SUMMARY - You break up with Bucky after a phone call from your bestie . But should you have trusted her?(idk , the summary’s is stupid)
WARNING- Angst , cheating
A/N - Thank you so much Taw @supersoldierslover . You are the best .
One call from your best friend and everything around you went dark . Everything at your vicinity seemed to come to a sudden halt . You couldn’t trust your ears . But she was your best friend , why would she lie .
The door bell rang and you opened the door to reveal the face of your boyfriend . You stopped yourself from pouring out your feeling in the form of tears and curses . You couldn’t , you didn’t want to.
“Hey , where have you been?”, you asked with a heavy heart and a heavier tongue , the words barely making it out of your lips .
“Umm , just out . You know….” , he said shrugging , walking past you into your shared house . How you wanted to believe that it was truth . Your mind and heart fighting over the honesty bore in his words , but for the first time your mind was victorious . You couldn’t believe him .
“I missed you.” Your words came out in a whisper , tears glossing your eyes .
He hummed not turning around to look at you . You walked towards him and wrapped your hands around his torso and inhaled his scent . He melt into the soft kisses you placed on his neck and shoulders . He instantly turned around and grabbed you by your waist and kissed you .
Even now his lips just fit perfectly around yours , you couldn’t help but melt into it . Your hands on his shoulders for support because your knees sure as hell gave out when his kisses trailed down your neck . You moaned . You hated it .
“You did miss me huh.” He removed his shirt while you removed yours . Completely bare in front of each other like the many times before, but for the very first time you felt naked . You felt his gaze disgusting . You wanted him not go through this out of guilt . You wanted him to confess his wrong doings , but he didn’t . He lusted over your body .He lifted you by your thighs and took you into the bedroom dropping you at the middle of it.
It wasn’t the first time that you had sex at the middle of the day but it was surely the last time . He pushed into you and you moaned at his length as your walls tightened around him eliciting a moan from him too. He was a man who got pleasure out of others pleasure . Hearing your moans and looking at your blissful face brought him close to his release . But today you turned around on all fours , hiding your face from him . He thrust into you harder and deeper , grazing at your pleasure spot , evoking deep moans from you . You put your hand on his hip and tried to push him harder. He pulled you against his chest and thrust into you wildly. Whispering confessions of love in your ear, which was now deaf to his sweet talk.
Your release soon came which brought about his as he filled you up . You both collapsed on the bed and he soon fell asleep , exhausted . But you couldn’t . You sat there with your knees to your chest ,not a single tear coming out , your eyes dry and your heart cold with no feeling , your mind blank. You wanted to be angry . You wanted to scream, slap him, scream at him, ask him why he did this to you , but you knew the answer would only hurt you more.
You did this because you wanted to feel and touch him one last time . But his kissed sting your skin and his I love you’s sting your heart . You walked over to the bathroom and freshened up , wearing a fresh pair of clothes . You wanted to get away . You quietly packed your clothes , not wanting to wake him up and create a drama . You picked what you could , and walked out of the door , but not before leaving a note.
Dear Bucky ,
I should have known that this would never work . But I didn’t want it to end like this . Do not contact me and do not even try to find out where I live.
- Y/N .
You went to meet up with your best friend in a coffee shop .
“See , I told you this would happen Y/N . I never thought he
could stay loyal.”
You just nodded at her remarks , you wanted to forget about and not talk about it but she just couldn’t take a clue.
“But I am glad you broke it off with him . You deserve much more than that cheating asshole.”
At this you got up and said your goodbye to her. You went to your brothers apartment and started living with him .
Bucky did call you . He sent you a million texts before you blocked him . But he didn’t stop there. No. He came banging on your brothers door after a week .
“Please , tell him I am not here .”, your told your brother .
He said what you told him to tell. But Bucky didn’t believe it but he still went away . It was the same thing the next 3 times . He would come around and your brother would tell that you weren’t home .
You thought about the days you just laid in his embrace, your heart swelling at his warmth and tender touches . You thought about the days his name was the only world that came out of your mouth in bliss. You thought about the days where he held your shaking body and sat through your nightmares calming you . You thought about how you did the same for him . There was so much love between the two of you and not once did you have any doubts. You would be lying if you said you hadn’t thought about a future with him. But as soon as your friend called you with the news that she saw Bucky kissing another girl , and that she saw him come out of her house, all your fucking dreams about having a future with him was shattered .
You cried for days thinking about where you went wrong , what you did that made him seek pleasure from someone else’s body , seek happiness in someone else. Why weren’t you enough?
But in 2 months ,you came to understand that this wasn’t your fault . Bucky cheating doesn’t have anything to do with you but everything to do with him . You couldn’t blame yourself . You found a job far away from the first one where you were sure to run into Bucky .
But as Bucky’s visits decreased and messages he sent though his friends phone decreased so did your best friends’s. But you didn’t give it much thought . Maybe she too moved on and got busy with life .6 months and you were honestly happy . Not the happiest you have ever been but still happy . Colours seeped back into your life, you felt alive, not pulled down by the weight of betrayal .
Your new job was everything you had ever wanted . But you were being transferred to the branch where your old job was at . If you had gotten it 6 months ago you would have declined it in fear of running into Bucky but right now you were more than okay . You have gotten over him and nothing about the aspect of his existence hurts you anymore.
You got into an apartment nearby and settled in. It was your first day there and you decided you needed coffee to get through the hectic first day .
As soon as you entered the cafe you were met with a familiar face , your best friend(maybe former) Sabrina .
“Hey , Om my god . Long time no see.” You say as she turned around holding two coffees .
“Y/N? Hi…I..What are you doing here?” She said looking a little worried. She didn’t really seem happy at meeting you .
“Oh , I got a job here . So..And you?” You asked but before she could answer you heard another familiar voice .
“Hey babe. Sorry , I slept in.” He walked from behind you and kissed Sabrina’s forehead taking a coffee from her hand .
When he turned around you were met with the blue orbs that you once called home . The blue eyes that once gave you comfort, the blue eyes that you fell in love with the first day you met him .
And the very blue eyes had love for someone else now. And not just anyone , but your best fr..sorry , your ex-best friend Sabrina .
His face too seemed to dull down as his eyes met yours . You couldn’t believe what was going on . You couldn’t understand what was going on .
“Are you two…?” the words came out with you even realising .
“Yeah , ummmm after you broke up with me ,3 months later . She was there for me . She cared for me .” Bucky answered with his head low.
“What???” , you asked in disbelief . She was with him?? Your best friend consoled your cheating boy friend .
Before you could ask Bucky about it , Sabrina was pulling you along with her out of the cafe .
“What the fuck!!!????” , you screamed pulling your hand harshly from yours .
“Y/N. Calm down.”, she said in a low tone . “People are watching , don’t make a scene.”
“I don’t care . You knew he cheated on me and still you went out with him? I thought you were my best friend . He could do this to you too.” You were furious that she would make such an idiotic decision . But she still chose him over you . She chose a 6 month acquaintance over a 4 year friendship .
“He didn’t cheat on you .” , her voice came out in a mere whisper.
“What?”, you couldn’t digest what she was telling you .”But you were the one that called me and told me that he did.” You said in a high voice . A few people turned their heads but you couldn’t care less.
“Yeah , I lied. I liked him , I loved him .I loved him more than you ever could. But you were with him . So…” before she could finish the sentence you slapped her right across the cheek , tears rolling down your face .
“How could you….” Bucky pushed you by your shoulder even before you could finish your sentence . He bent down to assess the slap mark on Sabrina’s face . The girl who lied about him cheating so that she could have him for herself .
Bucky looked up at you , anger etched in his face .
“Go away . You have no right to hurt her.” You shrank at the disgust in his voice . He detested you and it made you even sadder . It wasn’t your mistake , so you stood there , glued to the ground .
“Go away!!!” Bucky screamed at you and your body involuntarily jerked backward at the harshness of his words. He wrapped his hands around her shoulder .
“I hope you are happy with what you have done. ” You say to Sabrina turning around to your office .
All day you could only think about the betrayal . What hurt the most was not thinking that Bucky cheated on you but the fact that your own best friend betrayed you . It stung like hell.
But then again you weren’t a heartless bitch like her , and you still wanted her to be happy after everything she has done to you.
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