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Thea,

Hockey…did you know your brother loves hockey?  And I love hockey?  Who would have thought we would have that in common.  We are in Edmonton so I decided that we were going to go see the Edmonton Oilers play…talk about freak out…I thought Oliver was going to have a heart attack.  Apparently he hates them or something.  I told him it was a charity game and he agreed to go but only if he could wear his Kings shirt.  I didn’t even know he had brought one of those.  So he wore his Kings shirt, and actually met a fellow fan wearing a Kings shirt.  He won’t admit it, but he had fun.  The Oilers lost so I know he was happy.  Happy Oliver=Happy life.  Hehe.  Give our love to everyone.  Felicity.

My anxiety has been so severe lately I’ve been suffering from a large volume of paranoid thoughts and I can’t sleep properly. I keep thinking I’ll be kicked out of college, or I’ll crash my car, that my physical symptoms are actually cancer, that I’ll have a heart attack mid run, that he’ll leave me. It’s spiralling so out of control and I don’t know what the trigger is.

I’m anxious and hypersensitive and I have no idea what is going on inside my head it’s a constant battle but I don’t know what I’m battling.

im in class i cant stand all these noises anymore my stomac hurts my heart is racing i think im having a silent anxiety attack PEOPLE KEEP TALKING WHY WONT THEY SHUT UP

Favorite characters tag!

I was tagged by the amazing sparkylovesbooks  to do the 10 characters tag! I’ll name and rank my top 10 favorite characters from my favorite series. Call 911, I’m going to probably have a heart attack!

1. Fred & George Weasley (Harry Potter)

2. William Herondale (The Infernal Devices)

3. Annabeth Chase (Percy Jackson and the Olympians)

4. Rosemarie Hathaway (Vampire Academy)

5. Adrian Ivashkov (Vampire Academy & Bloodlines)

6. Jace Herondale (The Mortal Instruments)

7. Hermione Granger (Harry Potter)

8. Magnus Bane (The Shadowhunter Chronicles)

9. Adam Wilde (If I Stay & Where She Went)

10. Peter Kavinsky (To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before)

I’m extremely sad to say that I’ve never encountered a female lead character to whom I can fully relate. I’ll keep on searching. 

I tag: bookmad ofpagesandink books-and-cookies bibliophilicwitch thatwriterchickyouknow and anyone else who’d like to do this tag. 

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I will not be posting for BEAUTIFUL-HALO anymore! Please read.

You have NO idea what kind of a heart attack I had today.

So I’m going about my day today, scrolling about, just like usual. I go get some food, I come back, I refresh Tumblr…

“Your account has been terminated.”

WHAT.

WHAT?????

I start to panic. What did I do wrong?? I credit absolutely everyone I post about?? This happened out of nowhere with no warning, oh my god??

So I contact support, shake for a few hours because this blog means everything to my Etsy shop which is literally my only income. I mean I had this blog for years, there’s no way I can build up such an audience again, not when I have rent and bills to pay?? Then, after a few hours (quite quickly if I may say so tbh) I get a reply from support:

While I enjoyed posting for them (cute clothes tbh), I am beyond angry. They repeatedly violated terms. Tumblr definitely contacted them about this. They knew and they didn’t tell me anything about this.

Please be careful if approached by this company - a few extra bucks aren’t worth getting your blog terminated over.