It Hurts To Become

Hiding your hurt only intensifies it. Problems grow in the dark and only become bigger and bigger. But when exposed to the light of truth, they shrink. You are only as sick as your secrets. So take off your mask. Stop pretending you’re perfect. Walk into freedom.
—  Rick Warren

anonymous asked:

Salam. I'd been discussing marriage for a while with a man but unfortunately he was not serious about it and it took me too long to realise. Please make dua for me that this stops hurting, that it becomes easy to forget about him and that I don't have any bitterness left in my heart. Please also pray for him and make dua that we both become closer to Allah. JazakAllah Khair, stay blessed everyone.

Walikumusalam wa rahma,
): may Allah grant you ease in your heart and mY he grant you better, and all that you ask, Ameen

A strange turn of events has reunited me with this beautiful Trenton tube. I love the colors and the person who now owns it will give it the use it really deserves!
Everything has been changing so fast lately and even though change can hurt, it is also how I have made all the progress to become the beautiful person I am today. I have made so much progress in loving myself the last year that I want to remind you all to take the time and appreciate yourself! You have survived all these years and even though there were some mistakes, there is a lot more joy to be had and love to be felt.

This song is Chief Keef remixed with the Mii channel by the way, it’s pretty good if you wanna listen to it here.


Prompt 3: Broken.

And what if Lucy, instead of living happily ever after, she recovers her memories from that horrible future she lived? Constantly crying, remembering the pain and loneliness she had to endure.

More than that… She can tell no one about her nightmares, her suffering, her own feelings. Losing reality bit by bit as hallucinations take her completely. Seeing her comrades dying and running away over and over again.

Scars appears with the time as memories become heavier. Scars can hurt, can burn, can bring more and more painful memories.

Years passing, Lucy develops panic attacks and paranoia as mind becomes confused and unconcerned about reality. 

Pain is her enemy and her alley. 
Friends are her support and her sorrow. 
And death would be her sin and her blessing.

pls dont hurt me

anonymous asked:

How would Raichi, Yuki, Miyuki, and Sanada react to their s/o being extremely embarrassed seeing them couple days after their first time?

awwwwww this is so cute anon :3 (since it doesn’t have direct nsfw I’d be happy to do anything kind of like this for future reference!) - Admin Emma

Todoroki Raichi: 

Raichi would immediately think that he did something wrong, and that he hurt his s/o in some way, and may become depressed a bit about it. He would try and talk to his s/o about why they were upset, but seeing as they blushed every time they saw him, he would begin to believe they didn’t like him anymore. He would ask Sanada to help him to figure out why they were avoiding him and once he figured out that they were embarrassed because it was both of their first times he would laugh and try to comfort his s/o about it. Both of them being a bit awkward they wouldn’t know how to react at first, but once they settled their differences about their first time, they were closer than ever. 

Yuki Tetsuya:

Yuki would be confused on why his s/o was avoiding him. He personally thought everything was great, and that the two of them were closer than ever, but when his s/o began to avoid him, he would feel a bit self conscious about himself and that he could not please his s/o. He would confront his s/o about it in a kind way and see if anything was wrong between the two of them.Once he knew his s/o was just embarrassed about their first time, he would pull them into a tight hug and comfort them saying that he was a bit nervous too, and that they had no reason to feel uncomfortable around him, bringing the two into a deeper relationship with one another. 

Miyuki Kazuya:

Miyuki wouldn’t be completely aware at first that his s/o was acting strange around him, he would try and continue on with everything as normal, but once he noticed his s/o would avoid eye contact and would blush and run off he would immediately suspect that he did something wrong and that he hurt them in some way. He would confront them about it one day after practice and he would question why they felt uncomfortable around him and he would begin to think he did something wrong. His s/o would shake their head and tell him what was going on and he would chuckle a bit and tease them saying that there was nothing to worry about, that he was right there with them, that they had no reason to stay this way. 

Sanada Shunpei: 

Sanada would suspect that something was going on with his s/o when he would notice that they never hung around him as much and that they would easily get flustered whenever he would try and talk to him. He would send them a few messages wondering why they would be avoiding him, the thought never crossed his mind thinking that they were shy about their first time, once he met up with them he would ask if anything was happening between the two of them and if something was wrong. Once his s/o told him, he would pull them into a hug and smile while chuckling a bit, teasing them that they were cute because they were flustered. 

I hope this was what you were looking for anon! I hope this fulfilled your request! This was so cute!

cub2 asked:

talk ab feltdogs what r they like where do they come from gimme the deetz

i need to come up w more stuff for them tbh lol cuz i havent actually thought very much about them aside from the two headed deal. i imagine they come from a little town built in like, an old houses walls or basement or something like that, maybe theres many different little feltdog colonies across the world..

i imagine them as not very nice creatures…more like..they are mischievous little fabric devil imps. they steal from humans often.. they eat their buttons and small plastic objects and left over fabric and stuff like that. they love to Thief from dirty rotten humans

as communities i would think they try to look out for each other, protecting their own and stuff like that.. but its not all good and perfect and thats why two headed feltdogs exist in the first place, bc they become hurt by other feltdogs usually, so badly they cant continue normal development. so its not a perfect society or anything

i guess thats all i thought of for right now but if i think of more ill probably post about it, or something. yeah

To the anon that sent those messages,

You don’t think I haven’t heard those kinds of things before??? Because let me tell you, I have heard them since i was little. Since I was old enough to realize that they were words thrown at me meant to hurt me and make me turn away from the world and become bitter and hate who I am and what is wrong with me. They are words to make the people that use them feel better about themselves because they think so low and get a kick out of hurting people.

And while yes, it does hurt to see things like that in my inbox and why yes, it does still get to me every time I get called something like that- even if it’s from a grey faced anon, I also know how to stand on my own two feet and overcome the hateful things that are being thrown at me. I could choose to let them hurt me and make me bitter but you know what??? I choose to be happy. To feel sorry not for myself but for the people who throw slurs like that around. It makes me feel sorry for you, not for myself.

I’m tougher than what you think. I am stronger than words that were made to hurt me and break me. I have accepted myself the way I am and maybe if narrowed minded people like you were able to accept me and people like me, then this world wouldn’t be so fucked up.

gaydisneyprincessofficial asked:

6, 13, 19, 27

6. Age you’ve been mistaken for: Between 18-21

13. Biggest turn-ons: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) tattoos, piercings, punk hair colours, being unique, musicians, being caring, being funny, being a nice person in general really

19. A fact about your personality: I’m really nice but if someone ever hurts someone I care about I become angry enough to scare satan

27. Description of boy/girl you like: A funny, completely lovely, adorable person, with a great taste in music, and I wouldn’t mind staring at them or talking to them for hours on end. A mini vanilla cupcake with blue frosting.


favorite people » zendaya.

“Studies have shown that even though we try to act without prejudice, sometimes it’s just hidden inside us due to our past or surroundings. That hidden prejudice is often influential in our actions. It’s our job to spot these issues within others and ourselves and destroy them before they become hurtful. It is important in this journey to remember that just because someone has inflicted hurt upon us, it does not give us the right to do the same.”

Real isn’t how you are made,’ said the Skin Horse. ‘It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real.’

'Does it hurt?’ asked the Rabbit.

'Sometimes,’ said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. 'When you are Real you don’t mind being hurt.’

'Does it happen all at once, like being wound up,’ he asked, 'or bit by bit?’

'It doesn’t happen all at once,’ said the Skin Horse. 'You become. It takes a long time. That’s why it doesn’t happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.

—  Margery Williams, The Velveteen Rabbit

I couldn’t sleep so I was scrolling though IG & Twitter..& couldn’t help but feel so much gratitude for how supportive you all are. Not just of me, but @effyourbeautystandards too! I wish I could hug you all & thank you for changing my life- for allowing me to live my dream. Social media is how I met my fiancé, became a model, provide for my son, realized my worth, & made friends all around the 🌎 Sometimes I don’t feel like I deserve all of this, but I know that’s the wounded girl I used to be telling me that. How I wish that hurt 12 year old could have known who I would have become.. That she was going to be loved by many, but most importantly she would learn to love herself. It’s not easy being in the spotlight, especially the past 6 months.. But with your words & encouragement, I’ve made it through stronger.

Yes.. You! 👋🏻👋🏼👋🏽👋🏾👋🏿 It’s not much, but thank you. Thank you for loving me ✨💜✨💙✨💚✨ #tessholliday #effyourbeautystandards

  • Cassandra:If you are to fight alongside us, Cole, I expect you to follow orders.
  • Cassandra:The Inquisitor believes you wish to help, but I will not allow you to threaten innocents.
  • Cole:Yes. Help the hurt, save the small. If I become a demon, cut me down.
  • Cassandra:Do not doubt me. I will do it.
  • Cole:Good.
  • Cassandra:You’re...serious, aren’t you?
  • Cole:Yes. I hope you are, too.

Oh my god imagine if Harry came back, but the bullet did cause some damage and he can’t remember Eggsy at all, and Eggsy begins withdrawing because Harry can remember all of them but him.

And Eggsy can’t bare to look at Harry’s impassive look, can’t bear to see no recognition there so, with Merlin’s blessing, he becomes a ghost operative (codename Sheng as that was the name of the forgotten knight in one of the adaptations of the round table).

And Eggsy begins taking the hardest missions, risking his life to keep Harry safe, and he closes his heart to the world because it hurts too much, becoming the perfect agent - a simple, killing Machine.

But one Day the memories start coming back to Harry and when he sees some of the footage of Eggsy he feels incredibly guilty because Eggsy has changed because he couldn’t remember, and now it’s up to him to mend Eggsy’s heart