Fall Asleep (Carl x Reader)

Originally posted by hardyness

Requests: Hey! Can you please write another carl x reader where the reader suffers from sleeping troubles and carl spots her without any sleep for days and makes her sit with him and she just falls asleep on his shoulder just from sheer exhaustion. Him being really sweet and cuddly. Maybe she has sleep troubles due to constantly trying to stay busy to protect them because she is really selfless and it’s time for someone to take care o her first. Thanks x

Pairing: Carl x Reader

Warnings: none

A/N: Finals week is over and I should be posting all of the requests this weekend. Thank you for being patient with me.

You shivered as the cool night air hit you, eyes focused on the darkness laid out in front of you. Looking for any walkers to stumble upon Alexandria. The quiet calmness seemed eerie to you, reminding you of the night that you had met Negan.

Each time you closed your eyes, images of Lucille hitting Glenn and Abraham flooded your mind, replacing the good memories. The deafening crack of their skulls and the sick smile Negan held as he stood over their dead bodies was forever etched in your mind, replaying like a movie wheel.

Your exhaustion was apparent, the bags under your eyes deepened and you floated through life silently. You figured nobody noticed, you picked up extra shifts, trying to stay busy. It worked but, at idle times your mind still went to Negan.

The creaking of the wooden steps snapped you out of your reverie. It was Carl holding a blanket in his hands. He stood on the platform, eyeing you before speaking, “You’ve been avoiding me.”

Your turned indignantly, crossing your arms. “I’ve been busy,” you responded.

Carl sighed, sitting in the corner of the watchtower, he gestured for you to sit with him. “Sit with me, you haven’t had any rest in days.”

“I slept last night,” you murmured, sitting down next him as he laid the blanket over the two of you. Carl’s arm wrapped around your shoulder, bringing him close to you.

“I know you didn’t,” he began, “You need to start taking care of yourself, Y/N.”

“Why do you care?” you asked softly.

“Because I like you,” he responded, hand gripping your chin, eyes locking on yours. Your eyes widened, was he doing this? The breath in your throat hitched as he descended upon you.. His mouth collided with yours, mouths moving in sync together. Carl’s tongue glided along your bottom lip. Your mouth opened for him, allowing his tongue to dance with yours. He pulled away from you, smiling at you.

“I like you too, Carl,” you whispered, “It’s just that I keep going back to that night. What happened, you know?”

“You can’t change what happened we just have to regroup and get stronger.”

You sighed, “That’s what I’m trying to do, be strong, watch out for the group.”

Carl shook his head, “No you’re not. If you don’t sleep that’s not good for anyone. You aren’t at your strongest.”

You said nothing, he was right. His hand rubbed circles on your back, your body began to relax in his hold. Your head rested on his shoulder, enjoying the feeling of his hand. Your breathing slowed as your hand came to grasp at his flannel. Carl kissed you on your forehead, you smiled and drifted off to sleep.

Closure. We all seek it. We seek the end of things and also the beginning of new things
Those things we can’t find on, they haunt us
They pop up in our dreams and creep into our thoughts in idle moment , like a mind bender that’s beyond our mental capacity , a mystery that just won’t be solved.

“Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart.”  

My gift to @devil-in-a-winchester - I hope this pleases you and brings you a little joy! 

The goddess Bishamon in her second outfit from the manga/anime Noragami. A request from my broseph @aaxiallcat.

I had meant to finish this outfit at the same time but she had a bad morning that day so I wanted to cheer her up by posting the other one that day for her. Shout out to you for always being awesome fam.

Breed - Pain and Gain

Understanding Confusing Virgos

Maybe this will clarify and alleviate some of the uncertainties, confusion, and frustration others have with us crazy Virguys/gals. =)

1) Virgos thrive on constant activity because a virgo with an idle mind, is a virgo who is worrying.
2) Virgos will often hold back their feelings to avoid hurting other peoples feelings.
3) Despite an inherent tendency to stress and worry, Virgos are terrific under pressure.
4) You may never know a virgo is worried or stressed because of their ability to display a cool and calm demenour.
5) Virgos have a sensitive interior with a strong shield of protection exterior.
6) Virgos are never completely satisfied with themselves. They always want to be better, go higher and have more for their life.
7) Virgos are compassionate yet critical, generous yet skeptical and practical yet complex.
8) Virgos are quick to pick out mistakes, even if they don’t mention it.
9) A Virgo’s silence is always judged as being stuck up or arrogance.
10) A virgo can cut u with words. They can be brutally honest.
11) If a virgo doesnt like you, they are more prone to have feelings of indifference than hate toward you.
12) It is very hard to read a virgo, they are illusive with emotions and are secretive.
13) Virgos are not trusting with sharing much of who they are with everyone; they’re a mystery to a lot of people.
14) Virgos are only affected by the people who matter to them. If you hate them, they probably don’t care.
15) Virgos are perfectionists and whatever they do, they need to do it thoroughly and get it exactly right or they feel dissatisfied.
16) A virgo always has something smart to say, even if they don’t say it.
17) Virgos hate being asked to do something they already said “no” to.
18) Because virgos dont attach easily, moving on can be fairly easy.
19) Virgos take pride in being useful, but when unappreciated, they feel used.
20) A virgo will not stay where they are not needed.
21) Virgos are instinctively responsive to the needs of others.
22) Virgos emotions can run the warmest warm and the coldest cold; even for the same person.
23) Virgos make no pretenses; Exactly what they say is exactly how they feel.
24) Sometimes the littlest things people do, can irritate a virgo. The big things that irritate everyone else, virgos can shrug off.
25) Virgos are hard to fool. They are very good at picking up on what is really going on and putting together clues.
26) A Virgo doesn’t need anyone to agree with them. They are usually comfortable enough with themselves to stand alone if they have to.
27) Once a virgo has their mind made up, there’s probably nothing u can do to change it.
28) Never ask a virgo their opinion if you don’t want the frank truth.
29) Most Virgos hate chaos, but may be drawn to it because they love a good challenge.
30) Virgos are very much aware of their faults and get annoyed when reminded of such.

anonymous asked:

❝ if i didn’t believe in you, we’d never have gotten this far. ❞ - Lucille (ofnoctemisms)

Anonymous + @ofnoctemisms | A meme I’ve forgotten whoopsy

                      “ —– I know.”

Of course she believed in him. She was his constant variable. The one thing that would never change. Never LEAVE. And while her support meant the world to him, there were times when  he wished for validation from someone else. Someone who didn’t know him personally but was still AWED by his creations. 

Thomas sighed, setting his violin down on the side table. Playing music had now lost its appeal. Instead, he wandered over to the couch and picked up his sketchpad. Maybe his idle mind would give him some more new ideas.