<b>Me:</b> I'm going to throw my phone away for two days, no fics, no Tumblr, no Destiel, no texting, no scrolling and scrolling and scrolling through fanart, no computer. I'm instead going to pick up a giant novel and not stop until I finish it. There was a time when I didn't have a phone and read 90 books a year, I can do it again<p/><b>Me:</b> * throws phone away and opens book resolving not to abandon it *<p/><b>One and a half minutes of no angsty fics later:</b> <p/><b>Phone:</b> * stares at me *<p/><b>Me:</b> * ignores it *<p/><b>Phone:</b> * stares at me *<p/><b>Me:</b> * ignores it *<p/><b>Phone:</b> * stares at me *<p/><b>Me:</b> * stares back *<p/><b>Me:</b> * gives in and snatches it off the bed *<p/><b>At 2 AM while clearing the bed to sleep:</b> <p/><b>Me:</b> * picks book up and keeps it back on the desk where its been sitting for a month *<p/><b></b> * settles in with a blanket, reads fanfiction until eyes can't take it anymore, smothers inner voice, and falls asleep listening to music *<p/></p>
Heres to the kids who maybe can’t deal with things around them so they dive into their favorite book, show, band or movie to help them cope. Heres to the fangirls and fanboys who have alot going on and the only thing that makes them feel at peace is their fandoms and friends.
You are not a loser, you are not headed nowhere just because you haven’t gotten to where you wanna be. Everything will be okay. My dms are always open. You can do that thing you think you can’t and you’re fucking beautiful.