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seiranxl  asked:

I know you get alot of wierd asks. And this one will probably be ignored to. Anyways i love your voice acting. I kinda dislike how teba and the great deku tree dont get that many voiced lines. But the ones we do get give us just enough of their personality. Now for the weird part. What do you think or the revalink ship?

I agree in that I wish Teba had more voiced lines. I understand how fits into the same theme of “temporary assistant” like the others, but the fact that he has to warm up to you first means that by the time you actually earn his admiration, you’re pretty much done with the Rito portion of the game.

I have no idea if the DLC has any plans to add extra voiced content, but one can always hope!

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do you hear the people sing?

Remember that alternate forms pokemon meme? remember it was soon replaced with the crossbreed pokemon meme? well, by the time those memes were hot on the internet I had no computer or scanner, and I had this Idea sitting there, but by the time I recovered my scanner the meme was no longer that relevant. However, thanks to pokemon sun and moon coming soon and thanks to some first gen pokemons having alternative “alola” forms, I think it was time I finally made this thing

I always tought it would be fun to se how different climates will affect a torterra’s shell garden, knowing the same plants dont grow in different ecosystems, and maybe crossing a torterra with different grass pokemon will make them suitable for their respective climates as seen in the picture

The first two are the most tropical ideas I had, one based on a tropical Island like hawaii and the other based on a rainforest or jungle, I know the moai heads are found on an Island too but please just coup with me a little

The third one is a frozen forest, this seemed to fit since off the 5 pokemons with alola forms, 4 are now Ice types, I asume we will be getting an island with snowe mountains and such

The fourth is based on a garden pond, it seems there will be a more asian inspired island, and all I could think about where japanese gardens, and even when we all see ludicolo as a mexican dancing tree, it is designed after lilypads and kappas, the latest being japanese not mexican

and thats pretty much it, I has been wanting to make this for a long time but couldnt find the inspiration to, until now

First Kiss: Jaemin

MASTERLIST

Anon: first kiss with jaemin please👏🏼👏🏼💕💕

Anon: Idk if can even request this but could you do Jaemin for the first kiss series soon? Sorry you can’t it’s cool!

Anon: IDK IF THIS IS HELLA RUDE TO SAY OR REQUEST BUT I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE ALL OF THE FIRST KISS SERIES AND HOW YOU SHOULD TOTALLY MAKE JAEMIN’S SOKN BECAUSE YOU KNOW JAEMIN BUT I DONT MEAN TO COME ACROSS AS PUSHY OR ANYTHING, JUST A SUGGESTION. SORRY

Thank you for requesting! I really hope you like this because I think it’s the best one I’ve written in the series :’-) good writing is very rare for me so I’m just uysaibhdisbidhsa - anyway enjoy! Also this was written for @jaeminnana and @jaeminniemouse because well, it’s obvious lmao 💕 💕 💕

Originally posted by zeusmayo

this gif literally fits in so perfectly with this scenario like ???? you will see what I mean when you read it my heART


  • So your first kiss with Jaemin would literally be your first kiss ever
  • And you weren’t even dating at the time
  • He was just your childhood friend, who had grown from the awkward and shy child he was to this confident and handsome teenager
  • Although you were complete polar opposites, you remained close friends throughout those changing years
  • And although, Jaemin had become a guy who was easily irritable and a little bit too cocky for his own good, you couldn’t help but fall for him
  • Of course you’d never tell him this though, god no
  • He already had a line of girls falling at his feet and swooning at the fact he was an idol and a student, and you weren’t intending on joining that queue any time soon
  • Little did you know that Jaemin felt the same way
  • Unable to resist your awkwardness and easily flustered self, he only just  managed to keep his feelings in check and only admire you from afar
  • You never realised how he stared at you whenever you spoke, or always slid his arm around your waist whilst you were walking, nor did you notice how he always spoke to you in a sweet and calm voice (even when he was teasing you) unlike how he usually spoke to everyone else
  • It definitely came as a shock to him when he suddenly blurted out one day: “Jaemin, how are you supposed to kiss someone? Can you show me?”
  • The question was innocent and laced with the obliviousness of affection for you, but to Jaemin, who literally choked when you said this, it came as a huge shock to him
  • You were both both studying at his house, sitting quietly next to one another as you tried to revise for your upcoming test
  • For a while now, your mind had been occupied with thoughts of only Jaemin
  • Maybe it was just teenage hormones or maybe it was just you realising how much you really really like Jaemin, 
  • But your heart couldn’t help but flutter every time he said your name or smiled at you
  • Having little experience in love or relationships would be something Jaemin always teased you about and would jokingly use it against you too
  • But his heart would melt at your question
  • He’d internally coo and sigh, cursing the universe for making you so adorable and innocent and yet still having the ability to make him feel all kinds of things in just a few words
  • Gulping, he leaned back of his chair looking at you seriously with an eyebrow raised
  • “Uhmmm, Y/N, shouldn’t you be asking someone else that? Like, I dunno, one of your girlfriends?”
  • “What? No! I’m not kissing them!”
  • Your eyes widened slightly, and you gasped at what you had just said
  • You had basically just asked him to help you by showing you - in literal terms too
  • Jaemin would chuckle at you, grabbing your hands and giving them a shake as if he was trying to get you back to normal
  • “Oh, c'mon Y/N. Not having your first kiss yet, it’s not that big of a deal. Let’s-let’s just carry on with this work yeah?”
  • He’d smiled at you sympathetically
  • It wasn’t that he didn’t want to help you, to be honest he had always wanted to kiss you
  • But that was exactly the problem - because he wanted to kiss you anyway, he didn’t want to change things between you or make things awkward
  • You eyes dropped and you forced a smile, blushing with embarrassment for being turned down
  • Even if he wasn’t going to show you, you really wanted to be told how to do it
  • “Please Jaemin? I don’t want to embarrass myself when I actually kiss someone I like, I just need some tips….”
  • Your voice started to get quieter and you cursed yourself for thinking that he’d agree and saying something as bold and weird as that
  • Watching as your shoulders slouched and your mouth twitched, a sign of yours he had noticed that you’d do whenever you were uncomfortable, Jaemin frowned, feeling a little awkward and guilty at your state
  • Quietly you’d hear a sigh and “fine then” and see him jokingly roll his eyes
  • Almost immediately you sat up straight a smile on your face, thankful that he had changed him mind
  • “So the first thing you need to know about kissing, is that you only do it when you’re married and in love okay?” - Jaemin & a slap from you
  • “Jaemin!” “Sorry, sorry okay!”
  • He’d turn his chair to face you onwards, gesturing that you do the same, and then moving closer to yours and pulling your chair between his legs slightly, so you were closer to him that you were expecting
  • In his head, he’s literally yodelling screaming with joy and his heart is racing, but on the outside, he looks chill af
  • You on the other hand, are doing a cRAP job at hiding your nervousness - you’re sweating and panting and red as hell
  • “I don’t really know how to explain this but…look I’ll just show you and you, you can see, yeah?”
  • His voice is low and deep, as he laces one of his hands with yours rubbing your fingers with his thumb warmly
  • Not trusting your voice to speak for you, you nod cutely, smiling at him fondly
  • His hand still laced with your fingers, he strokes your cheek with a finger
  • His fingers trailing fire over your too-sensitive skin, tracing the line of your jaw and the hypersensitive place by your ear
  • He bent closer to you, now close enough that you could feel him shaking a little bit as if he wasn’t sure if you would change your mind or push him away
  • But he didn’t realise how caught up you were in the moment
  • Giving you a shy smile, he untangles his hand from yours and slides his arm down to the small of your back and pulling you closer to him
  • When you made no sign to discourage him, he chuckled whispering “just enjoy this, yeah?”
  • You could feel his breath on your cheek and your eyelids fluttered closed at their own accord, as he closed the gap
  • His lips began a gentle exploration of your mouth, peppering soft kisses at each corner
  • “Relax - I don’t bite, Y/N”, he caresses the side of your face to get you to soften your jaw
  • Uncertain of what to do, but fully aware of how amazing it felt to have him kiss you, you unclenched your teeth and began kissing him back
  • You didn’t really know what to do or how to kiss him back well, but you could feel the sparkles in the pit of your stomach and firecrackers exploded behind your closed eyes
  • A hand cradled your head in just the right position to deepen the kiss, the kiss now turning from a short peck to show you how to kiss to a deeper, more meaningful kiss
  • His lips briefly left from yours to start their own sweet explore, touching the curve of your jaw and the Collins of your neck 
  • Jaemin’s lips were warm and soft but he soon broke the kiss, pecking you once more before leaning back at grinning widely at you
  • Both of his hands grab your hands and he plays with your fingers shyly, avoiding your gaze and smiling to himself
  • Your cheeks are burning, eyes wide in shock and you bite your lip trying to hold back from saying something stupid and potentially ruining things 
  • “I-I really liked that Y/N”
  • “Me too…”
  • A silence feel between you two, both your minds occupied with thoughts of one another
  • Eventually he looks up at you and smiles again, a hopeful glint in his eyes
  • “I’ve waited a long time to do that to you, Y/N. I hope you realised that”
  • “Wait, really? You have?”
  • “Mhmm…do you uhmmm- feel the same way perhaps" 
  • He laughs awkwardly, his gaze avoiding yours again but then immediately returns when you simply say "yes”, a bold side coming from you
  • A smile stretches across is face and he claps his hands in joy before reaching out to squeeze your cheeks and coo at you
  • “Oh yes! You’re so cute Y/N! Ooo wait, here have another kiss!”
  • Jaemin leans back in again, kissing you on your cheek to which you flushed deeply at and giggled 
  • And that was basically how Jaemin had grown from the awkward and shy child he was, to this confident and handsome teenager, and now to your idol and utterly charming boyfriend 
  • This was so cute to write omg I think I may have just swerved myself into Jaemin’s lane lmao join me in hell guys

First Kiss Series:

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I was thinking about this all afternoon; that scene between Max and Grandma Guthrie and the story she tells about the cat and her son and husband. At first it’s posed as a fable and Max is asked which part she plays, but its also a mental puzzle like that one with the fox and goose and corn. Max sees that right away, but what I find interesting, upon reflection, is Max’s answer.

I think it impressed Madam Guthrie, and at first glance it is perfectly unexpected. It’s so quintessentially Max and I also think Madam Guthrie is exactly the type of woman who’d “go out into the woods and drown the damn cat,” which is why she decides to give Max and Rackham a chance, because she sees herself in Max.

At the same time… its a pretty horrific answer. Because what is seen by both these women as the only viable solution to ending that cycle of suffering is not stopping a man from beating a child, but killing the animal that wants to be fed.

They see men and their violence as natural disasters. The equivalent of a storm, or an earthquake. Something you can’t prevent, but simply have to brace for and work around. I think it falls into the same trap of thinking men are incapable of self control when it comes to sexual assault, or other attacks. That it’s “just their nature,” and “boys will be boys,” etc.

Its said this attitude doesn’t hold men accountable for their actions, and that’s true, but to me it speaks more to the utter weariness of so many women. This sort of inherited despair we have, as a whole, which can lead to defeatist thinking. Like the victim of who’s been hurt so often they can’t imagine anything they do stopping their abuser. They’re in survival mode.

It says a lot about the time Max lives in, but this still holds true today and I think it is the one of the most insidious forms of toxic masculinity. The idea that it is inevitable.

And the more I think about it, the more I think that if Flint or Madi had sat in that chair, they would have proposed drowning Joseph Guthrie instead. Because he is the root of the problem. Not the hungry cat, or the little boy.

Max and Grandma also know that Joseph is the problem but they see him as an unsolvable one, so they do the next best thing. The least evil to achieve the least suffering.

Flint and Madi would argue that nothing is unsolvable.

Like all idealists they’d be considered mad for saying that, but ultimately, they’d be right. Because “drowning the cat” is only going to stop one problem at a time. Meanwhile the root violence that made drowning the cat necessary continues to perpetuate evil in other ways.

I have an uncle, and the last time I saw him, thankfully many years ago, I kept thinking that if the only way he knew how to make himself feel powerful was by putting someone else down, then he didn’t know a thing about power.

Joseph Guthrie, like many characters before him is a symbol of the “civilized” world, and in every era, including our own, men like Joseph have gotten away with horrors because crimes against humanity are not just considered inevitable they’re excused as “sound investments.” Like the Guthrie bookkeeper there are always people who argue that human decency (running businesses without slaves, providing free universal healthcare) are financially “unwise.”

Though in reality, its actually the opposite, and costs much less money.

Flint even says at one point “no-one will believe it’s possible until we show them.” Which beyond talking about the Urca also describes skeptics of a society with fair foundations.

Leaving the “Josephs” untouched and trying to clean up their mess and bandage the wounds they make one at time, is as destined to fail as trying to hold water with a sieve. Madi and Flint know the only way to really stop that cycle of suffering, is to make a world where men like Joseph Guthrie can’t beat their children.

The problem is that Flint is as much a victim of this adherence to violence as the rest of them. He really believes that war and burning it all down is the only way to stop it and when push comes to shove, Flint’s solution is murder.

Whether its because he really thinks its a more expedient or lasting solution, or its just a rash choice at the time, that’s where his mind first goes. I think he still doesn’t see how much of his own hatred and pain and desire for revenge has been tied up in this rhetoric.

I’m not saying revolution isn’t necessary. I stand with Madi a hundred percent. People have the right to fight for their rights and their existence and there are things that can only be stopped by outright revolt, but I think Madi is unique in that she’s a mix of Flint and Max’s ideologies.

Max, although she makes her own mistakes, knows how violence perpetuates violence. There’s an incredible and understated strength to her compassion, and she walks such a fine line with it, refusing to own slaves and perpetuate the evils she’s suffered on others, and not backing down when pressured to do so, or sneered at by “society.” Max adheres to the principle that change takes millions of tiny acts of kindness, incalcuable small victories (and every refusal to perpetuate violent traditions is a victory). Her’s is the slow rising of a tide, rather then one sweeping move.

Flint knows the evil’s of England’s colonialist society, but I don’t think he sees the difference between his war with “civilization,” and England’s wars with Spain, France, etc that he fought as a naval man.

Flint is fighting to win.

Madi and Max are fighting for peace.

*looks into the camera like she’s on the office*
tfw when u hurt and ur boyfrend has 2 carry u lmao lyk and subrscirble 

- five -

“There are a million reasons why this shouldn’t work…but there is only one reason why is should…” 


20 weeks

The buzz of my phone woke me up out of a dead sleep, the first decent sleep I had gotten in a full week and with an overly frustrated grumble, I reached over to my nightstand to blindly grab at my phone.

My stare was still blurry, infused with irritation as I blinked out the sleep but it didn’t take me more than a split second before my body was shooting up in my bed. All the air forced its way out of my slackened mouth in a gasp as I froze; my wide eyes glazing over as they read his texts again and again. No, I thought to myself, oh God please no.

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GOD I GOT THEM DONE

these were from the expression meme thing

ok first of all i have no idea how top right yuuri became yandere yuuri but it did and honestly it felt so weird drawing him like that yuuri no

and the bottom left wanted sick and flirty victor but i had no idea how to draw him flirty while sick so i just drew him sick

if you want you can use these is icons  With Credit but dont repost them please

also the bottom right one wasnt asked for but i wanted to do an even 4 so i just did that one lol

anonymous asked:

hey.. I've been wanting to make a webcomic for a VERY long time now, and I just have one problem. I dont think i believe in my own abilities to draw well enough so I dont know if I want to put myself out there, so I thought I'd ask YOU because i really like your art. How do I do it? (It's fine if you don't answer, I don't wanna waste anymore of your time.)

OHHH- WEBCOMICS ARE THE BEST :D!

Well, thank you first up, I like my art too!

The thing is, I’m sure you’ve noticed, as you grow and draw new things and improve, your style might change, the way you shade, everything. Eventually those first few pages or pictures you’ve drawn don’t look as awesome as your current stuff- and that’s OK! I’ve seen that happen with loads of comics I’ve followed, it doesn’t make the old stuff bad, but it is amazing to see everything change so much.

Zombie Hunters, Looking for group, Not a Villain and Questionable content are all amazing webcomics that gradually change style, and the way they tell the story :D

Here, this is one of my first comics on tumblr. (ok why does Sans look the exact same as I draw him now??? lol)

The thing is, if you don’t start, you won’t be able to find out if you can do it. I’ve had a habit of starting comics and never finishing them because I would get stuck or bored with them. But eventually I finished one, and although no one cared for it, I was incredibly proud of myself, it felt so good to finish it!

The second comic I’ve ever finished was “Don’t Come Back” here on tumblr.

So it’s mostly about starting, and getting through it, I tend to find the Point A to B parts the hardest. “How do I get this character over here??” So planning out EVERY small detail is important, even if you’re not sure you’ll use it in your story, it might help!

Anyway! I’d recommend grabbing some tutorials about comics, BOOKMARK THEM, and reread them sometimes! I revert to laziness or I sometimes forget how to panel my comics or pose the characters (This is mostly noticeable in the drunken comics) so even I reread tutorials frequently to refresh my memory :D.

This is my personal favourite tutorial

and my friend skyriazeth reblogs some great tutorials about all sorts of things!

I posted about this a few months ago but..

Old comic:

Recent comic:


Damn Papyrus, you’re so pretty~

Anyway, sorry for the wall of text, I hope you can start your webcomic! They are incredibly fun to do :D

greywolf-sheera replied to your post “I’ve been repeatedly returning to your ‘History may not repeat itself’…”

Tbh Sam, I’m not American, nor I live in America, but I’m seriously scared of where your country are going. Because like it or not, whatever happened in US will make waves across the globe one way or another. And I dont think Americans care about the rest us that had to endure your president international policy.

*rubs swollen sinuses*

So, my first reaction to this was anger, because I don’t know what response you…expect from this, I guess, or like, what you hope telling me you think Americans don’t care is going to accomplish. And I wrote a big angry post and then I deleted it, because I’m also super sick and really tired and it’s not fair to take my anger at my own powerlessness and my body’s betrayal of me out on you. 

And I can’t ignore it, because you literally just told me you think Americans don’t care and while I’m sure a lot don’t, I really don’t want to personally prove you right by not responding at all. 

So I guess the only way I can respond, honestly, is to be really tired and tell you that I hear you, I understand your concerns, I share them to a great extent, and I validate them.  

me to the anime crew: WHO DECIDED THE OPENING LYRICS SHOULD BE A LOVE SONG i love you guys

and somehow I think it’s a foreshadowing, to how these three are the first ones to appear in the opening, then korosensei. 

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Webisode was cute! For those who dont know the first webisode just went up on youtube. Short, sweet, adorable. I enjoyed it!! And the art was flipping adorable, like the characters were really adorably drawn and animated and the backgrounds were so pretty!
Also i didnt think Nino would be in it so when i heard his voice i actually said “Its my BOI” out loud to myself
One sentence and three seconds in a webisode and nino had as much coverage as he did in the christmas special
(Oh shit shots fired) lol
Really really cute!! Gotta love the girls

you know what i adore hp and narnia and his dark materials but for me, nothing will ever come close to a series of unfortunate events. like i dont think you understand how much of an effect those books had on me.

i still remember reading the first book when i was about 7 and it had just been translated into french and my dad bought it for me at the book store and i had no idea what to expect

i still remember asking my dad the next day to buy the second, third and fourth one because they were all out and i read them each in like two days

i still remember sitting in the theatre when i was nine and getting so confused when it started and thinking i was in the wrong room even though i kinda knew what was going on but i was just so damn excited 

i love everything about the series : the gloomy aesthetic, the infinite plot twists, the character development !!!!!, the fact that after all these years i still have no clue what time period it’s set in and the fact that even though i’ve read it countless times i still get surprised

BUT what i love the most is the fact that it made me feel valid. it made me feel like my problems were valid. my life wasn’t nearly as unfortunate as the orphans’ but they managed to always stay hopeful and happy and together even though it seemed like they were all alone in this world and i still remember reading the last one when i was twelve and very depressed but thinking that if violet, klaus and sunny could still have hope, then so could i

My First, My Last

A request to a one-shot of Lucas and Riley’s first time. I really don’t like how this turned out, and I’m not sure I’m going to keep it up. Please tell me what you guys think about this one. 

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Lucas and Riley are juniors in high school and have been dating for two years. Within those two years feelings have intensified. The experienced firsts together; first kiss, first relationship, first I love you. The thought of another first often crossed their mind; they are teenagers after all.

It’s Friday night, and Riley was home alone with Maya. Cory and Topanga wanted a night away with just each other, and Auggie was staying the night at Dewey’s. Riley and Maya had planned a girls’ night in; watch scary movies, much to Riley’s dismay, stuff their faces with junk food, and some much need girl talk.

The girls were sitting with the backs pushed up against Riley’s headboard watching Lights Out, Maya’s choice. Riley is constantly placing her hand over her eyes and peeking through her finger, something she’ll regret do when it’s time to go to bed. Maya, on the other hand, has her eyes glued on the screen shoving popcorn in her mouth.

For Riley, the movie seems to last a lifetime. So, when it finally ended Riley let out a sigh of relief. She scurried out of bed to turn on the lights, and scurried back; all while Maya laughed.

“I don’t know why I let you convince me I can handle scary movies. I think we both know I can’t, and probably will never be able to,” Riley say with a slight laugh.

“One day little plant, one day,” Maya teases.

The two best friend start to talk about their relationships, or sort of relationship in Maya’s case. Her and Josh are still playing the long game, and Riley notices whenever Maya talks about Josh, or Josh just being mentioned, Maya’s eyes sparkle.

Maya tries to draw the attention away from her and back onto Riley by asking about her and Lucas’ relationship. Riley never gets tired of talking Lucas, but this is the first time Riley admits to wanting to take thing further with Lucas, and Maya is surprised.

“Are you even prepared? You know, say you two get caught up in the moment,” Maya asks.

Riley reaches in her bottom drawer of her bedside dresser showing Maya a box of condoms, “Last weekend, when he walked me home after our date, he snuck in through the window like he always, and we were in an intense make-out session. I don’t know how far we would have gone if Auggie didn’t knock on my door ruining the moment.”

“Riley Matthews, you dog!” Maya says surprised. “I didn’t think you’d be the one wanting to take it to that level. I thought it would be Ranger Rick, himself.”

Riley laughs, “I mean look at him. How could I not want to?” Riley blushes. “I just don’t know how to tell him I’m ready. What if he doesn’t want to? I shouldn’t even say anything,” Riley says conflicted, and all Maya can do is laugh causing Riley to roll her eyes.

“The question is: do you think you’re ready for it? Sex is a big deal, and if you aren’t a hundred percent sure don’t do it. Once you lose your virginity, it’s gone.” Riley let’s Maya words run through her head.

Riley understand that sex is a big deal, but she knows that she loves Lucas, despite people saying they are too long to know what love is, Riley knows what she feels is something real. She opens her mouth to say something, but stops when she sees a grinning Maya.

Maya is smiling at a message she just received. Whenever she sees his name pop up on her phone, her heart flutters. The older she gets, the closer her and Josh become.

“Peaches, is that Josh?” Maya nods as she smiles.

Maya takes a deep breath, “Would you hate me if I pushed girls’ night to tomorrow,” Riley doesn’t say anything, “He wants to go for a walk and talk.” Maya eyes start to shine, “I really like talking to him. I can tell him anything, and he’ll just listen to me talk about everything and anything.”

Riley sighs. She knows what Maya is feeling because she feels like that with Lucas, and she couldn’t stop her best friend. “Go.”

Maya’s eyes widen, “Really?” Riley nods, and Maya’s face lightens up. “You can call Lucas and tell him to come over.”

“I don’t know, maybe. It’s ten; it’s a little late.”

Maya laughs, “Yeah, but that means you’re going to be here. Alone. In the dark.”

Riley cringes, “Okay, I might.” Riley grabs her phone and sends a message to Lucas to come over because she didn’t want to be alone. A minute later Lucas responds saying he was on his way.

Soon Josh is ringing the buzzer, and Riley lets him up. She opens the door revealing her uncle, “Niece,” he says giving Riley a hug.

Riley laughs, “Hey Uncle Josh. You’re here for Maya,” he nods. Riley turns her head in the direction of her room, “Maya!” she shouts, and soon Maya is jogging into the room. Maya’s blue eyes land on Josh’s brown as soon she sees him.

“Hey,” Maya’s voice raises slightly, and Riley chuckles.

Josh smiles, “Hey.”

Riley rolls her eyes laughing, “You two are kind of disgustingly cute. Is that how Lucas and I are?” she asks as she moves to open the door so they can leave.

“Yes,” Maya and Josh say together and laugh falls from the three.

Riley opens the door to see a breathless Lucas standing there, “I came…as fast…as I could.”

“Did you run here?” Lucas nods, and Riley laughs leaning in giving him a soft kiss on his cheek, “You’re adorable.”

Josh looks at Lucas and then to Riley, “You two alone? I don’t think so.”

Riley looks at Maya pleading with her eyes to do something. Maya grabs Josh’s, and a smile spreads across his face along with a slight blush. “C’mon. What can happen, it’s Riley,” Maya says, and both her and Riley start to snicker. Maya starts to pull Josh to the front door, “I’ll see you tomorrow, Riles.”

“Bye peaches,” Riley looks at Josh, “You take care of her.”

“Of course, and you two behave,” he looks between Riley and Lucas.

Lucas nods, “Yes, sir,” they all laugh as Josh and Maya walk out, and Riley closes the door behind them. Leaving just two, alone.

Lucas walks over to Riley engulfing her into his arms, and she giggles. This is her favorite spot. He touches his lips to her, and it feel magical for the both, like every single kiss they share.

Riley pulls away, “Hi.”

Lucas smiles, “Hi.”

“Hey,” she smiles and pecks his lips. They stand in the middle of the living room for a little while long enjoying each other’s company.

“Do you want to go watch a movie in my room? I’m not really that tired.”

“Of course, after you,” Lucas gestures for Riley to go first. Riley looks into the dark hall, back at Lucas, and shakes her head.

“You can go first.”

Laughter comes from Lucas, “Did you and Maya happen to watch a scary movie?”

“Maybe,” she smiles guilty. Lucas shakes his head smiling walking towards the bedroom with Riley right behind him.

Riley moves to her bed to clean up the mess her and Maya made with the popcorn, when she hears a sudden noise behind her that startles her. She turns to see Lucas who knocked over a stack of books from her desk.

Lucas laughs, “Why don’t we watch a happy movie? Get you mind off whatever movie you two watched.”

“Okay,” Riley nods. “You pick. I’m going to go put this in the kitchen,” she says holding up the almost empty bowl with two empty cans of soda.

When Riley comes back, Lucas is resting in her bed with his back against the headboard with 10 Things I Hate About You ready on her laptop. He pats the spot next to him, and Riley doesn’t hesitate to take it. The two aren’t really paying attention to the movie, maybe because they both seen the movie more times to count, but are too wrapped in each other and their voices.  

Riley is laying on Lucas’ chest making little circles on his chest when she looks up at him, and he is already staring down at her. He slowly leans in closing the gap in between their lips and a wave of urges ignite in both of them. The kisses start off sweet and tender full of love, but soon deep with hunger and full of lust. Riley knew where she wanted this to go, but she wasn’t sure if Lucas wanted the same thing. She makes a bold move and climbs on top of him, looking down at a bug-eyed Lucas who was not expecting it.

“Wh-what are you doing?” he asks nervously breaking their kiss.

“I,I thought this is what you wanted,” Riley looks down at him waiting for him to say something, anything. “I guess not,” she says in a defeated hush tone as she pulls herself off of him.

Lucas sits up adjusting himself not knowing what to say. “I, uh, I just-“

Riley shifts so that she is facing him, “Lucas, do you not-“ he doesn’t let her finish.

“No!”

“No, you don’t want to?” Riley asks confused.

Lucas shakes his head, “I want to, of course I do, but I don’t want you do feel like you need to because I want to.” Riley laughs lightly and reaches for the box of condoms in her dresser. When Lucas sees, his eyes go wide, “Why do you have those?”

“Why do you think?” Lucas smirks as he shrugs his shoulders. “I wanted to be prepare if we ever decided to have sex,” Lucas looks at Riley, and she her eyes meet his, “I want to, but only if you do.”

He laughs, “Riley, sometimes I have to go home and take a cold shower after leaving you,” she blushes. “I want you,” his says seductively, and it sends chills down Riley’s spine.

He leans in slowly and captures her lips. Starting soft and slow Riley starts to lay herself down, and Lucas hovers over her. Riley deepens the kiss craving more of his touch, his hands start to explore her body. Riley’s hand slowly move to the hem of her shirt and starts to lift it slightly. When she tried to pull it over her head, it gets caught on her earring.

Lucas can’t help but laugh because the more she tries to pull it off, the more she struggles. “Here let me help you,” he gently pulls the shirt off her leaving Riley in her bra and pajama shorts.

“And let me help you,” Riley sits up slightly reaching for his shirt and tugging it off, “Wow,” her eyes immediately scan over his body causing Lucas to blush. She her fingers from his chest down to his stomach making Lucas burn for her more. Riley eyes fill with desire; she presses her lips against his, and he lowers her to her back.  

Lucas moves to kiss her neck causing Riley to arch her back. Riley moves her hands to unlatch her bra, and he can’t help but run his eyes down her body making Riley nervous. She slowly starts to undo his pants, and he reaches for the box of condoms.

Riley watches as Lucas fumble with the box trying his best to get it open. After a minute, Riley places her hand over his and he looks up at her. “Here I can do it,” she says pulling the box out of his hands.

“I could have done it. I’m just a little nervous.”

She hands him back the now open box, “So am I,” their eyes meet, “but I haven’t changed my mind.”

“Neither have I,” he closes the gap. Lucas starts to pull down his pants ready to become one with the girl he loves. Riley can feel her heart racing because she knows what’s going to happen next. Lucas is slides on the condom and helps Riley out of her bottoms; his racing heart matches Riley.

His green eyes meet Riley’s, “Ar-are you sure?” he asks with his heart going a mile a minute. Riley slowly nods. Lucas caress the side of face, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.” They lock eyes, “I’m ready,” she says softly.

He slowly starts to enter her, and she winces in pain. Tears start to build in Riley eyes, and Lucas panics, “Oh my god! I’m hurting you. We can stop,” he gently brushes them away.

“N-no,” she says softly clearing her throat, “I’ll be okay.”

“I don’t want to hurt you,” his voice is filled with love.

Riley shakes her head, “You aren’t, just don’t stop,” she whispers and he doesn’t.

The two lay in bed interlocked in each other, both high off one another. It was a moment that Lucas and Riley were going to remember forever.

Riley untangles herself, sit ups, and stares her the boy who has her heart, “I feel-“

Lucas follows suit cutting he off, “closer,” Riley nods, “Me too,” he grabs her hand pulling it to his lips making Riley smile.

“Another first,” Riley says under her breath to herself.

Lucas smiles, “First kiss,” he kisses her shoulder, “first girlfriend,” another kiss, “first love,” he kisses her neck. Riley turns to meet his eyes while a blush runs to her cheeks, “I’m going to be your last too,” he smiles.

“Promise,” Riley’s voice is filled with hope.

“Promise,” Riley pushes her lips against his as they both smile through the kiss.

The moment is quickly ruined when Riley’s phone goes off with an alert. She breaks apart from Lucas grabbing her phone looking at a text message from Maya.

Maya
Your uncle here has been on edge since we left you and Lucas alone, so we’re on our way back.

Riley laughs as she responds.

Riley
I guess I’ll see you two in a bit.

Maya
Did you and Lucas, you know?

Riley doesn’t want to responds; she wants to keep this moment between her and Lucas for as long as she can.

you know what i just realized was, when rick asked michonne if she was hiding more guns, it was paralleling season 5 when rick hid the guns from her in alexandria, and you can kinda of see that on her face when he asks, she has this look of what like you did? not that it was anger towards him about that, because i dont think she really faults him for doing that, but shes kind of looking at him like well you did it so back off. i just think that whole exchange between them was so ground breaking because its their first real disagreement since they’ve been together and even though both of them are visibly drained and frustrated, they still handle each other with care, they arent screaming at one another, just simply trying to get the other to see what they see, and if thats not a relationship thats here to stay i dont know what is

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I’ve been drunk since Friday and I heard a thingy on the radio about one direction fans forcefully introducing the world to a song called No Control, and like I LOVE no control, and all my friends were too hungover to function today, so I drank some more and made this 👍

Andi Mack Episode 1 Review

I know everyone’s still very salty about GMW and some of you think this show is a “cheap replacement” or something which i still dont understand  but guys…when i tell u this pilot blew the gmw pilot OUT OF THE WATER….anyways. here’s my review. 

So after watching the pilot episode of AndiMack, I think it’s fair to say that Disney hit the nail on this one. In the first couple of minutes, I was really questioning if I was going to enjoy this show but as soon as Bex pulled up, the dynamic just soared. It’s a ballsy plot line for Disney and I think they know that they need to delve into more content like this if they want to keep relevant. And also because it’s just better. The overall quality of the show is just on another level. At times, I felt as if I was watching a DCOM. The single-camera, serialized format definitely gives Andimack an edge and the inclusion of an Asian-American cast just makes the show that much more representative. Also, I still can’t get over Cyrus’ period joke. I was on.the.floor. 

Overall, I can tell this show is heading in a different direction and I’m super excited for where it leads. I highly recommend checking it out. Not just for bold plot twist, but also for the realistic display of characterization and writing. AndiMack is definitely in good hands. 

Grade: B+ 

ryan-is-totally-normal  asked:

This is very likely not the right place to be asking this but i literally don't know where to ask. One of my closest friends who ive confided in with my gender everything and has helped me has told me their mother hits them on a regular basis. She said it as an offhand comment but im worried, should i tell someone? I dont want to get her in trouble with her mum but i also dont want her to be hurt like that. If youve got any advice at all id appreciate it, sorry this if this is inappropriate

This is not an inappropriate question, this is an important question. 

I think the first thing you should do is get your friend to clarify the situation and what she meant by what she said. You said it was an off handed comment and might of meant something else. Then talk to her about if she even knows what is happening, many abuse victims are unaware of the situation, especially if that is how they were raised. Does she feel unsafe, etc. 

After this, if you deem that she is in a dangerous situation, there are several avenues to go through. The easiest for you, if you are in school, is to go to a student counselor or straight to the principal. 

If they are unresponsive to your concerns:

Another would be to report it directly to your state’s child protective services, which depending on the state you can do anonymously. 

Without knowing where you live this is the best link I can provide (if you are in the US that is) [HERE]

I hope this helps

~Emma