Mercy:I wanted to wait to talk to you for a few days about your video. I don't know I guess I was both so very proud but also so hurt. To say that I was never around... to make it seem like I chose work over you I just... I never wanted it to be like that. And now you don't need me. And I guess I don't know how to handle that. But you need to know that I never wanted you to feel that way. To feel like I didn't want to be here. You are beautiful and talented and I am so proud of you. We may not see eye to eye and we may never get over this bump and heal but I am so proud of you and I love you.