I had bad toughts against the Holy Spirit, and everytime I had those toughts I felt awful. Like God is not going to forgive me. But with my mouth I tried to defend God, and the Spirit and Jesus, I love God with my entire heart, I will never do anything to hurt him, at least no voluntary. And I ask forgiveness but sometimes I feel like I dont deserve it. I tried to change it, But it was too hard, and I love the Spirit, God and Jesus, and I don't want to have bad toughts against God.
Hi . The great thing about this is that you care on the inside and it proves the thoughts aren’t from your heart. Think about it. If those thoughts were from your own heart and desire, would you be sending this message to me? Probably not. You wouldn’t even feel bad if they were you.
If you’re watching a television show and they have someone speaking negative words, that doesn’t mean it’s you. Well it’s the same with thoughts. Not every thought that passes through your head is from your heart. Lots of the time they’re just familiar spirits trying to get you to believe it’s you.
So what you do is thank Jesus they aren’t you, that your heart is pure because you see His love for you and your desire is to follow Him and speak words that encourage and give life, not curse others. Flip the lie, you’ll know the truth, and the truth will set you free… And that’s all you have to do every time the thoughts cross your mind. You don’t have to fight them away in the flesh, just thank God you’re a new creation and it’s an old passing dead thought that has nothing to do with who you are in Christ.
You love the Spirit, God and Jesus and we will have all kinds of thoughts pass through our head, but not every thought is ours. We get to choose what we believe about ourselves, instead of living through our minds… we live from the heart; from a pure heart, a clean conscience, and from sincere faith… believing God’s word.
Love and blessings!