IM LIVING IN FEAR

✨🌸✨🌸✨ ~phil’s beauty tips~ ✨🌸✨🌸✨ 

1. use hair spray to hold your fringe in place 

2. use dry shampoo before sleep because the night is when your hair releases natural oils 

3. put toothpaste on your zit  before you go to sleep bc it will dry it out and don’t pop zits or else they’ll scar

4. don’t drop things on your feet because it will make them bruise 

5. drink lots of water. stay hydrated 

6. don’t be afraid to moisturize 

7. cleanse in the shower and then moisturize after. right now he uses clinique for men moisturizer but gendered skincare is ridiculous. he’d use the regular clinique but it was a xmas present

GUYS

WHAT IF

HUNK DIES?! I’M HAVING A HEART ATTACK- IT WAS A NIGHTMARE AND I LITERALLY WOKE UP IN COLD SWEAT WITH TEARS IN MY EYES AND I JUST CAN’T PLEASE DON’T LET HUNK DIE- I LOVE HIM! LOTS!!! PLEASE LET MY BOY LIVE!

  • jasper: bellamy you need to relax
  • bellamy: relax? ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ RELAX??? ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ˜‚ no time ๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿšซ for relaxing when the world ๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ is ending โŒโ›ˆโŒ. clarke ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿผ needs my help๐Ÿšถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿปand im ON it๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ’ฏ. while you're chillin ๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿ˜ด im KILLIN ๐Ÿ’ช โš”๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช โš”๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช tryna save LIVES ๐Ÿณ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿณand win clarke's heart ๐Ÿ‘Šโค๏ธ๐Ÿ‘Š i don't fear the earth ๐Ÿšซ the earth fears ME ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ‘Œ

this sounds pathetic and desperate but

hi im xan and im an autistic gay trans boy. i can move out in 2 years and i need to start saving up money. im working on finding a job but there aren’t many places that will hire an autistic kid who barely talks, so it’s a little difficult

i have a youtube channel, @transcuber, but i havent uploaded in a while and my videos arent currently able to be monetized, due to the fact that i only have 2,000 views and you need 10,000 to be monetized. im planning another video soon, though

i would like to save up enough money to buy my own binder and then have a nice little amount of savings to get me to where i plan on moving after i leave. and i wanna leave as soon as possible, since my parents aren’t accepting of me being trans & im scared theyll find out im Still Trans & i’ll be .. totally fucked. im tired of living in fear. i want to get out as soon as possible

if you want to help me out, you can give money to my paypal, the email is transcubered@gmail.com (it’s got my deadname on it so ignore that, please, dont under any circumstances call me that name). please dont give anything if you cant afford it, it’s not super urgent or anything, ive got plenty of time

if you can’t/don’t want to donate directly you can just watch some of my videos over on @transcuber and subscribe, there’s a link to my channel in the description. every view helps a ton

thank y'all so much, have an amazing day 💞

anyway after i started writing taz fic i realized that either i’m inserting a lot of my speech real life habits and slangy bits into the dialogue OR i’ve been picking up the verbal quirks of the characters ive been writing and applying them to my actual real life and in short both options, are bad. 

i should probably do some research but i dont think men can be raped by women? like i should google some stats and read men’s testimonies, see if they suffer from ptsd etc but i cant imagine a situation where a woman forces herself on a man somehow and it ends up having the same impact that it has on women. the way men and women are socialized, we relate to sex completely different. im not saying rape is sex, but men dont live in fear of being raped, men dont grow up afraid of sex. idk.

Coming Home - A Kylux AU

Farwell, Nebraska was your typical “blink and you miss it” type of town. Located in the precise middle of nowhere, there were only two reasons why anyone would have the misfortune to find themselves within it’s limits: they were lost, or apart of it’s whopping 382 population.

With nothing more than a corner-shop grocer and a post office, there wasn’t exactly any immediate allure to the town. In fact, the only residents were those who had grown up there, for when it came to Farwell, you either stayed your entire life, or left and never came back. There was no inbetween.

For Armitage Hux, staying had never been an option.

With every passing day exhausted in Farwell, an invisible hand tightened it’s grip around his throat. The town was suffocating and all depleting, threatening to consume him altogether; if it wasn’t for Ben, it just might have.

His best friend since childhood, Ben was the singular silver lining to Farwell; an explosion of color in his muted brown world. Too many past days had been spent alone with Ben, hiding away from the oppressive force of his father. In his presence, Hux felt soft, safe, and warm; things entirely unlike anything he had ever experienced before. He had no name for these feelings, yet with every crooked smile from Ben, they flourished.

It was only until Hux’s very last day in Farwell that he realized what exactly those feelings were, but it was far too late.

Approximately 45 minutes after receiving his diploma from Farwell Township High School, Hux boarded a one-way ticket to New York, leaving Nebraska and all unspoken feelings behind. It never once crossed his mind that perhaps little Ben Solo might have shared that same warmth too.

15 years later, 33 year-old Hux is leading the privileged life of a Wall Street banker when he gets the call, a call that most children would be dreading; his father is dying, diagnosed with Stage 4 Lung Cancer and a projected 6 weeks to live. Out of all things, Hux is unsurprised, but feels obligated to see the old man out, even if it is just so he can sell the family property afterward.

Vowing that it will be the very last time he ever sets foot in the hated town, Hux returns to Farwell where thoughts of a past fondness for a boy with a lopsided grin stay long forgotten only up until the moment they’re not. That moment comes 3 days into Hux’s pitiful homecoming when a trip to the corner-shop grocer brings years of neglected guilt rushing down as his eyes fall onto a familiar face.

Standing behind the checkout counter is none other than Ben Solo, looking nothing like the particularly lanky boy Hux once knew. Ben stands taller now, taller than Hux even, having filled out considerably, but the man’s distinctively random beauty marks are unmistakable to Hux. The same goes for Ben’s nose, ears, lips, and even his raven hair which now falls longer in wild waves, pulled back delicately at the nape of his neck. However, the one aspect that throws Hux most for a loop are Ben’s deep brown eyes, or more specifically, how an undisguised sadness clouds them.

Hux knows things are not quite right as him and Ben are thrown back into each other’s orbits, painful memories erupting as they struggle to find common ground. Changed, but not quite foreign people, they both yearn for something that goes unsaid. An abundance of thrumming questions hang up in the air, but there’s one that Hux can’t keep off his mind; the very same one that Ben can’t seem to answer.

Why did he never leave Farwell?

Every live performance of Jet Black Heart

Legitimately. Every. One.

It’s simple. I miss michael. I also miss seeing new videos of michael performing jet black heart, my favorite 5sos song, live every night or so. because of this, i made this masterlist of nearly every live performance of jet black heart

((well pretty close to every one,,, please don’t sue me)) ((also if i missed any cities or fucked up anything please let me know xx))

You’re welcome.

Rock Out With Your Socks Out

~North America~

since it was only played at the very end of rowyso… also i think jones beach was the first place it was played but i could be wrong its been over a year

Sounds Live Feels Live

~Asia~

~Europe~

~North America~

~Australia~

  • Melbourne - September 29th ((only half))
  • Brisbane - October 2nd
  • Sydney (1st night) - October 4th
  • Sydney (2nd night) - October 5th ((LAST SHOW IM EMO))

Don’t care for the live performances? 

do not fear. here’s some alternatives:

yes this did just take me like 2 weeks to make.
do i regret it?

absolutely not.

@5sos

anonymous asked:

Ohhh my god you know how they where about to kiss right??? What if like, Dean walked in like "fuckin that asshole with Jonas I'm gonna teach him a lesson" and he finds them about to kiss??? Or Sidney walks in to check on her beloved baby brother and finds Mitch pinning him down??? Ohhh boy I can't wait for the next update this comic always puts me on edge I love it so much.

this is… all horrifying and i am fearful for their lives……. IM SO SCARED

today i made the decision to put a face to NOEXCUSES. this was a difficult decision for me for i have refrained from posting pics of myself due to my fears. i have been afraid that people from seattle would see it & judge me, or that i would receive too much hate mail… but then it dawned on me- i’m happy with who i am today. i can’t control you, what you think, how you respond to things, & so on. so why live in fear? this is me, & im proud to start opening up more on my blog! HAVE A GREAT DAY & SENDING YOU LOVE & POSITIVE VIBES 🌺