happy trans* day of visibility!!! i saw all the chill people on my dash and kind of…YEAh. i came out to my family recently..like…my mom 3 days ago and my dad 2 weeks. so even if I don’t look the best, you know, my shit’s kind of together. in a good way.
So, I’m not trans but I don’t consider myself ‘female’. It’s hard to explain, but I don’t feel like I’m a ‘girl’. I have always felt like a boy since I was a kid, but I thought I was just a tomboy. Maybe I’ll figure it out some day. Until then, I’m just androgynous. Happy #transdayofvisibility! You are all beautiful and I love you. <3
i’m literally so scared of posting this, but i’m actually going to talk about how i feel about my gender, since almost no one knows about how i feel. i’m really scared to actually open up about this, so if we’re friends and you didn’t know about this, feel free to send a message or something, if you want to.
for pretty much as long as i can remember i’ve always hated myself. my body, my appearance, how i present myself, how other people see me, and so on. i wanted to play with the boys a lot when i was younger and i basically felt more comfortable around them when i was younger (even though the same boys are now really bad).
when i hit puberty i really started hating myself. puberty brought me almost nothing but misery and tbh i’m still feeling really miserable when i think of my body and appearance, dealing with body dysphoria and so on. i’m still afraid of changing my appearance and presenting myself the way i want to. i really want to feel better about this sometime soon, and i really hope i can. [they/them]