IM-CURRENTLY-NOT-OKAY

dear set it off,

i love you dearly. however, i, nor do many other of your fans, have FIVE HUNDRED FLIPPING DOLLARS to spend on a preorder package. just wanted to let you know. i know it’s hard to get money as a musician, but seriously, let’s be realistic about what people can afford. just wanted to let you know, thanks ;)

love, the set it off fans

There are days where I'm actually okay.

Life is okay. A fresh morning filled with food. School isn’t bad and actually enjoyable. Laughs and smiles between my friends. I forget what’s hurting me in life. Then it happens. Someone stares too long in disgust. A comment. Or just a fake. They talk about someone else until they make a motion referring to me in a negative way thinking I didn’t catch it. I lose it. Give a fake smile and walk away. Only to cry when I’m far enough.. To think I could actually have a good day…

IM CURRENTLY SHAKING

ELLEN POMPEO 

MY ENTIRE LIFE

HOW DID WHAT I DONT OKAY 

I WILL NOT SURVIVE THIS VIDEO AND DR. MEREDITH GREY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SAVE ME BECAUSE SHE WOULD HAVE CONTRIBUTED TO MY DEATH

I DONT KNOW HOW IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS

.

anonymous asked:

When will you do another stream?

(that awkward moment when of realization that someone may potentially look forward to that)

oh boy

ive been drawing almost nothing but gross anime fanart and i didnt think it was..worth streaming? idk im just embarassed as hell about the whole ordeal 

i can stream lining stuff that i sketched out yesterday but tomorrow cuz im currently at work. and again its SE fanart is that gonna be okay?

captainangelofthelord asked:

So scenerio ask meme with adam and cas and asking onento prom because your ask that I am currently answering. -because of your ask that im kind of answering-

okay!  i will do my best!

Live house show in Binghamton tonight!
Fucking pumped. So much so I am currently doing push ups at 4:43 am.
What.
Im dedicated okay.