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i know people are gonna think im pairing these two. yes and no. i see it as two very lonely people who only have each other. and sometimes in stressful and heartbreaking situations, you need another person to fill that gap, physically or emotionally. they’re not in love, but all they have is each other for comfort. i haven’t seen anyone touch on this yet with these two. i just hope i can do this some justice :T

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In an effort to get some emotional truths out of them, I ask them to face each other, look deep into each other’s eyes and say one thing they love about the other.

“I like this game,” says Alex. “You realise you’ve never let it out.”

“I tell him I love him all the time,” replies Miles. “You have to go through the pain threshold. I love you because you’ve got a very strong pain threshold.”

How about you, Alex?

A long pause. Are we about to hear something from the heart?

“A halo just appeared around Miles’ head while I was staring into his eyes,” says Alex finally. “I swear. No kidding. Just as I was about to respond, a halo appeared and now he’s levitating about four inches. He’s floating.”

A Sleepless State (Bucky x Reader)

Note: This was not my idea it was sent in by anonymous so thank you this was a brilliant idea and I loved writing it <3
Word Count: 911
Warnings: A tiny bit of swearing (nothing too bad)
Y/N= Your name
E/C=  (your) Eye colour

Bucky’s lack of sleep was finally getting to him. The nightmares had returned, every time he closed his eyes a horrific graphic image would appear reminding him of his time spent enduring the torture that was given out by heartless HYDRA agents. This sleepless state had made him paranoid and he was convinced you were cheating on him with no other than his best friend, Steve Rogers.

‘I am not cheating! How many times do I have to tell you? You are the only man that I love!’ You screamed at your boyfriend of two years. You knew you shouldn’t shout and hoped that deep down he knew that you would never cheat and it was the paranoia talking. You had tried to help him in every way you could think of but nothing would help him fall into a deep sleep to escape the horrors of the real world. You had wanted to take him to see a doctor yet to no avail he had refused and you weren’t strong enough to physically force him.
'Don’t lie to me Y/N! I have seen the way you look at each other! … You used to look at me like that, but now it has gone!’
'Me and Steve are just friends! If you don’t believe me, ask him!’

Bucky stormed out of your room. You knew where he was going. You Steve and Bucky were the only ones in Stark Tower and you knew that when Bucky was in these mental states he was violent and would fight till the last breath had been beaten out of his body.

You grabbed hold of the hem of his dark navy green t-shirt in an attempt to stop him because you knew if Bucky tried anything Steve in the end would win out.
'Bucky please just stop!’ He kept going, nearing the end of the corridor that led to the living room where Steve was. You dodged him going around the side of his body so you were now a few paces in front of him, blocking his path.
'Stop this now!’ You said sternly. He stopped right in front of you.
'Y/N I swear to God if you do not move’
'You’ll what make me?’ That was exactly what he did. He wrapped his metal arm around your waist easily lifting you. Still being careful to not to physically hurt you he moved you to the side so he could get past.

This time, he ran to the living room.
'Steve you bastard!’ He screamed, Steve stood up from his comfortable position on the sofa holding his hands up so Bucky knew he wasn’t being threatened.
'What’s up Bucky?’ He innocently asked trying not to wind Bucky up.
'You and Y/N eh? I must admit Steve I thought you were better than that!’
'What? Me and Y/N? Bucky we are just friends…’ You had run to them both and was now standing next to Steve.

'Liar!’ Bucky screamed lifting his metal arm into the air getting ready to strike. You jumped out in front of Steve hoping that the thought of you being in danger would snap Bucky out of this psychotic episode. You felt a gust of air as the metal arm swung down with brutal force you flinched and closed your E/C eyes, bracing yourself for the pain and damage it would course you if it made contact with your skin.

You opened you E/C orbs, you knew that the metal should have made contact with your skin. You looked to the side Bucky’s metal arm had stopped just inches from the right-hand side of your face.

Bucky’s expression softened.
'Y/N’ he mumbled. He looked at his clenched fist then at your worried expression and realised what he was about to do. You weren’t worried about being hurt but how Bucky would react to the thought that he could have coursed your pain.
'I’m … I’m a monster!’ he said stepping back, he wanted to get as much distance between you and him so that there was a small chance of him hurting you.
'I-I’m so sorry’ He was now standing still waiting for your response. He knew what you was going to say. You’re a parasite Bucky no good for any of us! I can’t believe I ever trusted and loved you. Just go I never want to see you again! he imagined you saying.

Instead, you slowly walked toward him and cupped his face in your hands you examined his features he had bags under his eyes as dark as the night he failed to sleep in, he had slight stubble. However, worst of all his once bright piercing blue eyes were dull and tired.
'You are no monster. I knew you would never hurt me and if you were a monster you would have done’ You leaned in softly placing your lips on his and gave him a small kiss. You laced your fingers through his and started to lead him towards your bedroom.
'We are off to the doctors to see if there is anything they can do for you tomorrow. I don’t care if you say no it’s what you doing. So try to get some sleep now.’ You said softly to him as you both entered your room.

UNIQ REACTION To you being an idol in korea and all the other male celebrities have a crush on you

Here we go again~One more reaction for you! I have to say that I enjoyed this very much o3o/

x~x~x~x~x

Yixuan:

“Too bad! She’s already taken!” *do a happy dance* He’d be proud to have such a beautiful girl that loves him and let him love her back. Of course it he would have a little tiny piece of jealousy deep inside him everytime he sees another man talking about you, but he trusted you and never let the feelings overcome the limit.

Sungjoo:

Sungjoo being the extremely handsome guy he is, (sorry not sorry)  he’d be happy with the comments everybody make about you two being such a beautiful couple, and that you were perfect for each other.  

(pretend you’re Yixuan)

Wenhan:

Wenhan would be a bit sour about everyone having their eyes on you, but since you two were idols he tried his best to keep his cool, but that didn’t mean he would not show his possessive side while being with you, not to the point of being inconvenient.

Sungyoung:

“Yeah yeah… You can look as much as you want! I know were’re the hottest couple here”

Yibo:

“I got my eye on you guys.. don’t even dare”

x~x~x~x

Done! Hope you like it~

Gif Credits To Their Original Owners!

~ADM Pandacchi

i can understand why descent got some flack bc when it’s not the fade people complain about, people automatically hate anything that has to do with the deep roads (meanwhile i love it but whatev) and it had some annoying game mechanics and quests like basically it was a collect-a-thon or slaughterhouse of enemies so yeah i getcha i getcha

but the new lore information in descent was just…so good and interesting??? and the last act of the game was gorgeous with the lyrium veins and whatnot. plus u have the funny easter egg of the nug king and the two new temp companions were great (plus one was voiced by david hayter aka solid snake so……)

idk (kind of a tl;dr of rambling below bc i’m thinking about the descent)

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anonymous asked:

i firmly believe haycon is the worst and im embarrassed for anyone who ships it. connor and risa are in love and thats that. connor couldnt give two shits about hayden. i mean i know he was his dealer once but like it aint that deep lmao like ok connor didnt even know hayden's last name what true friend smh i truly pity you. go die for shipping a pairing i dont like just because it contradicts my own otp 1!1!1!1

wow… you’ve truly opened my eyes to this toxic ship. you make exceedingly good arguments. i don’t possibly know how i could have overlooked them. i should burn in hell for shipping haycon. i’m Truly Sorry and Embarrassed. accept my deepest apologies. 

Day 3 - First moment you were like "huh they look cute together"

I think it happened during Worlds 2013. By then I was already their fan (I discovered them with Carmen at GPF) and all I knew about them is that I wanted them on top of the podium because they were too great. Me wondering if they were together it didn’t even cross my mind because I fell in love with them because of their skating ❤ But then I saw this moment between them

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I thought “wow.. what these two have is really deep” and I was staring at him talking to her in a such convincing way with those clear eyes and a comforting smile… while she was looking at him with admiration, absorbing all his words. I was amazed. Still am actually.

So from that moment they ruined me LOL!

It’s so much better for your sanity and life if you’re not too overly involved in Kpop. Personally, I’ve been into Kpop for two years now and BTS is my bias group and the only group I’ve been genuinely interested bc I love their music. But getting involved in the fandom and the drama is not my thing. Whenever I see myself getting in too deep I take a step back bc there are more important things. Remember that the next time your bias group has a scandal, take a step back. You have you’re own life

The Signs as Quotes from Pete Wentz's Book "Gray"

TRIGGER WARNING for depression/negativity/drug reference


Aries- “I’ve always believed in God. I’m just not so sure he believes in me.”

Taurus- “The silence is the worst part of any fight, because it’s made up of all the things we wish we could say, if only we had the guts.“

Gemini- "We are two explorers in the dark. Mapless and hopeless. Alone together.”

Cancer- “I’ve always been a dreamer, have always believed in the power of love and art and loud, life-affirming rock and roll…“

Leo- “Life is a deep and contemplative story stuck on repeat. Love, loss, self-destruction, self-discovery…”

Virgo- “I’m not just taking trips down memory lane; I’m broken down on it.”

Libra- “Our brains may lie to us, but our hearts never do.”

Scorpio- “Unfortunately, no one really loves themselves. And, if they do, they need to get to know themselves better.”

Sagittarius- “…my mind works the night shift.”

Capricorn- “My brain has always been my enemy…”

Aquarius- “They know love is greater than everything, greater than even God.”

Pisces- “Love exists in powder. Love exists in pills. We are all addicts.”


I tried my best with this but I’m sorry if your sign’s quote doesn’t fit you.

KBTBB HC - The guys realizing they’re in love with MC

@thehigherthebun Request: The moment each bidder realizes they’ve fallen for MC? I just had to ask, you are my writing/headcannon idol and inspiration on tumblr! Thank you! :)

Omg I’m someone’s idol?!?! I feel so freaking special!! <3 I’d be delighted to do this for you :) Hope you enjoy


Soryu

The two of you were laying in bed one night, each of you reading your body individually. He was deep in his detective novel when he felt something rest on his shoulder. He lowered his gaze to see that you had fallen asleep while reading, your own book fallen to the bed and your chest rising and falling with your deep breathing. A small smile came to his face, and he lowered his own book, adjusting himself so that you could rest more peacefully on him. He’d probably never admit it to you, but you looked absolutely stunning even in your sleep, the way your face seemed so angelic in such a state. When he adjusted himself lower, he felt you smile against his shoulder, and whisper his name. Your voice was slurred with sleep, but there was a happy tone to it, one that had Soryu staring at you with amazement for a moment. How was it that even when you were asleep, you managed to bring goosebumps to his skin with the simplest of effort. His smile deepened though, finally realizing that the reason he always seemed to see the stars in your eyes, was because he’d fallen so hard for you that you were his sky. His everything. Gently he leaned forward and placed a kiss on your forehead. 


Baba

The two of you were seated across from one another at a dining table. You had assisted him with a heist, and as it was the wee hours of the morning and the both of you were starved, you sat in a little diner just around the corner that happened to still be open. Once your food arrived, you chowed down like there was no tomorrow. You barely even registered that there was indeed a fork and knife sitting mere inches away, grabbing your food and simply shoving it in. Baba was almost amazed at first, he too was just as hungry, but seeing you so unrestrained make him chuckle. He loved that you were more comfortable around him now, that you could be yourself. You stopped then, hearing him laugh. Realizing how crazily you’d just consumed your food, you swallowed and too laughed. He smiled, watching you laugh. It was then, seeing you like this, that made him realize just how deeply in love with you he was. Wanting nothing more than to see you just as content and comfortable with him for the rest of your life. 


Ota

You were spending the day with Ota in his studio, watching him paint. It only remained silent for a few moments before it seemed you had decided to finger paint. On Ota. You dipped your finger into one of the canisters, coating your finger in the thick liquid, and brushed it against his cheek. Ota turned to you then, and immediately dipped his own finger into the canister and rubbed it onto your nose. As payback. An all out war began then, the two of you grabbing separate canisters of paint and rubbing it against one another. Once the paint ran out however, the two of you looked at each other. You laughed then, and gave him a smile, the two of you completely covered in paint. The truth was that as he looked at you, smiling at him like that, seeing the absolute joy and wonder on your face, it caused his heart to swell. And he realized he wanted to see that look on your face as many times as he possibly could. In fact, it instantly became a new goal of his. To find as many ways in his lifetime to bring you joy, just so he could see that smile again. That was when he knew he was in love with you.


Eisuke:

Eisuke had come home late one night after a particularly long conference he’d had. He entered the room as quietly as he possibly could, knowing you’d likely gone to bed hours ago. But when he walked in, he saw a single lamp on and you sitting at the table, your body slumped forward against the table. Fast asleep. He realized you’d probably tried to wait up for him, but had fallen asleep in the process. A smile crossed his face as he slowly walked forward towards your sleeping face, squatting down next to you so he could look up at you. You looked so beautifully peaceful that Eisuke himself felt at ease. He reached up and ran a hand through your hair, smiling more when you slightly stirred at his touch, a smile of your own reflecting on your face in your sleep. His heart skipped a beat, and for just a moment he felt like a young boy again. Giddy with joy and love. It dawned on him in that moment just how precious you were to him, how he wouldn’t be able to go on without you in his life.


Mamoru

It was snowing one day and the two of you were walking home, hand in hand. It had started to snow harder, large snowflakes coming down and scattering across the ground. You stopped in your tracks suddenly, letting go of his hand and walking towards a large mound of snow. He called after you, wondering if something was the matter. But you turned then, collecting some snow in your hand. You giggled as you decided to then throw a snowball at him, immersing the two of you into a snowball fight. He couldn’t help but laugh along with you, the two of you playing in the snow. You paused to reload your snowball ammunition, and it was then that Mamoru saw the look on your face. The smile that glowed on your face, and making him smile even more. You looked so happy, doing even such a small thing with him, and it was then that he realized how hard he’d fallen for you. Feeling more than anything a sense of joy he wasn’t sure he’d ever felt before meeting you. And it was then that he knew he would never be able to be apart from you, as you had become the very definition of his joy.  

The Awkward Phase (Sam x reader)

Imagine: Dean knowing that you and Sam have feelings for each other and constantly putting the two of you into awkward situations.

Word count: 1461


You were nose deep in a book on Djinn when Dean finally came back into the room carrying a tray of coffees and…most likely donuts. Hopefully he’d gotten you a bagel. 

You didn’t really understand why he needed a pound of sugar first thing in the morning. 

He gently closed the door behind him and his heavy footsteps pounded the floor as he made his way to sit on his bed.

   “Morning, princess.” Dean scoffed, sitting down on the mattress. You looked up and gave him a mock smile and he threw you the smaller of the two bags. With your cat-like hunter reflexes, you caught it before it could hit the floor.

You opened the warm brown paper bag to see your usual breakfast: a toasted bagel with butter. Finally, Dean had learned from his mistakes. The last time he brought you something chocked full of sugar first thing in the morning, you’d dyed all his underwear pink.

From what you’d heard from Sam in a fit of laughs, Dean didn’t get laid for two months after that. That still made you laugh when you thought about it.

   “Where’s Sam?” Dean asked, biting into his own food and sipping his coffee. You sighed, looked back to your book for a moment, then stood up to make your way to the older Winchester.

   “In the shower.” You said through gritted teeth as you yanked your coffee from the tray as Dean had “forgotten” to give it to you. 

You weren’t particularly a morning person. And if you didn’t get your coffee, it would just be a bad time for everybody. He returned your mock smile and sipped from his styrofoam again.

   “Well, tell him to get a move on. I think I heard something on the scanner this morning.” Dean told you, looking up to meet your gaze with a grin. 

You knew you shouldn’t have told him about your crush on his brother. Damn the end-product of alcohol. 

You rolled your eyes and stepped over to the bathroom door reluctantly, hand in your back pocket.

   “Sam!” You called, hearing the running water. You yanked your hand out of your pocket and glanced back to Dean who was smirking wildly at you.

   “Sam, we got a lead!” You hit your fist three times on the door and you heard the water shut off suddenly.

   “What?!” Sam responded in confusion.

   “Get out here, Sammy!” Dean stood up from the bed and took a step towards the door. You heard incoherent mumbling behind the door and stepped back as you heard Sam’s hand grasp the door handle.

   “Dean, what is so imp-” Sam cut himself off when he realized you were closer to the bathroom door than his brother was and his face flushed.
You were caught staring at him. And you couldn’t help the blush that crept on your cheeks as well when you glanced down at his toned stomach. 

You noticed that he was wearing nothing but a towel and you suddenly wondered what he would look like if the towel were to just drop-

   ‘Y/n, get a hold of yourself.’ You thought, making your eyes go back up to Sam’s.

   “Y/n.” Dean cleared his throat with a chuckle. It had been silent before then.

That snapped you out of your trance. You awkwardly walked back over to where your book was sitting and sipped your coffee nonchalantly.

But you didn’t notice that Dean had crossed the room and gone straight into the bathroom; leaving you two alone…Sam in just a towel.

You buried your face in your book again as you sat down on the couch, trying to avoid Sam’s nervous gaze. Sam was clearly annoyed at his brother and he looked back to the bathroom door to bang on it with his hand.

   “Dean, c’mon my stuff’s in there!” Sam yelled, you heard Dean chuckle. You looked up carefully and got another look at Sam.

His shoulders were, by far, the most attractive part of his bare upper body. At least, that’s what you thought. In your mind, you could tell a lot about a man by the way he carried himself. 

If his shoulders were hunched forward, then the guy wasn’t very out-there and he didn’t feel good in his own skin. If his shoulders were rigid and held back, then the guy was confident and full of pride in what he could do.

And Sam definitely had his shoulders held back...

Your curious y/e/c eyes trailed down the rest of his upper body. His biceps were as toned as his stomach was and his chest still glistened with water.

When Dean didn’t answer Sam’s call, Sam turned and began walking over to the second bed where his duffel was. That gave you enough time to whip your neck back around and act like you were still reading.

It was silent for at least five minutes with the occasional shift of fabric and then you heard a throat clear.

   “Y/n, you can turn around now.” Sam’s voice was quiet and shy. But you obliged and put your book down on the couch. Your face was still warm from the sight you’d been met with earlier.

His hair was still dripping onto his white button up shirt, but at least now he had pants on.

There was something different about the way you looked at him now. It was like he was…

   “Sam, c’mere.” You said gently, staring at him as his face heated up visibly. His jaw clenched but he slowly stepped around the couch as you stood up to meet him.

   “Y/n-”

   “Shh!” You cut him off, not able to take your eyes off of his lips. They looked soft, warm.

You pressed your hand to his chest and felt the muscles clench underneath it. You were close enough to his face that you could feel his warm breath fan against your skin, and you could feel his eyes glued to you in confusion.

   “Y/n, what are you-”

Cutting him off, you slowly closed the small space between you and kissed hims slowly.

Yup, your theory was confirmed, there were sparks.

   ‘Y/n, what the hell are you doing?!’ You screamed at yourself as you felt your eyes close.

Sam’s hands rested on your hips and yours went to rest on his still damp shoulders as your lips moved in sync. You stayed there for a few minutes and when you pulled away from him, Sam kept his eyes closed in bliss.

Your brow was furrowed slightly when he opened his eyes, he had the same look of confusion on his face.

   “What was that for?” He asked, his hands still resting on your waist. You pulled away a few inches so that the warmth of his skin was lost to you and you looked up at him with a small smile.’

   “I don’t- I just wanted to try something…” You whispered, not able to take your eyes off his lips anymore. You wanted them back on yours…

There were butterflies in your stomach as he took your hand suddenly and pulled you back to his chest. He kept his eyes locked on yours and you craned your neck up to meet his lips again.

   “Finally!” You abruptly pulled back from Sam and the momentum made you topple over to sit on the couch.

It was Dean. He’d opened the door of the bathroom and had been watching. That…that jerk.

   “You know how long I’ve been trying to get the two of you together?!” He laughed, rushing around the room to grab his gun, suit jacket and car keys, as he was now in his FBI uniform.

You glared at the older brother as you felt blood rush to your cheeks. Dean seemed pleased with himself as he backed towards the front door.

   “I’ll give you kids some privacy…” He grinned, opening and slipping out the door. You kept your glare situated on the door as Sam let out a scoff.

   “I am so going to get him back.” He smirked when you looked up at him from the couch. His face wasn’t as red as yours was. Sympathetically, he pulled you up with his hand and you hugged him tightly.

He smelt amazing. You’d never noticed before since you were usually always closer to Dean because he was protective of you like a brother would be. 

You smiled at your thought and looked up to be met with Sam’s gorgeous hazel eyes. They sparkled even in low-lighting situations.

It wasn’t really a wonder why you developed a crush on him.

   “Dean deserves some payback, Sam.” You smirked, rubbing circles in his forearm as he held you. 

   “I think I still might have some pink dye left…”

   -

This one is so badly written, oh my god, I’m sorry.

Better things to come, lovelies.

BTS Learning you had slept with another member before dating

Originally posted by ayoyoongi

Namjoon: Namjoon would probably be one of the most relaxed members about this, however he would definitely proceed with caution when talking about the subject and the incident that occurred, and I think what he would care about the most was the fact that you were being honest with him. He would probably want to have a talk with you and that particular member, just to clear up any awkward feelings and ensure that there isn’t any attraction between you two any longer.

Originally posted by hugtae

Suga: I feel like Suga would initially have a bit of a problem with this just because I think he really seeks deep and unique relationships, especially ones involving romantic love. The fact that you and one of his closest friends had sex and you (and his band member) neglected to tell him until you and Suga were dating would really irk him and he would need a few days alone to digest the new information. He honestly wouldn’t want to hear from you or the member, and when he finally came back to earth he would probably have a serious talk.

Originally posted by jungkooksarms

Jin: This is something that would probably break up a relationship for Jin to be completely honest, he simply wouldn’t be okay with the fact that you and one of his band members used to be friends with benefits. Jin is someone who wants to settle down with a partner, he’s not looking for a quick hook-up or to waste time with someone who won’t see their future with him. He would understand if it happened once and was a mistake, but you would really be pushing it if it was a common occurence. Also he would hate that you happened to tell him now.

Originally posted by hopejungs

J-Hope: J-Hope would be so grossed out because it was his girlfriend and his best friend and neither of you brought it up to him or considered his feelings, he wouldn’t even want to picture such a scene in his mind. He would cringe so hard and shake his head, demanding to know why you hadn’t told him and insist that honesty and trust were such important attributes in friendships and relationships. When he demanded to know which member and you told him, he would roll his eyes and sigh, demanding to know why him of all the others.

Originally posted by ohparkjimin

Jimin: Jimin would probably get emotional because of this and he would want to take a break from your relationship because no one ever told him and he accidentally ended up finding out himself, and he would feel so incredibly betrayed and hurt. It would honestly leave scars on his big heart, and he would have such a hard time getting back into the relationship and in order to do that, you would have to be begging him because Jimin would be really badly affected by this. 

Originally posted by pokpokchikchik

V: V would just be in shock in all honestly, it would never occur to him that you could ever be attracted to any of his best friends, much less have sex with them and then never tell him until much later. It would practically be impossible for him to digest this new information, and he would get slightly sick to his stomach at the idea of such a strange situation playing out in the bedroom. It would take a few minutes to shut his mouth and swallow, successfully coming back to reality as he contemplated what to do.

Originally posted by pangguk

Jungkook: Jungkook would honestly find it so, so incredibly weird that he would be like Jin in the sense that he would want to end the relationship. They’re practically his brothers and he’s barely of age, and the fact that you two had been hooking up behind his back would make him really uncomfortable and that would simply be something that he wasn’t comfortable with. Jungkook would probably break up with you shortly after that and stay distant from that member for a while. 

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CHIPOTLE BLACK BEAN BURRITO WRAPS WITH GOAT CHEESE.

I don’t talk about it a lot, but I have a bone-deep, uber-intense love affair with beans. Black beans in particular. Though I’ll take a bean in many forms, black beans Mexican style are a particularly keen obsession. Once, when I confessed to my friend Kira that I haven’t ever gotten sick of eating beans, she asked if I’d ever really tried. Touché, I said, and proceeded to eat beans almost every night for the next two weeks straight. I never got sick of them. Perhaps I’m Blood Type B(ean)?

The thing is, I find beans to be the perfect food. Musical fruit jokes aside, they’re fiber- and protein-rich, filling, creamy, and feel decadent even when they’re simple. Paired with all my favorite burrito toppings and wrapped up in a Flatout whole grain wrap? BEAN SWOON.

These wraps feature black beans my favorite way: Spiced with chipotle, cumin, and garlic, and paired with creamy chèvre goat cheese. I threw in some crispy cumin shallots fried up in olive oil, fresh avocado, bright cilantro, spicy crema, and jalapeños for an optional extra kick.

Read more and get the recipe here.

I have two moods:

  1. EVERYTHING IS ART! Everything has such deep meaning. I feel one with the universe and all the people in it. I love you all. I love everyone. I am going to understand as much as I possibly can and I’m going to make it all better.

  2. Life is uninspiring and meaningless. Also logically speaking we humans will never really know anything we think we know so why do we bother with all this existential crap. Humanity sucks time to go skydiving.

ok so i just got really emotional at @thesugdens calling robert and aaron a team. like, i love that so much? way more than calling them a couple right now. they are a team and they are in this together. they have such a deep understanding and connection between them and it’s just incredible to see them like this, even though they are not together officially. and i think from tonight’s episode, as much as i loved robert calling aaron his ‘boyfriend’ and as much as that was such a big step for him, the thing that got me way more emotional was robert referring to them as ‘we’. they are in this together, aaron has robert by his side and they make each other better and ye. excuse me, im emotional about these two right now.

“You never gained LOVE, but you gained love”

I’m deep neck in this ship, and I don’t find enough fanart. Might as well do it then ~ 

A lot of people think it’s strange that I ship these two, but it’s for a very good reason. Of course I don’t ship them when Frisk is a kid, but it’s the fact that Sans has lost faith, he doesn’t have hope anymore…until Frisk arrives and changes everything. This kid changed his life and I think this admiration/friendship would blossom eventually into love.

anonymous asked:

obikin for the meme thing :D

YAS. I gotchu anon. 

  • immediately begins to shimmy when maroon 5 comes on.

at first you might think of COURSE its Anakin. Anakin is the one who does all the shenanigans and does shit to rile up Obi, right? But really deep down inside, Obi Wan knows how to have fun, and one of his secret pleasures is dancing. While he might be a superbly elegant fighter. A dancer he really is not. So hes a little awkward when he shimmies and ends up doing a full awkward dance routing in his private quarters to Moves Like Jagger. Anakin might have also overheard shower karaoke of Animals once or twice. He’s saving knowledge of this for the right time.

  • wakes the other up at 3am demanding pancakes

“go back to sleep Anakin…” 
“but Master I can’t sleep and your breakfast is so good… please Master…” 
“is this the only thing that is going to get you out of my bed and off my lap?” 
“…yes…” 
“fine.”

  • sends the other unsolicited nudes

Obi Wan has had to curb the compulsion to toss his comm across the room upon getting x rated photos on several occasions. Anakin would be the douchebag to abuse having something like snapchat with mirror selfies and dick pics

  • brags about knowing karate even though they never made it past yellow belt

Anakin did this until Obi Wan actually taught him the proper moves. He whined incessantly until he got his way.

  • comes to a complete halt outside bakeries/candy shops

Obi Wan. The only person he will do this in front of is Anakin because Anakin already knows. His sweet tooth is one of the little pleasures he really allows himself as an indulgence. 

  • blows sarcastic kisses after doing ridiculous shit

Anakin. 100% 10/10 every time. Obi wan rolls his eyes so hard he could see the back of his fucking skull but he loves it. 

  • killed the guy (also, who hid the body)

“Damnit Anakin, you can’t just choke people like that.” 
“Actually Master I can. We’re dragging the body to prove it.” 
“I don’t know why I’m even helping you with this.” 
“Because you love me Master.” 
….

  • wears the least clothing around the house

Obi Wan will swear to the high heavens and back that he just gets hot. He knows what he’s doing though. If Anakin can just assault him in bed and force him to dispose of dubiously dead bodies he can strut around in his training pants as much as he wants.

  • has icky sentimental moments for no apparent reason

Both of them. Obi Wan tries to hide the more intense feelings, but he really does love Anakin. Probably too much. Actually, completely wholeheartedly too much. Anakin doesn’t care that he cares too much. Sentiment, along with love rage desire and passion are just a part of who he is at his core, really. Like many things Anakin doesn’t have guilty pleasures, hes very open about how he feels and what he wants and likes. Obi Wan just happens to be one of them. So when something trips up a memory of something undeniably Obi Wan, Anakin feels. This is a bit of a problem later on in his life.

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A little rant

Do some of you guys even know the definition of abuse? How is Clexa “abusive”? For one, Lexa has not once lifted a finger against Clarke. She has protected her from their first meeting, I could say. When Gustus drank from the poisoned cup he put to break the alliance, Lexa could have easily have all of the Skaikru killed. But no, she didn’t. Though she could have, for the safety of her people. Why? Because she’s the commander. Because their safety comes first. Would you want your leader to only think of themselves? I mean, all you have to do is take a look at the politicians out there.

Frankly, I don’t think the two are IN love yet. I think there’s very deep feelings that are going to be explored further in this season. And I like that fact. I like that it’s a slow burn. I like that there’s chemistry and tension building up.

And now, back to the subject of Clexa being abusive. Again, I ask. HOW?

Lexa is a very complex character. She has been through Hell and back for a girl of such young age. Yes, becoming a commander at the age of 16 is tough, people. It’s hard to adjust, hard to keep yourself detached. She made the “mistake” of falling in love and consequently, her love was killed in a brutal way. Yet, she rose above it. After that, she practically devoted herself to her people completely. Shutting off her feelings, focusing on the duty she was chosen for.

Am I defending her actions in 2x15? Fuck yeah. She did what she was supposed to do, and that is to protect her people. Her people have been with her ever since she was born, and now she’s their leader. How long had she known the Skaikru for then? It was a very hard decision, because she had to choose between her blooming feelings towards Clarke (which in itself, was a very big step for Lexa since Costia) and her duty. And she said it herself: she made the choice with her head and not her heart. I do believe that she felt guilty afterwards. I think 3x02 betrayed some of the emotions tormenting her. But still, she made the choice she thought was right. And she didn’t do it for herself, but for everyone else that was counting for her. Her people, her children, her ancestors and descendants. You get what I mean. It wasn’t for her.

Am I against Clarke for being angry and hurt? Absolutely NOT. As much as I understand Lexa’s situation, I do the same for Clarke. Hell, even I felt betrayed by Lexa’s actions at first. Clarke put her faith in the person she was falling for and it turned out to be a disaster. How can one not feel heartbroken? Angry? After all, she has to take care of her people, as well. They both have a duty to their people. It’s hard balancing love and duty when you pretty much belong to the people and not to yourself. That’s what a leader is. The difference between Clarke and Lexa as leaders is that Lexa has had time to “harden”, so to speak. Grounder laws are strict as it is. Harsh even. She has had time to make mistakes and learn in her years of being a commander. Clarke (or any of the Skaikru, I’d say) hasn’t had enough time to understand the Grounders’ laws, their behavior, etc.. It’s not something they’re used to. So of course there will be conflict and difference of opinions between them.

Spitting on Lexa’s face wasn’t abuse. It was a reaction to betrayal. I’m sure we’ve all done crazy shit in a moment of hurt and anger. It was once. And yes, I loved the scene. It was real, it was intense, and it was explosive.

Moreover, except for the occurrence with Gustus, Lexa has also displayed great patience with Clarke and her people after Finn’s death. She has listened to Clarke despite her doubts, tried to understand her and reassured her when needed. She even gave her tips on being a good leader… Well, a good leader by Grounder “standards”. And she didn’t do it with any ulterior motive.

I could write an entire essay about this, but it’s past midnight and I’m tired.

My point still stands.

Clexa is not abusive.

It’s real, and I will always love both characters individually and together.

And the obsession begins // I started #Cinder this morning and let me tell you something: I CAN’T STOP ! Even though I’m not a big Cinderella fan, I’m totally loving this - I can’t even imagine how I picked it up like a year ago skimmed through it and that was it ! I must have been onto something at the time or my brain wasn’t functioning properly.
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So at this moment in my life I’m obsessed with two things : #TheLunarChronicles and ALEXANDER FREAKING LIGHTWOOD !! *deep breath*