Lehhgo

this month i’m only spending money on necessary shit 

  • tattoo ($160)
  • alcohol for my birthday weekend (max. $100)
  • dorm key ($65)

i think that’s it, really. i think? i hope so. that’s already over $300. my dad’s giving me money before i leave so either way i’m good.

and i’m getting money for cleaning the next three days from my aunt? it’s all good b.

after my tattoo on the 24th, i’m stackin’ for spring break: LA w’ the misfits trio.

BET.

Fuckin shit up the best way I know how

Time to get real for a quick minute. I feel like talking about something meaningful for the first time in a while. My life seems to have gone astray for a bit and yet I think I’m getting back on track. Maybe I’m actually just ON track for the first time in a while…

I don’t think I can really express enough how excited I am for my own future. It sounds crazy, mostly to me, but I feel like going for fame. I think my own life has more to it than the simple progression of events I laid out for myself from childhood…

Graduate high school

Graduate college

Get a job

Get married

Have kids

What’s the point of it all if we’re only doing what we think we’re supposed to do. What we THINK we’re supposed to do. I want to look back on my life and know that I did something crazy and went for it.

So yeah… I’m not in school. I’m 19 years old, turning 20 in just about 3 weeks and I’m barely getting started on life. There’s so much in store for this year, and I can’t wait to experience it all, and yet I want to savor every moment of it. I’m going to be able to truly focus on the one thing I have a passion for. The first and only thing that I’ve had a complete and true love for.

Dance

Bouta go H.A.M. this year and see how far and hard I can push myself. I know happiness is around the corner, and for now I have my support all around me. Here’s to hoping that smiles outweigh the sighs of a heavy heart this year. Buckle down and do work.

Strawberry milk

is the best way to brighten a rainy morning at the bus stop. Yes, I am five years old, yes, it was delicious. 

Also, I accidentally opened my umbrella on the bus and hit some lady in the back of the head. She acted like she didn’t notice, though? Pretty sure she had to have felt it. Soz.

Also also, these spring flowers better look fucking fantastic after all this rain.