“Yes dear, you’re and angel now..”

“But what about Liam? What about Luke?”

“You’re friends will be attending your funeral today… Thats the reason you’re now awake.”

“My funeral?”

“Yes.. Do you want to watch?’’

“May I..”

The voice is now a figure of an angel, she reaches out to touch her fingers on my forehead. When she touches my forehead, a blast of light and a cold wind hit me.. Im in the towns graveyard, my family and friend all surrounding a coffin, some in tears and some standing with their heads down. My mother crying on my fathers shoulder . I look over and see Liam, he looks at the- my coffin with no expression, just a single tear falling down his cheek.. I look around and notice a figure lurking in the shadows under the trees, I walk over and am meet with the sight of Luke, his head down and tears falling freely from his eyes. I reach out to touch his cheek, I expect my hand to slip through him but instead, I actually touch him. He looks up from the contact and meets my gaze, his once sad demeanor changing into one of shock. He reaches out to wrap his arms around me, he grabs me and pulls me close to him for a kiss. He leans in as do I , but when our lips meet Luke lets out a yelp in pain. I look at him and see his lips look as if hes been burned. I let go of him and take a few steps back, afraid of hurting him again. Luke reaches out for me as if he never wants me to be out of his grasp. But I make sure to stay away from his touch, because I know that if I get close to him Ill want to kiss him and that will hurt him. 

I feel a hit of cold air and a bright light flash in front of my eyes. I see that Im back in the clouds, and the angel is in front of me.

“Will I ever be able to see them again?” I ask



“You can right now, but we need to explain so rules.”

I nod.

“You are in love with a creature of the dark, I know that when you are down there you will want to be with him. But there are 2 ways for you to be down there, and one will allow you to be with Luke and the other will allow you to have eternal life. If you choose Luke there may be some difficulties to behold, but if you choose eternal will be as you are now.”

“I choose Luke.”

“Alright then, you have to go to the one that will allow you to be with him.”

“Who will that be?”

“The devil himself..”


Im so sorry if this sucked…XXX

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