LOOK-AT-THAT-HEARTBREAK

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Vane & Eleanor : Final scene in the cell (3x09).

“- “I, Charles Vane, do hereby plead guilty to the charges of treason and high seas piracy. I understand that the sentence for my crimes is to be hanged by the neck until dead. It is my hope that in exchange for this plea I might be spared the humiliation of a public trial, and that my execution be carried out… privately and mercifully."  At noon tomorrow, you’ll be transported under guard to the bay, where you’ll be boarded onto the Shark and sent to London to face a Court of the Admiralty. Agree to this plea, and the governor will endorse it. We’ll see to it that it is heard favorably and your experience in London will be short and dignified. Refuse to sign it, and your experience will be anything but.

-  You came all the way down here to ask me to beg for mercy ? What a fantasy this must have been for you. Well, even if I did sign that, we both know how empty the victory would be, seeing as you don’t give a sh1t about my piracy or my treason. The only crime of mine that angers you is the one that no one else cared enough about to even call a crime. Am I wrong? Is the murder of Richard Guthrie mentioned anywhere on that page?

-  You fucking coward… When Charles Vane takes something from a man, he looks him in the eye and gives him a chance to deny him. It’s all bullshit. It was always bullshit. You stole my father from me in the dead of night like a rank f*cking cutpurse, and you did it because you weren’t man enough to face me, to show yourself. So you found the lowest, cruelest, weakest deed imaginable and acted it out upon an innocent man with whom you had no quarrel… knowing that I had finally begun to build something with him, that I was finally able to see the good in him.

-  He was a shit.

-  What did you just say?

-  He was a cowardly, selfish, treacherous sh1t who cared only for himself and for you not at all. You know this. All your life you knew this. Then suddenly he walks back through your door, tells you he can give you all of the things you want, tells you I’m your enemy, and, just like that, his love is sacred and mine is a inconvenient obstacle to your ambitions. The life cycle of your affections… A man you love who speaks the truth shunted aside in favor of the next who will tell you whatever you want to hear.

-  Goodbye, Charles.

-  He betrayed you, Eleanor. When my men brought him to me first, he begged for mercy. Then he promised to make me rich. But when he realized neither had any effect, he promised to deliver you to me. Promised to exchange your life for his. That is who your father was, Eleanor. And you know it’s true.

-  You’re not a man. You’re deformed. Unformed. Flesh, bone, and bile, and missing all that which takes shape through a mother’s love. You cannot comprehend what you took from me or why it was good, because there is no goodness in you. There is no humanity in you, no capacity for compromise, nor instinct toward repair, nor progress. Nor forgiveness. You are an animal. Nassau is moving on from you, and so am I.

I guess it was fine at first
But then my feelings got in the way
Of everything we had planned
My feelings got in the freaking way
I know you said
“No strings attached”
But I felt the red heart strings
Pulling on me
I wish you felt them too
Or you even showed love in the day
Not just at night
When the skies aren’t as bright
And I wish you didn’t just whisper sweet words
In the evening
I wish you’d tell me you love me
In the morning
During those times
We’re watching our anime
And I lean closer
And so do you
And the result is me without you
And I wish you would give me hugs through the day
Not just at night
In our blissed out space
I wish I got forehead kisses and nose bops
Because I think those are cuter
Then rough touches and smirks
I wish you would show me love
Not just in the evening when I let you at me
I let you do whatever
I don’t care
As long as you’re touching me
I’ll be fine
Until I remember the marks in the morning
And they feel red hot against my skin
And I do wish you would love me through the day
Although I know I agreed
To the “No strings attached” rule
And I know I say it’s fine when you don’t touch me
But I want you too
I want you to touch me
And hold me tight
For longer than just the night
And I guess what I wish
Just isn’t yours
Because we’re just friends
Until the moon comes out
And you kiss me
Then the sun comes out and you aren’t there
And last night you didn’t come
And I know it’s because you found someone new
I’ve known it for a while now
Always leaving
Never staying to love me
You don’t even come at night anymore
I wish I still had you
Even if it would be for just one more night
I wish you were still with me
Maybe it’ll be for one night or two
I don’t care
I just want you here  
And I wish you were mine
All the time
—  I wish ~ Alyssa Marie
5SOS Album Mashup
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5 Seconds Of Summer Album Mashup 

I don’t even like you, Why’d you want to go and make me feel this way you tasted, And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine, Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you, She lies awake, I’m trying to find the words to say, I wish I was, I wish I could’ve made you stay, And I’m the only one to blame, I know that it’s a little too late we don’t follow, We wont wait for tomorrow, It’s too late we were back at her place, A hideaway in Mayfair, All the great and good there, Drinking all the way to third base, Princess getting naked, Falling on it, Would you wanna run away too? ‘Cause all I really want is you, You look so kiss me kiss me kiss me, And tell me that I’ll see you again, ‘Cause I don’t wanna be a victim of authority, I’ll always be a part of the minority, Save me from who I’m supposed to be, So tell me what else can I do? I bought my fake ID for you, She told me the time that I caught her, She said to me, Forget what you thought, ‘Cause good girls are bad and I’m so good to you it’s not fair, And when the phone call finally end up talking in the first place, You said you like my Cobain shirt, Now we’re walking back and forth round and round kinda like it this way, Don’t stop doing what you’re doing, ‘Cause every red light, Kissing at the stop signs darling, Green Day’s on the radio, And everything is alright, Now we’re turning up the headlight, We could have all night, If you just say the word, Tell me it’s alright, Give me the greenlight.

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5 SECONDS OF SUMMER ALBUM
  1. She Looks So Perfect
  2. Don’t Stop
  3. Good Girls
  4. Kiss Me Kiss Me
  5. 18
  6. Everything I Didn’t Say
  7. Beside You
  8. End Up Here
  9. Long Way Home
  10. Heartbreak Girl
  11. Lost Boy
  12. Amnesia
  13. Social Casualty
  14. Never Be
  15. Voodoo Doll
  16. Greenlight
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5sos + Music Videos x

Out of My Limit - 11.26.12

Heartbreak Girl02.22.13

Try Hard 06.01.13

Wherever You Are - 09.23.13

She Looks So Perfect - 02.24.14

Don’t Stop - 05.18.14

Amnesia - 07.31.14

Good Girls10.10.14

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“5 seconds of summer” // 5 seconds of summer // 5sos-official

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