If someone did exactly these things today

kuramouchi asked:

18, 48, 51, 63, 67 & 95! ;D

Kill your curiosity // -

18. Met someone who changed you

Hmmmmm. I guess I have. Laughs

48. What do you like about yourself

aksdjcasdjvbaskdjvn – I found this hard laughs. I think I like my eyes. Haha

51. Righty or lefty

Righty ! c:

63. Waiting for

someone to tell me how he exactly feels about me laughs

67. Lips or eye

Eyes. I have a thing for eyes. I’m sorry I sound creepy ;;;;

95. Did you sing today

nope c: 

Thank you for sending one in mom Liz! ;3;

Tagged by lovely slytherinandoutofme (who else because, honestly no one else would)

Rules: 1) always post these rules 2) answer the questions given by the person who tagged you and give 11 questions for the blogs you tag and 3) tag 11 people. 

1. What was the last thing you watched on Netflix/Hulu. If you don’t have Netflix/Hulu, what was the last video you watched on Youtube.

Tyler Oakley’s Final Chicken Nugget Challenge. (someone please send me some)

2. What color shirt/blouse/dress/top did you wear today?

I wore a green hoodie/sweater the whole day so yup!! 

3. What was the last thing you texted to someone on your phone?

“But that’s what makes you special oKAY”

4. What do you have your mom listed as in your phone?

‘Mom’ we don’t exactly have the best relationship so yeah nothing special. 

5. What was your least favorite Harry Potter movie?

Chamber of Secrets I think????? 

6. Can you tell me how to get to Sesame Street?

Look for someone either in blue, red or yellow (cookie monster, elmo or big bird) and whisper “take me home”

7. If you could rewrite any part of the Harry Potter series, what would it be and why?

The ending of Deathly Hallows, have Draco not go back to the Dark side, but Narcissa to the Light side instead. Not to forget the epilogue because I’m literally allergic to Hinny???

8. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?

A chocolate chips cookie

9. Have you been hugged today?

n-o-p-e
10. Did you know that you’re beautiful?

nah bruh
11. If you didn’t know, well now you know. Can you smile for me?

if you say so, dorian but *GRINS*


MY QUESTIONS!!

1. Favourite ice cream flavour?

2. Last time you bathed?

3. Where in the world do you live at?

4. Any thing you’d like to share?

5. Do you have a partner/lover/love interest now?

6. What does it mean to be happy?

7. Are you an extrovert or an introvert?

8. Would you rather be remembered for an important discovery or for a new creation?

9. Have you eaten any fruits or vegetables today? If yes, what are they? If not, go eat some!!

10. Favourite Harry Potter book?

11. When did you realise that you’ve fallen in love with Harry Potter?

I’m tagging

mravolo diydrarry drarryfeels alpha-exodus expectopatronurm whatwouldmalfoydo

bisexualremuslupin malfoyishpotter malfoynction malfoy-pctter luxiusmalfoy

seasonalfloraldisplay asked:

"Here-- a flower~"

Send "Here -- A flower!" to see my characters reaction to your giving them a flower

It had again. Why? Did he miss some kind of memo today? He wasn’t really a person that received things, he was more of a person who took things. But it wasn’t like he wanted to take the flower. Still, it was baffling that it happened– twice. Still, that was probably still considered a coincidence, for now.  

Reluctantly– and suspiciously– he accepted the flower, eying her warily. “Okay, I can obviously see that– so now what? Am I supposed to give it to someone or what the hell is this exactly?” Someone was making this a bigger deal than it really was, to be honest.

thank you cameron.

Ever since I was a little girl I’ve never had true consistency in my life. My dad cheated on my mom and left, my parents divorced, new family members got added while others left. Being the only child made it really difficult to figure out who I was and who exactly I wanted to be. 

I’ve made tremendous mistakes in my youth. Today makes 18 years of being here on earth and at times I feel like I shouldn’t even be breathing because I’m a waste of oxygen. I could look at my baby pictures and cry because of the person I turned into. I did all the things I never wanted to, I never kept my morals, and I let everyone in my family down.

I found love once. I found what I thought was the best love I would ever get. Someone who would tolerate me when he wanted, who didn’t encourage me, who just coexisted with me and called me their “girlfriend” (when I wasn’t an embarrassment.) I was happy because I thought that is all I deserved and even still he was too good for me. I felt trapped. I wanted to be closer to God. I wanted to live a life not full of sex, frustration, drinking, lying, cheating, and sin. I wanted to be free and follow God and just fill my heart with Jesus but he didn’t support it because he felt it would take me away from him. I was trapped in knowing he was all I was ever going to get and I had to make it work even if I hurt myself physically and emotionally, lost my morals, gave up my self esteem and self worth all to him, 

I didn’t think I deserved love. I didn’t deserve someone driving an hour on my 18th birthday just to surprise me for a few hours. I didn’t deserve someone who loves me unconditionally for all my past mistakes and all the future ones I will make. Someone who looks at me and sees my heart. Pursues me for the right reasons. I didn’t deserve all that and at times I still feel like I don’t.

Today you gave me a bible with my name engraved in it and I don’t think you understand quite what that meant to me. Never have I dated someone who wanted my relationship to grow with God. Someone that was okay that I became stronger through Christ and not them. Cameron, my heart was overwhelmed with joy at what you did today. 

I can never quite thank you enough for coming into my life. Showing me what it feels like to be loved for the right reasons, continuing to stand with me, and for pursuing my heart. It’s only been a short time now but I can’t wait for all the memories we will make, doing college together, and doing life together. You will forever make me a better version of me and I wouldn’t be who I am without you already. I will to challenge you, love you, build you, care for you, and honor you for all of the time we spend together. I choose you today and every day. 


I love you Cameron Kyle. 

4-23-15

Today was just one of those days…Have you ever been overly honest with a loved one, only to have it bite you in the ass? How do you deal with the negative energy of that loved one even though the #core of you still really wants to have a good day? What practice do you have for regaining yourself after you completely lose your cool? For me, I slept 3 hrs, then did P90X yoga. 10 mins from the end my shoulder decided to have a loud argument with me as well. How do you calm the pain? Sleep seems to work wonders and reminding myself that this state is only temporary. Nothing is perfect, but everything is exactly the way it was intended. Empathy is great for letting go of hurt feelings (especially since my ego is really looking for someone to blame for today.) So instead of that, I choose to accept today and find things that I am grateful for. I can’t say I didn’t love sleeping all morning, especially after my first week of p90x! And who doesn’t love the rhythmic flow of energy that yoga brings to the body. But mostly I am grateful for myself and our relationship. We have our issues, but I’m grateful for those too and always know what I need to make myself feel better. Today that meant some icey hot, a cozy sweater, and getting back in bed. Yup! A #bed day is never a bad day :P I’m simply a human, trying to live my life and act on my dreams. But my most important job is to enjoy life as much as possible. Peace ✌️🍎 #vegan #rest #positive #affirmation #drained #powerful #emotiona #gypsy #fairy #real #life #peace

Yesterday was kind of a shitty day. At least the first half of it was, and I was pretty…idk frustrated and annoyed and sad, but today’s so much better. I had a really good fucking laugh (even if it was just me, myself, and I), my bump has gone down significantly, the toaster at Subconnection is back in business, and a certain someone texted me and the best part about that was that he texted me something I randomly remembered, about a week ago, from like 2 years ago and I thought it was hilarious that he remembered it exactly the way I did. Anyways, I’m glad things are way better today :)))

Someone did a thing today

Sometimes I think things, and then I think, “you should write that down… somewhere, where no one could find it.” So I write it, and then I hit delete. Digital media diary. No whiteout, just backwards key strokes. 

Someone did a thing today…. someone I used to know, someone I still know. But not like that, not anymore. 

It makes me feel something. I’m not sure what exactly, but it is something. It’s not nothing is what I’m saying, it is just some kind of thing. So goodbye I think? Or did we say that back then? 

If you get it, you get it. If you don’t you’re one of the lucky ones. 

But you know, I realized I get that falling feeling when I’m traveling. Like, not literally falling, but falling in love, or lust, or whatever. I get that when I leave. So maybe I’m always supposed to leave. It’s just what people with my kind of heart do. I can’t give it away. Not again. Not to a person. 

It now belongs to the boulders. It belongs to the soggy earth. It belongs to the creek, and the frog that peed on my hand when I picked it up. It belongs to the places I’ve never been and to the mountains I’m going to stand on. 

What would you do with it if I gave it to you? What if I already have? Can I still do what I’ve always done, leave,  or will you make me feel something and want to stay? What if I stayed? For you. I’d stay for you.