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Today I learned some life lessons:

- Time spent with me means nothing.
- I am easy to forget.
- Being nice with a good heart gets you fucked up.
- If you treat people how they treat you, they hate it. But don’t realize.
- You can give someone the world and that won’t change a damn thing.
- Bitches be crazy.
- You could have so much self love but when people make you feel unimportant it still hurts.
- You should listen to your gut and your friends.
- Tacos make me smile.
- My love ain’t worth shit.
- Never ask why something happened.

- don’t eat things you’re allergic to
Cutesy-patootsie and angsty reactions

A/N: OF COURSE YOU CAN! How can I refuse when someone is actually asking? I’m a pig but on the inside I’m pretty decent human being o(- -;*)ゞ deep, deep, deep down… Let’s just drop it, okay?!

Dear anon, I’m sorry if my response was not what you expected but I thought that writing a set of drabbles would be to repetitive. I hope I, somehow, managed to live up to your expectations (ಡ艸ಡ) 


At first, upon seeing their s.o. having a bad allergic reaction after eating something they shouldn’t both Aomine and Midorima would ridicule the idea, thinking they weren’t actually serious. Only when it happens for a while longer they would finally realise it’s not a joke. Aomine would try to keep his cool but inside he’d start panicking, taunting himself he should have payed more attention at the first aid course. If his s.o.’s allergic reaction would turn out to be bad enough, and in Aomine’s eyes anything above them being all sunshine and daisies would count as that, he’d assist them to hospital/infirmary. And in case they couldn’t move properly, Aomine would not hesitate to scoop them up - despite their furious protests that they can walk just fine - and carry them, making a big deal out of the whole situation. Unlike Aomine, Midorima would be more on the cooler side. He’d be worried but for the life of his he wouldn’t let his s.o. knew about any of that. Midorima would undoubtedly chide them about not paying attention to what they put in their mouth and then he’d turn red as they twist his words into something inappropriate. He’d counter with: “If you have strength to make such awful jokes, you obviously will be fine!” Midorima would offer his help with getting a medicine, leaving the hospital/infirmary visit as the last resort.

Seeing their s.o.’s distress Kuroko and Akashi would be surprised but their reactions would be appropriately fast. Kuroko would ask about how can be any of help to them. But he wouldn’t accept any dismissive answer. If he believed their allergic reaction was bad enough, he wouldn’t hesitate to take his s.o. either to a pharmacy and /or a doctor. Even if that meant he’d have to use force. Kuroko would prefer being called overzealous than regretting not doing enough later on. More or less, Akashi’s reaction would be similar to Kuroko’s but with a small difference. Facing an unexpected and, in his eyes, dangerous situation Akashi might get more than simply overzealous. The thought of his s.o. life being in danger - even if they tried to tell him multiple times it was nothing serious - Akashi could not stand still. The thought of loosing his loved one was too much for him and Akashi was well aware how fragile life could be. Without asking about his s.o. opinion Akashi would get them straight to hospital/infirmary to make sure they had been examined by a professional. After the danger had passed, Akashi would make sure to not keep any dangerous to his s.o.’s food, not wanting to go through that awful distress ever again.

On the other hand, unlike Aomine and Midorima, Takao wouldn’t laugh at his s.o. distress. He had been joking way to much to be unable to recognise when someone wasn’t fooling around. Depending of how long they had known each other Takao would either, much like Kuroko and Akashi, ask if he could assist his s.o. in any way or without a word of explanation go straight to the pharmacy only to return with an appropriate medication. Jokes aside. Takao knew when to act as a grown-up but nevertheless after his s.o. was well, he couldn’t deny himself the pleasure to tease them about how red they turned or how funny noises they made when coughing.

Miyaji was not the type to joke around. So when seeing his s.o. having difficulties with breathing or coughing after accidentally eating something they shouldn’t have, much like Midorima, Miyaji would chide them firmly for being sloppy. However upon seeing their brows knit with a frown, both from his words and the obvious distress caused by the allergic reaction, his anger would evaporate as quickly as it appeared. Miyaji would be prompt with his actions and take his s.o. out to get them treated. Sensing Miyaji’s anger masked with a silent demeanour, his s.o. would undoubtedly try to ease Miyaji’s mind but none of their gleeful talk would work on him. He wouldn’t smile but without a word, he’d snuck his arm around his s.o.’s shoulder and tug them closer, soundlessly thanking that even if the situation looked dangerous it wasn’t anything serious.

Rules - Answer these 10 questions and tag 10 people

I was tagged by @tofnew & @moonlover-jjong thank youuuuuuu /hugs both of you/ ♥︎♥︎♥︎ \(^-^ )

Last movie you watched - … Oh!!! Me & my sis re-watched Anastasia lol (we had a Disney marathon but then that happened haha)

Last song you listened to - Twice 1 to 10 I was waiting to be picked up from school right now :D

Last show you watched - Scream Queens (I finally caught up!!)

Last book you read - Again, House of Leaves haha

Last thing you ate - I’m about to eat noodles :))))))) (didn’t eat yet :/)

If you could be anywhere right now where would you be - At a buffet tbh

When would you like to travel to - Uhhh when or where???? Either way DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!!! (last year so I can relive my vacation lol)

First thing you’d do with lottery money - honestly if I was feeling like an impulse buyer at the moment it would be food shoes and a jacket lmao but then save it!

Character you’d like to hang out with for the day - Umaru chan

Time right now - 12:15 uu

I tag: @tuuzmorado @tangerinatantan @5hineehappiness @5hineesback @5velveteers @fairykibum @jjongcakes @jjongfetti @rudolphon @hobis27cm

anonymous asked:

I have 2 leo geckos. I had a hatchling& later got an older one. My older one is growing but my little one isn't. They share a tank& I put more than enough food in it. I'm worried for my little one. I want them both but I want her to be healthy. Help!

Well you sort of answered your problem yourself. Leopard geckos are solitary species and don’t do so well together. Often one will bully the other out of eating and keep the other so stressed that even when they do they aren’t gaining weight from it. This is especially an issue that happens very often with one that is larger or older than the other. When you separate them they may still not eat for a little while as leopard geckos tend to stop eating after a big change but they will be healthier for it. I don’t know how the rest of your husbandry is but I would recommend reading my care sheet which also has a little bit more information on housing together and why its not a great idea.  

Halloween 2016

tELL PEOPLE HOW YOU FEEL BEFORE ITS TOO LATE I AM BEGGING YOU. UNSAID FEELINGS ARE THE FUCKIN WORST AND THEY WILL KILL YOU, COMPLETELY EAT YOU UP INSIDE AND MAKE YOU ROT AWAY. YOU GOTTA TELL PEOPLE HOW YOU FEEL, RIGHT NOW, RIGHT WHEN IT HAPPENS. TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM, TELL THEM YOU WANNA MAKE THEM HAPPY, TELL THEM YOU MISS THEM, TELL THEM YOU DONT LIKE HOW THEY TREAT YOU, TELL THEM YOU FEEL SAD AND NEED HELP. PEOPLE WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU SAY EVEN IF IT HURTS A LITTLE AT FIRST. HONESTY IS REAL AND BEAUTIFUL AND FEELINGS THAT ARE SAID AND ACKNOWLEDGED EVEN IF THEYRE UNREQUITED ARE FUCKING RAW AND BEAUTIFUL AND HEY, AT LEAST YOU GOT IT OFF YOUR CHEST. SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE HONEST WITH HOW YOU FEEL. LIFE IS FAR TOO SHORT TO HIDE BEHIND THE FEAR OF SOMEONE BEING MAD OR NOT FEELING THE SAME WAY. I PROMISE YOU. LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT THE SMALL RISKS OF SAYING HOW YOU FEEL. SO GO DO IT. SAY IT. I PROMISE ITLL BE WORTH IT. YOULL SEE.

For those unaware, this is in reference to the events that led up to the Dakota War aka The Dakota Conflict in 1862, where ‘Andrew Myrick, an Anglo trader, said “Let them eat grass, or their own dung” when the Dakota complained of late annuity payments and starvation.’ Many of Americans are unaware that this war happened at all, or the years of abuse Natives went through because Indian agents did things like withhold rations to force Natives to assimilate, or simply withed items that were supposed to go to Natives so they could get rich. (Things that were promised in the treaties to begin with)  They would also do other horrible things like make soup with rotting meat leftovers, getting many Natives sick. I read when they began deciding to butcher the animals in order to make soups for communities (to make sure there was more to take for themselves) when they threw out portions of meats not used such as entrails, if Natives went to take from those piles of materials that were simply being thrown out, wasted, they would shoot the Natives. Lets not forget the other deliberate campaigns of genocide such as settlers wiping out buffalo until the point of extinction simply to make sure Natives starved and attempt to destroy traditional ways. There was also the Dakota 38, the largest execution in US history, where even after that occured thousands of Dakota people, (including elders, women and children) were transferred on ships, forced to walk to prison camps like Fort Snelling, where over a period of 5 years many died due to the terrible conditions. Others were forced to read and write english just to keep in contact with their relatives and “convert” so not to be executed. 
I bring this up not to sulk about the genocide Natives have always faced, or to put our trauma up for consumption. I blog this as a reminder, that despite these horrible atrocities in history (and many others) , Oceti Sakowin people have been able to overcome and now the People are fighting to protect Mother Earth so that future generations can survive. This is not history repeating itself, this is the system of settler colonialism that Natives have been resisting and will continue to resist. In the past Oceti people were known to fight back after so many attempts to brutalize, starve and exterminate us. The only difference now in our response is that water protectors of Sacred Stone have been 100% peaceful, so as not to give settlers fuel to demonize us and do things in a good way, to unify all people. Many are willing to give up their lives to protect water. Greedy oil companies think they will command Natives to shut up, be quiet and drink oil without question. Looks like they have gotten a rude awakening.

Is anybody else really scared for the day that Youtubers get too old to create silly content anymore. The day when Dan and Phil decide that they don’t want to be drawing cat whiskers on their faces at age 47 and act out chip and salsa fanfic. The day when Hannah decides she is too old to be getting drunk every week. When Grace realizes she can’t keep up with all the new trends. When Mamrie realized she doesn’t want to be know for making innuendos. The day when Shane can’t eat anymore terrible food because it’s starting to affect his health. I’m terrified for the day when youtubers start telling their viewers that this is their last video. I’m scared because I know it’s bound to happen. Although they will continue living and going through their own lives, it will be like losing a friend that I’ve spent years getting to know. I think of these youtubers as my friends, my crazy sisters, brothers, aunts, etc etc. and knowing that I will never get more videos of them will break my heart. They were the first generation of people on YouTube, when it was just an outlet for people to create whatever they wanted. And although there will continue to be new Youtubers, nobody will ever compare to this first group of people that legitimized the YouTube platform.

I hope that in the future they invent a small golden light that follows you everywhere and when something is about to end, it shines brightly so you know it’s about to end.

And if you’re never going to see someone again, it’ll shine brightly and both of you can be polite and say, “It was nice to have you in my life while I did, good luck with everything that happens after now.”

And maybe if you’re never going to eat at the same restaurant again, it’ll shine and you can order everything off the menu you’ve never tried. Maybe, if someone’s about to buy your car, the light will shine and you can take it for one last spin. Maybe, if you’re with a group of friends who’ll never be together again, all your lights will shine at the same time and you’ll know, and then you can hold each other and whisper, “This was so good. Oh my God, this was so good.”

mr robot: *camera slowly pans down a street where filthy millennials are taking pictures of their starbucks and sucking the caffè latte tit of online self-exposure and neonarcissism* society. h u m a n s . money……. how do we free ourselves from these chains crafted by our own hands. why do we feed into a dream that we know to be an illusion upheld by instagram and vlogging celebrities; this social media puppet show that we use and abuse as a distraction from the prison we live in, the capitalist purgatory we have crafted around ourselves through centuries of greed and selfishness. how long will it take before this rot eats through the foundation that upholds our society. what will happen when you are forced to unfollow…. yourself. when we have to give our own life….. a thumbs down
me: please…… i don’t care…… just show me elliot taking a nap…….

I can’t stop thinking about what must have happened in the fight between Hanzo and Genji. More specifically, I can’t stop thinking about how obscenely, totally one-sided it must have been.

Like, we know that Genji was at the brink of death afterwards and Hanzo walked away, but it’s more than that. 

Genji’s body was absolutely destroyed. His limbs are all prosthetic. His face is covered in scars. He mentions how he can no longer eat regular food in one of his voice lines. We only see his eyes when he removes his mask in the Dragons short, but even with the mask removed, there’s still metal visible on much of the lower half of his face, which might imply that he needed portions of his skull/jaw replaced as well. 

And then there’s Hanzo–who doesn’t have so much as a single visible scar. And if he does have scars, they’re certainly not anywhere on his body where you’d expect to see them if someone had tried to kill you, like his head, neck, and chest. I’m also working under the assumption that he doesn’t have prosthetic legs and just wears futuristic boots, based on the fact that his pants are tucked into them, they go over his knee but possess a normal, organic joint at the back, and his ‘ick’ reaction to finding out that so much of Genji’s body is now robotic. 

Like, Hanzo walked away from their fight completely unscathed, but Genji was mutilated. Mutilated, but not killed–which probably means Hanzo wasn’t just carrying it out like a normal assassination, quick and to the point. He was angry. It wasn’t enough just to kill himhe wanted to make Genji suffer for what (in Hanzo’s mind) he was making him do. He might have even deliberately made it so Genji’s death would be long and drawn out–something which ultimately allowed time to save him.

And Genji, in turn, barely fought back. In fact, he probably only made attempts to defend himself. The chipped sword is likely a direct result of that, since swords are not generally designed to block one another and are meant to simply cut through flesh. The aim is to kill your opponent fast, or at least hurt them enough to incapacitate them. As a trained assassin, Genji would have known that as well as anyone. But if you can’t (or won’t) do that, and you’re not fast enough to outright avoid a hit (Hanzo was a better swordsman, after all), then you block–and that’s what Genji did. He didn’t want to die–but more than that, he didn’t want to kill Hanzo. Didn’t want to hurt him at all. Was more content to let himself get chopped practically to pieces than to raise his sword against his brother.

That’s probably what motivated Hanzo’s guilt, as much as anything. If he’d given his brother an easy death–made it an honorable kill–he probably would have returned to his life as the heir feeling saddened but justified. But he fought Genji with the intent to crush him, to stomp him out like a cigarette butt, and Genji hardly did anything to stop it. He simply could not bring himself to fight back with everything he was capable of–not when he loved Hanzo so much. It’s no wonder Hanzo could barely live with himself afterwards. He had done such a monstrous, unforgivable thing to the only family he had left after the death of their father. And why? For what? 

So, realizing what the Shimada Clan was doing to him–what he would turn into if he stayed with them–he left. But, I’m sure he knows as well as any that that doesn’t quite erase what he did. Which may be part of why he reacts so angrily towards Genji when they reunite. 

Genji’s been alive all this time, and yet he never came for Hanzo. He could have settled the score, but instead he went after the Shimada clan itself, the ones who put him and his brother at odds to begin with, who made it so they had to fight. And there’s Hanzo, realizing all this and being so upset about it. Because after everything Hanzo has done to atone on his own, it’s Genji once again who forgives him. It’s Genji once again who loves him more–would probably have loved him just the same even if he hadn’t spent the last 10 years trying to make things right. And that must have been so frustrating for Hanzo to know that he’d abandoned everything, done so much to make things up to someone who never, ever even blamed him. All this time, he’s been carrying a burden which he inflicted upon himself. And once again, he has to ask himself, why? For what?

But by the end of Dragons, when he lays down his bow and returns to pray at the little shrine he’s made, he finally figures it out: for Genji.

The article is eternal (here it is just in case) so I’ll list all the problems below:

  • The fansite Letters To Romeo sent some special limited edition stuff to Vernon but people spotted pledis’ staff wearing them instead of him
  • The fansite DKfanunion (correct me if I’m wrong, I used the username bc I don’t know korean) sent a custom made bag for DK which, again, was seen being used by someone from the staff
  • The staff ate some korean beef that was given to Seventeen, also the staff has been seen wearing clothes that were sent to Jeonghan
  • Seventeen members who were involved in the choreography making were not included on the copyright list
  • “When they were trainees, Wonwoo got scolded for using satoori (accent/dialect)…One of the staffs said, ‘What did we say was going to happen if you use satoori? I’ll see you after this…”
  • “Even when they were on AfreecaTV, they bet on something to eat with the producer and the kids won, and Hoshi, maybe because he’s innocent, said thoughtlessly, 'Are they going to buy it for us and then take it out of our balance again?’ and there was silence… He said it like last time on Afreeca TV, [Pledis] acted like they were going to buy it [for the boys], but then took it out of [the boys’] payments –" 
  • "They once hit Seungkwan in the head, saying that he needs to lose weight. Seungkwan just lowered his head and said, 'Sorry.’ How often do they hit them that Seungkwan seems to be used to it?" 
  • Apparently some members went throught ‘corporal punishment’ when the cameras were off during predebut days
  • One fan summarized all the mistreatments that she has witnessed:
    "1. When I said I like a member who is not one of the visual lines, a staff asked, 'Why do you like him?’
    2. They called Seungkwan a pig for eating alone
    3. They scolded members for saying hello to fans
    4. They scold members in front of fans
  • Lastly, fans accuse Pledis of not investing enough into Seventeen, most recently when Seungkwan was spotted using an earphone as an in-ear monitor instead of a proper in-ear microphone

Also, it was noted that Pledis rejected a fansite’s present at yesterday’s showcase without giving an explanation. It seems that the only one who got to keep the gifts that fans sent is Wonwoo, probably because due that he was absent from Very Nice promotions he was present at Pledis’ building to receive them himself.

A lot of fansites closed momentaneously/permanently as a sign of protest against Pledis, demanding answers instead of letting this whole situation go, but the real question now is: what should Carats do?


Personally, I’d go outside Pledis building itself to start a riot and demand answers, but the kids just made a comeback and this could affect tremendously in the development of it, so in my opinion I’d rather give my 100% to make sure the kids succeed in every way possible (in the charts, music shows etc), that way as soon their promotions are over we can prove to Pledis that they don’t deserve this shit 😓

Things I want to see from victuuri in the remaining episodes:

-yuuri comforting Victor no matter what happens to the dog, being everything he needed but didn’t get when his own dog died

-VICTUURI DUET

-yuuri making Victor blush. Like a lot

-uncensored kiss. Please just one

-yuuri growing more and more confident until he’s able to do something super smooth without getting flustered

-Victor practically worshipping yuuri. I mean it’s already happening. Victor is on his knees for yuuri TWICE in ep. 8

-yuuri learning more about victor’s past

-their wedding

-yuuri eating katsudon with victor and it’s the most rewarding thing for him

-add more to this list so I can keep dreaming

no offense but people who are saying “we can survive four years of this man” are the people who could survive. who aren’t disabled and watching their chance to be able to pay for healthcare plummet. who aren’t worrying if they’ll be murdered by police. who aren’t wondering if there’s going to be a new wave of homophobic crimes, including psychological and physical torture labelled as a “cure”. who aren’t worried that a white terrorist will hunt them down and kill them for being a member of islam. who have a family that will be staying peacefully in our borders, who aren’t going to go back to countries that could possibly mean their death in some circumstances, who aren’t wondering what’s going to happen when they can’t afford to eat anymore.

i think there’s something so dangerous in the idea that we can blandly “survive” him. a calming wave that promises - oh, it’s not so bad, and we’ve lived through bad before. you lived through bad before. others did not.

don’t be calm. living, breathing, being alive in spite of this man is the best thing to be. our existence is a menace to him, and the idea that i could be causing him some small amount of discomfort is a small and bitter pleasure of mine. be alive, but fight. the only way out is through. he can guess again if he thinks we’re going to brace ourselves and hope we’re one of the ones who doesn’t become a statistic. there are those who cannot fight that i am protecting. there are those who must remain apart for their own safety. since i have the voice and the ability, i’m here. since i am able, i will be everything he hates and i will be it loudly, i will be it for those who cannot be. 

there are people who will not survive this presidency. there are people who have died as a direct result already. and i want him to feel every drop of blood he is responsible for. we cannot sit and pray we’re one of the survivors. as long as we are surviving, we must make use of our time because - god help me - we might be the next victim. and while everyone around us is placidly buckling down and bearing the load - we’ve already held up so much. and i want him to feel the weight. i want every ghost he gathers to swallow him whole. 

there are those who will not survive. there are those that did not survive. there is always hope, there is always the others who carry our light, there is always our own hands. but we cannot promise that there will be no loss of life. we cannot promise that the america we know will be somehow unchanged on the other side. 

we are alive for the moment. and i’m ready to fight.