*Points at OC* You get all my feelings of inadequacy and fear of never being good enough as well as obeying my abusers so to not face conflict with them.
*Points to other OC* You get all my fear of abandonment and over romanticizing of certain things in my life.
*Points at another OC* You get all my frustration over showing my emotions and are going to be allowed to say all the mean/truthful things I’ve always wanted to say about others but only say internally to myself.
*Points at another OC* You get all my insecurities about myself and fears about how other perceive me.
*Point at yet another OC* And you get all my cockiness but it’s to mask the fact that deep down I really hate myself.
*sets OCs free* Now go my children, go fuck up your lives.
I wanna marry you. I wanna have kids with you. I wanna build us a house. I wanna settle down and grow old with you. I wanna die when I’m 110 years old, in your arms. I don’t want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime.
Some of us get that once in a lifetime love, and while you have it you should embrace it, treasure it, help it grow, because life can be fickle, and you never know when it will be taken away from you. You should enjoy the time you are given, and remember the times you lost, but never lose yourself.