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anonymous asked:

HOPE!!! I REQUEST U TO WRITE YOU X USHI HEADCANONS OF HOW U MET AND LITTLE BY LITTLE FELL IN LOOOOVE

Oh geez you guys are so embarrassing god I’m, I mean I’m blushing like crazy and I just oh god I love him - Admin Hope


Ushijima Wakatoshi (x me)

First Meetings

  • Okay let me be real here school takes everything out of me and I hardly ever leave my house unless my mom forces me or drags me out of the house 
  • 99% sure I would meet Toshi at a bookstore, I’d probably do something stupid, drop something, trip over literally nothing or he’d probably just see me sitting in one of the isles reading a book because yes I do that
  • What would really happen would be that I would have finished paying for my books and would want a coffee from the little cafe on the other side and I’d be a dollar or so short on what I wanted and he’d pay for the rest of it
  • I’d be all ‘Ah thank you, that was so nice.’ and in my mind I’d be like ‘shit fuck he’s so damn cute’ and then I’d awkwardly walk away and hope that he would talk to me
  • Since the seating is always packed I would probably get the last open table because an old couple just left, I would be reading and drinking the coffee and Ushijima would sit in the seat across from me but wouldn’t say anything and I would continue to sip my coffee awkwardly until he would speak up
    • ‘There are no other open seats.’ 
    • ‘I know.’ more silence 
    • ‘It’s raining outside.’
    • ‘It wouldn’t be raining inside would it?’ cue Ushijima chuckling and smiling at my dumb comment and I would peek over at him from my book and literally fall for him right then and there
    • ‘I guess it wouldn’t huh? Did you bring an umbrella?’ silence from me because of course I didn’t bring an umbrella it was supposed to be sunny and I was just planning to wait it out anyway
    • ‘No.’ Sips coffee and continues to read book trying to hide my face 
    • ‘That’s kind of stupid of you, you know? The forecast was that it was going to rain.’ He would pull my book down and I would get out my phone seeing that it was weather for another place in the world because yes I have different weather tabs on my phone and I’ve done this before
    • ‘I see that now, anyway what do you need now? There are other seats open you don’t have to sit here anymore.’
    • ‘Maybe I want to continue to sit here.’
    • ‘I guess I can’t stop you from that then.’ I would definitely stand to leave but he would stand as well and grab my bag to stop me ‘Okay look I don’t know what you want but I’m only 17 (I turn 17 next week) and I know you have to be a lot older than me-.’
    • ‘I’m a third year in high school, I’m 18.’
    • ‘But you’re so, how many times did you hit puberty? My voice still cracks!’ Sad but true rip me he laughs again!!!
    • ‘You should let me walk you home, I have an umbrella and it’s dark.’ 
  • Needless to say I would definitely accept and have to hear him ramble about volleyball and this ‘Tendou’ person who sounds weird but I oddly want to meet

Kiss Kiss Fall(ing) In Love 

  • I mean I totally asked for his number and text him but he prefers to meet up which forces me to leave the house
  • Kind of just gradually spending more and more time together I probably even got him to skip a practice I was sick I mean
  • I’m literally already in love with him from the beginning but he’s a dense boy and all so gotta drop those hits to which he is even more dense
  • Me‘Ushijima I really like spending time with you.’ ‘Ushijima I really like being able to talk to you.’ ‘Ushijima I’m really happy we met.’
  • Ushijima: ‘Thanks.’ ‘So Tendou keeps saying we are going on dates, but I just told him we were hanging out just as friends.’
  • Me: heart = broken
  • Let’s be real I cry, I’m an emotional person more emotional than Bokuto basically with the getting worked up scene
  • A very awkward confession on my part, I definitely yelled at him and he definitely didn’t really respond which made me even more upset thinking that he just wanted to be friends in the first place
    • ‘Wait you like me?’
    • ‘Yes you big dumbass.’ Probably wiping my tears away
    • ‘Good because I like you too.’ 

i don’t have a good memory but sometimes i remember the smallest things about people even if i don’t talk to them in years. and sometimes i talk about those little things with other people, but do you ever wonder if they do the same with you? like it amazes me that a someone could remember things about me because i feel like there is nothing to remember. i mean, if they talk to other people about you, or mention you, you will never know, there’s no way you’ll know unless they tell you but what are the chances right. but like i was talking to this one friend i haven’t seen in seven years, SEVEN years, and i said that i was going to be a cat lady and she said that she was going to have ducks and call them harry and potter, and i was shocked because MY ducks when i was a kid were called harry and potter, so i told her and she said “i know, that’s why i said that” and when i asked her how she could remember such thing she answered “i don’t know, i just do” and she then mentioned that sometimes she tells her friends that she knows someone that had two ducks called harry and potter. this person, whom i haven’t seen in seven years, still remembers one of smallest details about my life. the name of my ducks. god knows when i told her, but she remembers and even talks about it with other people. i’m the topic of conversation sometimes. if you think about it, all those times you told a little story about someone you knew… what if someone was doing the same with you, what if even though you haven’t seen or talked to someone you used to know they still remember you and talk about you. it makes me dizzy and it’s shocking because i always feel like there’s nothing to say about me and that people won’t have a problem forgetting about me, but these things, they make me realize that there’s people that still have me in their thoughts from time to time. it’s mind-blowing isn’t it

I’M SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA. BOYFRIENDS. IN A POPULAR BOOK SERIES AIMED AT A YOUNGER-ISH AUDIENCE (but fuck it I’ll read it) THAT IS REALLY MAINSTREAM. I AM SO HAPPY OKAY.

i am Shook i managed to keep this muse for an Entire Year wtf i honestly believed when i made my first blog that i would grow tired of izzy in a matter of weeks, i thought i would lose interest & move on but here i am !! 365 long days later, still trying to figure out tags & pretending i have no drafts 🤔🤔 n e yway !! if i follow you, you follow me, we’ve written together in the past, i luv u !! thanks for supporting my career 😘

now for the mushy, disgusting, gross !! part ; i owe a great part of my daily happiness to the following blogs, these are people i adore with my entire being & have made a tumblr a fun, happy, safe place for me & i just couldn’t be more thankful for them & their amazing portrayals !!

❣️  @goodncss  ❣️ @explcsive / @poshcliche / @worstwar  ❣️ @halfhell  ❣️  @forgedleader / @seraferi  ❣️ @serafeli ( are u even on ur other blogs anymore ? 🤔 )  ❣️ @rcbelborn / @eireniic  ❣️ @lovetouched@dawnbrought / @oncetragic  ❣️ @bloodthirstygod / @kalofhouseel  ❣️ @boyfluent / @icedcrown ( & all your blogs honestly wtf )  ❣️ @lockwoodspecial ❣️ @capablehands ❣️ @cluefound   ❣️ @assetrelocation / @hartiless / @notheroics  ❣️  @womenendure / @spelmans / @diangelic ( u have 2 many blogs i cry )  ❣️  @stillhvman  ❣️  @futurecrest  ❣️  @rougescion  ❣️ @shelazarus  ❣️  @tithonuscurse  ❣️ @strigc  ❣️  @climbwards  ❣️  @specterae  ❣️ @glossophobias ( i ain’t even gonna try to tag all ur blogs )  ❣️ @civicproud  ❣️ @ragwulf  ❣️

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Went and saw the Lego Batman movie tonight and it was so good. It was so good you guys it was so GOOD