All I wanted to do was go out of the game to download one piece of cc for the next scene and I ended up spending 2 hours downloading shit that has nothing to do with it…lol I told myself I can use in the future…watch this crap never get used smh
I’m so exhausted and I just want someone to be gentle with me, dammit. Just like, smile and hug me and say a nice thing or two. I feel so alone and I can’t stop imagining myself committing suicide or something else morbid. I don’t necessarily WANT to but the image keeps appearing. I’m tired, lonely, and sick of feeling subpar. When will I ever be enough?