Japanese punk

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

CYbER dYNEのモデル無事に終わった!楽しかったがデラ疲れとるだで、家帰って死ぬ!
Finished doing the model thing for Nagoya punk brand CYbER dYNE. It was fun, but I’m tired as shit, so it’s time to go home and drop dead!
(For what it’s worth the other models included members of local bands Malice Panic, System Fucker, The Faps, as well as other locals. Punk shops don’t need pro models.)