Kindess

An act of kindness does not have to be a luxurious trip to the tropical islands. It does not have to be the next big winning lotto ticket. It doesn’t even have to be a five star cooked dinner. An act of kindness can be as simple as sending a smile, holding open the door, or reminding your loved ones how important they are to you.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
The universe is one being. Everything and everyone is interconnected through an invisible web of stories. Whether we are aware of it or not, we are all in a silent conversation. Do no harm. Practise compassion. And do not gossip behind anyone’s back - not even seemingly innocent remark! The words that come out of our mouth do not vanish but are perpetually stored in infinite space, and they will come back to us in due time. One man’s pain will hurt us all. One man’s joy will make everyone smile.
—  The Forty Rules of Love (Elif Shafak)
Jian yi suffering vs Zhang zhen xi kindness

So thinking about it, after his birthday poor Jian Yi has had a really crappy couple of days!…so please bear with me since it’s a long post :P

First he had a peak of happiness!

Then we all thought…yes!!! this is gonna be great!!! and then bam…this face…

After this everything went downhill!!!, fist he meet some bullies …

And felt weak..

Then the confrontation…

And seeing his most important person being hurt….

Which was of course very harsh on him….

then the guilt came… 

impatiently waiting for him to wake up …

seeing him at the hospital …

He felt sad and lonely…

even doubting what he wanted to do with his life..

then the past came back to haunt him, and he got sick..

So he had a moment of temptation… 

and everything became even worse..

He felt like he screwed up so he might lose the most important thing to him…

And it was to much to handle…

 he felt confused..

and extremely hurt…

so he wanted to erase the pain…

But when he woke up the next day….the pain was still there…and the memory as well..

So of course he wasn’t feeling well at school either….

then reality came back to slap him in the face, is not just the two of them…

plus the memory of last night was still there…

and he had to face what happened…

Then a gossip came and the whole school was aware of his “rival” feeling …

and to make it worse, on top of all that confusion he was called what he feared the most…

So at this point Jian yi must feel emotionally exhausted!! anyone would! like what the hell is wrong, how can it be possible to have so many crappy thing to happen one after another???….BUT THERE IS A SILVER LINING ON ALL THIS…and that is that above all, Zhang zheng xi kindness has come up everytime Jian yi feels like falling.

whenever he make a sad face…

when he feels weak….

when he is having a bad day…

whenever he is under a threat…

somehow he will come up to protect him…

to cheer him up..

to make him feel needed and wanted…

to make him feel safe…

he takes care of the small details…

he takes care of him when he is vulnerable…

when he just can't stand up in his own two feet…

He worries…

and won’t leave him alone…

he feels Jian yi´s pain…

like his own…

and will always try to do something, to make it a bit better…

even if he is not that good at showing his emotions…

he will be there to catch him…

to ask if he is ok…

to look after him…

and defend his reputation, even when Jian Yi is not there….

he won´t ever leave him alone…

even when Jian Yi is shutting him out…

because he wants to understand him better… 

he wants to make it clear that he is not alone…

   and someone truly care for him…

Because love in any form is always patient and always kind.

Hope you guys like it!!!! these are my edits on the latest Old Xian 19 days chapters…it took a while so I hope you enjoy it :) !!!

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I was playing around with my fallen humans after listening to Man On the Internet’s “Your Best Nightmare” piece. It especially fit Justice (who will unfortunately be the last to show).

“Your Best Nightmare” Undertale musical belongs to @manontheinternet and, from what the credits show, the lyrics belong to @mloreley (I hope because for some reason it’s not letting me tag…)

Try your best to be a nice person. And try your best to do the right thing. And try your best to be the person you want to be in life. Even if you’re the best person ever, the world will try to destroy that. And the world will try to be offended by everything you do. And the world will try to take your intentions and turn them bitter. That should not reduce your desire to be a good person.