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Thank you all for the best birthday every.. Like seriously I have never met people as loving, caring, and beautiful as you all. And never meet people who care about me as you do… You all made me feel super special on my birthday and I thank you! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY
I
EVER
HAD IN MY ENTIRE FRIGGIN LIFE

so.. Thank you all so much for this and hope you all have a really dank night or rest of the day.. Hell, maybe you are having a dank morning instead!
Either way, I love you all from the bottom of my heart.


Thank you,

Pawooon
(Emma)

A bunch of my co-workers have started watching The X-Files revival. They’ve never seen the original. This should make me happy. But instead I’m kinda irked. In my head I’m all, “Fuck you guys! This was my show! You can’t have it!” I know I should just be happy that people are watching it. And deep down, I am. But, the selfish side of me wants to keep it all to myself. I was always the odd one who watched “that weird show” and now all the sudden it’s the cool thing to do and I don’t know how to deal.

Originally posted by mtv

I started to watch sense8 there is like 2 days ago (I only have one episode left) and I just wanted to say that this show totally changed the way I see things in my life. This show totally transported me, it’s insane because nothing is real, it’s just a show you know? But I don’t feel the same anymore, idk how to explain how I feel, I’m overwhelmed by my feelings due to this show, it never happened to me before, that’s insane, I know I’m a little bit drunk but I’ve been thinking about it all day, it made me question on everything, it’s insane.

I'll Show You
  • Aries:I got to learn things, learn them the hard way
  • Taurus:But that's one thing that I know for sure,I'll show you
  • Cancer:Gotta see what it feels like, no matter what they say
  • Gemini:So let's get to the good part and past all the nonsense
  • Leo:My life is a movie and everyone's watching
  • Virgo:It's like they want me to be perfect
  • Libra:Act like you know me, but you never will
  • Scorpio:When they don't even know that I'm hurting
  • Sagittarius:This life's not easy, I'm not made out of steel.
  • Capricorn:Don't forget that I'm real
  • Aquarius:Sometimes it's hard to do the right thing, When the pressure's coming down like lightning
  • Pisces:Don't forget that I'm human.

Am I the only adult who feels like an amalgamation of all my favorite fictional characters, instead of a real person? So much so that it is literally impossible to figure out realistic career goals or where I want to live or what kind of life I want, because I want to be whichever one I’ve been watching most recently?

welcome to the rollercoaster of feelings!

Thoughts while watching ep 4:


^ OHHHHHHMMMGGGGG cutiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Another Makoto!!111 LET ME HAVE YOU!!

^ SERIOUSLY?! (メ゚皿゚)
You cute little shit get your beautiful shitty ass over here so I can smack it real good!! NOW!

^ OH MY GOD! I’M SO SORRY!!!!111
you did nothing wrong cute little cinnamon bun PLEASE DON’T CRY!! (;﹏;)

I swear if I ever get my own room I’m gonna become a booktuber.

But it’s funny because I really hate listening to people talk on YouTube. Like how do people watch Vlogs and tutorials? I get so annoyed after 5 minutes. Unless it’s funny.

I’ve been watching Shadowhunters and now it’s making me want to reread those fucking books I can’t believe I’ve fallen so far

6 MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH ANYTIME

Tagged by @thetravelingkid & @theglassintact

Back to the Future - When you accidentally go back in time and have to make sure your parents fall in love so you don’t cease to exist. I have a feeling I’ll still be watching this in 30 years.

Originally posted by futurethetoback

The Breakfast Club - Who wouldn’t want to spend a Saturday in detention with these 5?

Originally posted by 1980s-90sgifs

Dirty Dancing - Nobody puts baby in the corner. I have the time of my life every time I watch this movie.

Originally posted by lauralftn

Ferris Bueller’s Day Off - What’s better than playing hooky and ending up singing on a parade float?

Originally posted by moviegifsthatrock

The Goonies - Hey you guys, this is the ultimate adolescent adventure.

Originally posted by giphy

Overboard - Because sometimes you just need to forget you’re a millionaire and fall in love with the simple life.

Originally posted by letsfindthatsilverlining

Tagging: @renditioncamp @harddayforthezenemies @krystalgoderitch @westcoastclone @evodevolover @roswellgirlx

Outlander!!!

GUYS!!! OUTLANDER!!!!!!! I knew of it…seen snippets with my cousin who I thank RA for showing me this show. I just finished episode 6. Like damn. I’m watching the Real to collect my feels jar.

#Arty is officially in the Outlander fandom.
#😍😍😍🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉

Tamar Braxton give me life right now cause Outlander is just….whoa now.

*Drinking Chocolate Milk cause arty has horrible eating habits and is a fatass*

okay i’m so done. Me and my mum started watching greys anatomy like idk 6 years ago together and since that we watched every single episode together and now i just came home and she actually watched it without me because “i never wanna watch it”…. i’m so angry right now and i know that i probably sound like a TOTAL IDIOT but i just hate it so much when people watch stuff without me  and i can’t really describe why. the problem is that my mum KNOWS how sad i get when people watch stuff without me and she still did it. Idk i sound like an idiot …. 

anonymous asked:

no i totally understand about the no season of dw this year being really awful and one less reason to make it through the year i totally get it i feel the same way i kinda started crying when i heard and everything's just gone downhill from there. sometimes it's the really small things that hold you together and then they disappear and it's like you just start unraveling by one thread.

Thanks for saying this! That’s pretty much how it feels tbh. *crying* I feel like I could write a book of ways I trick myself into staying alive– encouraging notes, reasons written on index cards, buying things I’ll have to use for future events, picking out things to look forward to each day, tracking my mood… And DW is like several planks in this rickety-ass bridge spanning the chasm of Reasons I Don’t Want To Be Here. ~There are other shows! There are other things to look forward to!~ I’ve been telling myself, but honestly rn I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, and it feels really good to have someone else acknowledge that feeling.

Dear Carol Burnett,

Congratulations on your Life Achievement Award from the Screen Actors Guild! I watched with joy as you accepted that prestigious award. I dreamed I was there, one of the hundreds of famous actors and actresses who were there to witness the momentous occasion. So many people with such public lives. Such opportunity! I saw in many of their faces as you spoke, my own feelings reflected! Rachel McAdams was a little misty. So was I. Lea DeLaria shouting “BRAVO!” for you and your defiance to the system and the unwritten rule that only men could host a successful variety show. Steve Carrell grinning from ear to ear as he escorted you to the stage. Such fabulous people. Such LUCKY people. To have the honor of being in the same room with you. To have the opportunity to walk over to you and give you a hug and explain why you are such an inspiration to them. How you were a major part of their decision to join that illustrious industry.

It made me think…those people were so fortunate to have such a wonderful opportunity. For you to know them, to respect them…and for them to have the chance to tell you the feeling was mutual. It made me think, for every one person in that room last night there must be hundreds of us “unknowns” and “nobodies” out here who share their admiration and love. I’m one of them. I know many more. Those of us who don’t have the opportunity to be so close to you to tell you how much you mean to us! 

When you mention the name Carol Burnett, nobody says “Oh, I don’t like her.” Everyone loves you. Everyone is inspired by you. You are the most beloved woman in the entertainment industry, if not the entire United States. You’re our American Treasure. 

I’ve never had the opportunity to tell you in person how much you mean to me…how much you have touched my life and my heart. How much you’ve helped me through the hard times I’ve been through, and there have been many. There have been times that laughter was the only thing holding me from jumping off the ledge. Letting it all go. Leaving this world and all the pain it contains behind. Most of that laughter was provided by you. I can’t thank you enough for that.

For my story there must be thousands and thousands more. I’m one of the lucky ones. I didn’t get to speak to you, but I saw you in person in Pennsylvania. I flew all the way from Little Rock, Arkansas to see you there with my family and a friend. Just seeing you was inspiring. Hearing you do your Tarzan yell and seeing you tug your ear. It was a check off the bucket list. I’ve also had the opportunity to write you a couple of letters and receive replies. You are so generous to answer all the mail you receive. You must get loads of it. Yet you read each letter and answer them. You’ve answered me. I treasure those letters! 

I also had the chance to send you a video for your birthday. Thanks to your amazing daughter Jody, my work paid off because you saw the video and wrote me again to thank me. I can’t tell you how happy I was–we all were–that you saw our video and loved it!  So, while I couldn’t tell you in person how much you mean to me, I was able to convey it and you now know. I’m so thankful for that. Collaborating with those amazing people, fellow fans of yours from all over the world, was one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. I’m grateful to Jody for sending it to you. I’m grateful to you for your lovely reply. You’re truly the most kind and generous person I’ve ever encountered. 

While I know you’ll likely never read this, it’s the only medium I have to convey my feelings. I’d have been first in line to share this in person at the SAG Awards, if nobodies were allowed to attend. Since they aren’t, I’ll continue to use the written word to convey my feelings. At least we have this amazing medium to make our feelings known to the world! How fortunate we are!

So, Carol, I want to convey my deepest congratulations on your award last night…and for all your achievements. You’ve done so much and touched so many with your gifts. Thank you for sharing yourself with the world. Thank you on behalf of the hundreds of thousands of others around the world. From myself; from Libby; Liv; Beth; Cele; Crystal; a certain girl in Canada @thechickinthemiddle; and the many, many more of us “unknowns” for touching each of our lives in so many ways. You’re our role model. We love you Carol!

Originally posted by thechickinthemiddle

Arrow 4x11 thoughts
  • I need an A.R.G.U.S. spinoff with Lyla head of some like super secret, black ops team because I need more Lyla Michaels in my life
  • AHHHHHHH, OLIVER BEING SO ATTENTIVE TO HIS FIANCEE IS SLAYING ME JUST SLAYING ME
  • I want a buddy cop fic with Andy and John
  • Yep, still hate Laurel
  • Goth!Felicity is a bitch
  • “Stop being so hard on yourself” LIKE YOU SHOULD TALK, LAUREL, ALL YOU DO IS RAG ON OLIVER LIKE ALL THE TIME
    • She’s honestly the worst
  • The Felicity stuff is feeling a lot like the plot of “Next to Normal”
  • Guys, I have a lot of weird/conflicted respect for Amanda Waller
    • I mean if I ever met her or someone like her in person I’m sure I wouldn’t hesitate to punch them in the face
    • But I just love every fucking episode she’s in because she’s such a complex character and she adds so much to every scene
  • OLIVER WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES WHEN FELICITY COMES DOWN TO THE ARROW CAVE AND GIVES HIM THAT GREAT SPEECH ALMOST MADE ME CRY GODDAMN IT
  • Joyner looks like Sebastian Blood’s older brother
  • WHOA, HOT DAMN, WALLER’S DEAD
  • WALLER CAN’T BE DEAD, CAN SHE?
  • WELL FUCK
  • Overwatch is a meh codename
    • I liked Hot Wheels way better
  • That’s fucking teamwork!
  • OK, Oliver has no right to rag on Felicity’s “questionable” style choices when he was literally rocking the worst haircut known to main for like three years
  • That bit at the end where Oliver promises to keep searching for a way to get Felicity to walk again fucking wrecked me – IT WRECKED ME
  • Uh, so is John ever going to tell Andy that he dated Carly, or…?
  • BABY SARA IS SO ADORABLE I CAN’T I JUST WANT TO SQUEEZE HER CHEEKS SHE’S SO STINKING CUTE
  • This is definitely my favorite episode of the season because it has minimal Laurel and maximum OTA, plus bonus Lyla
  • BRING ROY BACK 2K16

leverage is that one show that always makes you feel better no matter what’s wrong. feel sick? watch leverage. sad? leverage will cheer you up. overwhelmed by how shitty life seems at the moment? watching a team of thieves take down corporate assholes can help with that.

anonymous asked:

She burned. Not like a spark, a rush of energy and raw power quickly silenced; nor could she be properly compared to an inferno which doomed all in its path. Rather, she burned like the fire in the hearth, keeping watch, warming the weary with her kindness and good humor, a soft steadfastness from within.

Wow.  Wow wow wow.  Oh wow.

Okay, I’m going to be honest.  There have been few times I have been rendered completly speechless in my life, and this is one of them.  I honestly don’t know what to say other than thank you?  Like really, I can’t describe the feeling I have right now, and even just thank you doesn’t cut it.  It’s warm and it’s comforting and it’s something that I am loving so so much.  I can’t describe it, but I hope you can hear my tone of voice when I say thank you.

That was beautiful, dear Anon, and it really really really really made my day. Heck, it made my week, month and year too!  You are too sweet.

Thank you.