This is Sin Joon Young. A few months ago, my doctor told me that… I don’t have much long to live. I was perplexed, but everyone dies. What… worries me the most… is that the people I love… might think I was unhappy. I was really, truly happy. I had a great life, and I couldn’t have asked for more. I think that… knowing my time is limited… helped me show my true feelings. It gave me courage. I consider it as my final blessing. Yesterday… marked the end of the three months the doctor gave me. When… you find this and watch the video… am I… still alive? And… my love… Noh Eul. How is she doing now?
A former writer of 1N2D took this picture during her last filming day with the show last week and she posted a long note explaining one of the things that made her proud of the 1N2D members.
She ended up her message saying that she was able to be happy all this time thanks to them and that from now she’ll keep on being a 1N2D fan forever.
In the final hashtag, she asks journalists to write more articles about this (rather than say… stupid rumors like dating scandals or whatnot I guess). She also wrote that Junho is not on the picture because he had to poop first and ended up at the back of the queue as a result hahahaha!
Thanks @JJYAustralia over on Twitter for translating this heartfelt post~
At first your relationship with Joon Young was great. You guys went out on dates late at night, you always had a great time with him. Both of you got along great in the beginning of your relationship.
Both of you even got matching rose tattoos behind your ear, because you guys loved each other so much. You thought that your relationship would really last.
That was until one night he took you to a run down sketchy bar place. At first you were intrigued by being there. You guys even won money in a gambling game, which lead to a fight with the regular customers, but you had fun.
What you didn’t notice that first night, was a beautiful waitress that caught Joon Young’s eye, which made him keep going back there.
When he started leaving late at night you didn’t really think much of it because he hung out with his friends a lot and he always came back at a reasonable hour, but lately he hasn’t been coming back home. If he does though, he’s not actually there with you.
Tonight you decided to make dinner for Joon Young and yourself. You smiled as you thought of the night that you had planned out for Joon Young and you. As you finished cooking dinner you realized that Joon Young was a little late coming home.
You walked to the couch and waited for him to come home. You looked around the coffee table and saw some light pink lipstick and some red nail polish.
You grabbed the lipstick and applied some to your lips. You smiled as you grabbed a hand mirror and looked at your reflection.
Grabbing the red nail polish you applied it to your ring finger. You always had a thing for one of your fingers on your hand to be a different colour than the rest. As you finished with the nail polish you looked at the clock, and frowned. Joon Young still wasn’t home.
You walked to a window in the apartment that the both of you shared, and looked out of it to see if he was walking down the street, but there was no sign of him.
Tears started to form in your eyes from frustration. You wiped away the lipstick with your hand smudging it across your face. You walked over to the food you had made and threw it into the garbage can.