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I just

wanted to say that I love you guys a lot

ALSO I’ll try to work on the next part of the Ink comics because jfc it’s been long. I feel like I’m never given a break regarding exams it’s absolutely WONDERFUL 👍

Before that, I’ll work on the picture for March 5, which is the first anniversary of Zephyrtop (a.k.a Undertop Gaster’s and Zephyrtale Gaster’s - Ink’s dads’ - first marriage birthday) \o/ <3

I stayed home from work today.  My throat is killing me and I can barely talk–my voice disappears and breaks.  I don’t feel all that terrible otherwise, but I’m not one to go in to work no matter what.  No thanks!  I can monitor my email from home, and there’s nothing pressing I had to do today.  Thankfully, this is a relatively slow week for me.  Were this to happen next week or the week after…that would be more problematic.  I just hope whatever this is goes away quickly.  :/

Family venting below the cut–feel free to skip.

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Memories of a Broken Heart

Idol: Jung Jaehyun

Word Count: 807

Genre: Angst/Gang!Au

Request: Nope

A/N: Idk why but i felt inspired and I have some serious Jaehyun feels.



“Jaehyun, please stop!” I begged as I tried to break up the fight my boyfriend got into. It wasn’t the first time he had gotten in a fight and I was there trying to break it up before he got seriously hurt.

Luckily, I was able to pull him off the man as I pleaded him to stop. He yanked his arm from my grip and glared at me. I don’t know when this habit ever came to be. It was like my Jaehyun was taken away by…by this monster. I knew he would never hurt me, god forbid he ever laid a hand on me. However, the lifestyle he had could put my life in serious danger. But now I wasn’t sure if I wanted to stay with the monster he became.

“Let go Y/n” He growls harshly.

“Aw, now would you look at that, little Jaehyun got himself a girlfriend” The man chuckled along with two other men that where by his side watching.

“What a feisty girl you got” He chuckled. I scoffed in disgust while trying to pull Jaehyun away.

“If you dare lay your filthy hands on her I swear I’ll rip your throat out” Jaehyun threatened angrily while grabbing the man by the caller.  

“Jaehyun” I shout as my eyes got teary, I was tired of this.

Jaehyun let go while glaring at the man. He fix his jacket and stepped back. He looked at me with cold eyes he was backing away.

“Catch you around Jae, don’t forget about what you owe us” One of the men chuckled, he whispered the last part so I didn’t get what he said. The man fighting Jaehyun growled low while walking away from the restaurant me and Jaehyun were supposed to have dinner at.

“I wish you didn’t fight with everyone” I sigh, trying to grab his hand in mine. He was quick to pull away and started to walk in front of me, his nose bleeding slightly from the fight.

“Don’t act like my mom Y/n” He scoffed. “I’m tired of defending your weak ass” He breathed while putting his hands into his pocket and walking in front of me.  I stood there as a single tear fell from my glossy eyes.

Definitely not my Jaehyun.

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going to be on a small hiatus???

hey guys!! im just letting yall know that im gonna be on a small hiatus?? or ill just be very inactive (youve prob noticed that already) but yahh i just want to take a break cause i havent been feeling myself :/ I appreciate alll your support thanks ❤❤❤

a feeling in my chest
screaming screaming screaming
twisting and turning and churning
with something unknown
of unknown intensity
twisting and turning and burning
from fingertips to toes
through my nervous system
all is infected
and i just can’t figure out what it is i feel
just that it is too much
and it hurts
and it breaks my heart
—  im in love with a god and he loves me too / but gods and mortals arent meant to be together

I have not drawn in such a long while.. it feels foreign..

I had a very long break from drawing due to personal reasons (to most of you know), and I’m excited to be up and running on the drawing train~ This is just a minor warm up and KIZUNA A.I. has been a recent//latest trend in Japan

check the YT channel~ She’s NOT a Vocaloid but they are using an MMD~ 

Okay, I know I haven’t been posting a lot of stuff, but I think I’m going to take a break from writing for a few days.

I feel as though forcing myself to write has caused my writing to take a nose dive, and I think I’d much rather have good content than crap content.

Sorry for everyone who’s had to wait so long on their requests! I’ll be sure to try my best after my break!

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I read ‘Buffering,’ by YouTuber Hannah Hart. I don’t often read memoirs, but this one was good—and left me with a feeling I wasn’t expecting, which I break down a bit here.

GET THE BOOK: http://amzn.to/2lMuCXR

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-23nCWQe2T8)

I have a son. His name is Mieczyslaw Stilinski, but we call him Stiles. I remember. When Stiles was a little kid, he couldn’t say his first name. Not sure why, pretty much rolls off the tongue, but the closest he could get was Mischief. His mother called him that until…I remember when Stiles first got his Jeep, it belonged to his mother and she wanted him to have it. The first time he took a spin behind the wheel he went straight into a ditch. I gave him his first roll of duct tape that day. He was always getting into trouble, but he always had a good heart. Always. We’re here tonight because my goofball son decided to drag Scott, his greatest friend in the world, into the woods to see a dead body.
—  Sheriff Noah Stilinski.
I go to bed Every. Single. Fucking. Night. wondering why having me wasn’t enough for you.