It's called - Air

Shots-fucking-Fired, amirite?

( @nikkigrand so sorry, dude)

mother don’t you cry for me 
mother I’m not coming home 
this life is not enough for me 
i need to ignite my soul
i want to live live live
i have to live live live
i need to live live live
even if it kills me
theres a yearning in my thoughts
and their burning in my head
theres a blackness in my heart
and a demon in my bed
hear the need to risk it all
as its calling in the air tonight
Theres a million ways to die
theres a million ways to die
theres a million ways to die
il find one tonight
the drugs don’t calm me down
they only bring me down
you need to let me loose
cos i got nothing to lose
and i tried to get control
up until i realized
that you need to let it go if you want to feel alive
hear the need the risk it all
as its calling in the end tonight