IT'S NOT EVEN FINISHED THO THIS THING HI

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SO!!! I was organizing my makeup and shit, and I found my old oils & turpentine & brushes sitting around in my mom’s dresser!!! i thought i’d lost them forever!!!

Obviously I went “holy shit I should paint something!!!! even tho its gonna suck probably” and well. i. picked dean. HIS FACE IS SO GOOD. aaaaaaa

Considering I hadn’t touched these things in FIVE FUCKING YEARS i performed better than i expected!! so dean has joined my husband wall as u can see (the fenris there was made by @fadatriste (te amo gabi))

I HAD SO MUCH FUN PAINTING HIM!! it took me like, 8 hours maybe?? NO BREAKS i was up from 6pm till 1-2am finishing him up lmaO time FLEW while i was making this omg

Below the cut have some in progress photos! sorry about my camera quality

also don’t follow my example, brushes are NOT for eating

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captain-outoftime  asked:

i feel like the 'fondue' thing is more indicative of dirty thoughts than anything else. word I don't know= must be sexual. to me, that just says he's been surrounded by bawdy humor and comments his whole life.

exactly. And he may be shit with women, but he’s still not afraid of talking to them. He doesn’t shy away from talking to Peggy, he doesn’t bashfully duck her eyes and sit there a blushing mess in her presence, he doesn’t look at her BECAUSE HE DOESN’T LOOK AT ANYONE HE SPEAKS TO. Not unless he’s trying to get something from them. He’s not trying to get anything from Peggy, so he looks at any place but her and keeps trucking through the conversation. He doesn’t clam up, he makes several smart comments at his own expense, he stands his ground and finishes the sentences he starts. He is awkward, and clearly uncomfortable, but he’s still trying to be composed and honest and even funny, tho his humor is DRY AS A BONE. 

The ‘right partner’ thing isn’t him being innocent or 'naive’ either. He knows he’s undesirable and he’s tired of putting himself out there. This isn’t some 'true love’ crap, its him going 'if someone really gives a shit about me, they can make the first goddamn move I am so sick of this bullshit’. 

ggggod just. people take him at such face value and it bugs me

“ It went on for so long that the Spy found his mind wandering, though for some reason he couldn’t bring himself to leave quite yet. He ended up thinking back to the Sniper’s sketchbook and found himself trying to come up with ways to inspire the marksman to draw him again. Maybe he should give the man a really gruesome death that would stick in his mind for a long time after that. The Spy had so many good ideas for that that he wasn’t even sure where he’d start. And of course, he’d have to make sure that he struck some kind of really elegant or powerful pose as the Sniper died, just so that it’d be the last thing he saw just before respawn claimed him. “

i finished reading foe yay yesterday and i love it so far omg
so i might have accidentally drawn some fanart. its not that serious tho, im sorry lmao……

but really, spy doing the Foolish pose from that naruto meme was the only thing i could think of while reading that part in chapter 17 tho 

        – SHORP. modern au heart surgeon kakuzu tho. haven’t decided on whether making him a corrupt surgeon who works at a legal hospital & only does surgeries when paid ridiculous prices or an underground doctor ( that’s just as corrupt ) that performs surgeries on those shunned by society

K-CON PARIS [CONCERT/Fanacc-ish]

i thought about making a post about the Convention too but i think the concert is much more interesting and it was so hyped so im just gonna try to list everything that i remember!! (i’ll try to list things in order but im sorry if i mess some things up… im still a mess myself tbh)

Ok so, first of all- the weather wasnt on our side. It rained really hard and got pretty cold and windy, so..yeah. But the doors opened at 6PM for everyone, and depending on your ticket (seated or standing, i was in the pit standing) you had to stand at different lines/doors. It went pretty smoothly tbh like there was no extrem harsh pushing etc + the guys working there made sure that everyone was standing fairly at their right place (cuz apparently some people tried to sneak to the front ;;). once you got in after getting checked you had the chance to go get some food or some goodies like the Kcon lightstick etc. since you still had to wait 2 hours for the actual concert to start and get everyone inside.

We went inside the hall pretty quickly since we wanted to stand as close to the stage as possible before we would get squished. as we were waiting for everyone else they started playing the MV to fire first and the few (a lot of) people that were waiting inside the hall went CRAZY ALREADY LIKE !!!! and then there were some short CF’s of korean food with HaHa and kwangsoo on the monitor thingy etc, then they started playing Block B’s MV to Toy, Shinee’s View mv etc! After a while the people seated to the left of the stage suddenly started screaming– apparently some members (idk from which groups) were teasing them by coming out and going back inside again! ;;;

Once the actual concert started Leeteuk came out looking all fancy and glorious in his suit and greeted us so happily omg (he also spoke french but i have no idea what he said tbh, i cant speak french asdfgh. but it was still very cute!!) ;;; anyway then of course all the groups sang Arirang and BTS came out first with their white suits !!! and then the other groups slowly joined and sang the song together. Once they were all on the stage, Leeteuk told us that the South korean president is also there and watching! It was an honor being in her presence btw, i didnt expect that at all!

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OkAAYyyYY but why did they delete these scenes from itakiss ep 11??? I’m pretty sure they edited out all the cuddling in bed scenes this season bc there’ actually so many of them. Like, they make them seem so unintimate and distant, but in reality they’re so close and always have talks in bed. Did they forget that naoki and kotoko had some pretty real convos last season? The conversation they had at his place last season is one of my favorite scenes, it’s like they’re trying to erase it? 

Also, can we talk about how they’re both so used to the skinship thing?? He’s just sitting there like yeah nbd my wife is all over me, it’s ok i’ll just finish reading my book

Happy Birthday *Luke Imagine*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NARISSA OMG ILYSM AND EVEN THO WE HAVENT BEEN TALKING FOR LONG AND WE’VE NEVER MET IN PERSON I CONSIDER YOU ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IDC IF THAT SOUNDS WEIRD BC ITS TRUE. OKOK. ILY AND I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. K. I WRITE YOU THIS IMAGINE.
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The thing about dating an internationally famous band member was that he was never home. Literally, Luke was almost never around. However you seemed to accept that. Luke was on his way home in a few days after his last tour had just finished up. What made his homecoming even more special to you was; it was your birthday. This would be the first day that you two would actually get to spend time together on your birthday. The endless texts and face times meant the world to you, that he still cared enough on his busy schedule to try and contact you. Having him home in person was a hell of a lot better than a screen. The day finally came and you got up extra early and made your way over to the local airport. His flight landed and within the next half hour (idk how long it takes just go with it) you saw the only person you needed to see. He dropped his bags and ran to you, arms open wide and a large smile donning his face. “I missed you so damn much, baby.” He whispered into your hair. He pulled back and placed a soft kiss to your lips. It was the best kiss you’ve ever had. He looked different in a way. His hair was longer, he had a three day beard which looked hot, and his entire physique all together just looked more built and toned. Something you already loved. “Let’s go home, shall we?” He rubbed your forearms slightly and picked up his suitcases. The ride home was silent, but it was a nice silence. Just having his presence here already made your birthday much better.

“What’s on the agenda for today?” You asked as you opened your bedroom door and sprawled out on the bed. He shrugged and yawned, “I was probably gonna catch up on some sleep. Why did you have something in mind?” Luke asked, taking his shoes and jacket off. You felt your chest tighten up, he forgot your birthday. He forgot all about today. It made sense, his schedule was hectic and it didn’t surprise you that he had forgotten. It still stung, nonetheless. You shook your head and rose to your feet, “I was just going to hit the gym. I was just going to see if you wanted to go.” You sucked in a breath,as you didn’t want to show that you were hurt. You rifled through your drawers looking for your work out clothes. You didn’t hear a response from Luke,when you turned around you saw him laying face down on the bed, lips parted and eyes closed with soft snores leaving his mouth. You changed and left for the gym down the street. On the punching bag you took out some of your sadness and on the treadmill you ran the hurt away. You knew you couldn’t take it personally, but you couldn’t help it. He was your boyfriend, you would’ve thought he could at least say the words. You didn’t want a huge party or extravagant gifts, you wanted him to remember, Your phone was ringing off the hook as you made your way back to the dressing room, apparently you had ten missed calls from Luke. You called him back with no answer. You tried again and again, still no answer. You huffed and changed, exiting the building and taking the short walk home.

The apartment was quiet, almost too quiet. “Luke?” You called out through the seemingly empty apartment. “Lucas Robert answer me.” You laughed out and ran up the stairs. You opened your bedroom door and gasped. The lights were off and candles lit up the entire room. Rose petals were scattered about on the bed and floor. “Luke?” You whispered. He walked out from the adjoining bathroom and was wearing a suit. You never though you would see the day where Lucas Robert Hemmings would wear a three piece suit. “What is all this?” You laughed and approached him. You leaned up on your tip toes and gave him a chaste kiss to his lips. “You didn’t actually think I forgot your birthday, did you?” He placed his hands on your hips and gave you another kiss before backing up. “Listen, I wanted to do all this earlier but I just couldn’t muster up the courage. Which is crazy I guess seeing as we’re already together. But, this is-” He stopped mid sentence and looked at you. There was something different in his eyes. His normally bright blue eyes were a shade darker. “You’re rambling again, baby.” This was something he had always done when he was nervous about something, especially when it came to something about you. You never understood it, he spoke like this when he asked you on your first date two years ago. He’s talked like that ever since, it was adorable the affects you still had on him. He smiled to the ground and took your hands in his, “Sorry, this is just-” He took a deep breath and bent down to one knee in front of you. “We have been to hell and back within these last couple years. I’m surprised you’ve stuck with me this long, you could’ve left along time ago. But you didn’t. You never left my side, you’re my best friend, my girlfriend, and if you say yes, my wife. Will you marry me?” Tears brimmed your eyes and it took everything in you not to cry. You couldn’t even get out an audible yes. You just shook your head and stuck your hand out. He hugged you tightly and kissed you repeatedly. “Happy birthday, baby.”
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I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS NAR I TRIED.