Black Bird Manga

While waiting for Volume 17 to come out in English, I decided to look up the rest online and I’ve been looking through the Japanese versions (bearing in mind here that I can’t read Japanese) and I just reached the end and I’m actually in tears. I have no clue what it said, but oh my god, just, this manga I actually feel like I can’t breathe properly. I need the English versions ASAP oh my god.