‘MY LIFE IS HELL’ | Nathan Prescott | Life is Strange
WARNING: Life is Strange ep.1-5 SPOILERS
‘If Nathan had more help, more support… This might have gone a different way. I think about him, chilling there on the grass in the other timeline… I hate what he did, but… I can’t hate him.’
Okay, so… I’m back on track with editing. It’s not like I haven’t done it all this time I wasn’t on YouTube though… just not the TAR material (my YouTube channel). I remembered the good old days of fanvids, rewatched some of mine (dated 2007-2012 something) and created THIS.
This is… Call it 'The Aesthetics of Nathan Prescott’ or a 'really long LiS GMV about that piece os sh–’, but it is what it is. Life is Strange was HELLA an experience and I still can’t really get over it and its characters. Nathan Prescott is indeed a very dark, twisted, troubled character with a story in itself, a story partly told through LiS gameplay. He’s interesting to analyze and to rant about. Apparently to inspire vids like this too.
This is a video of Nathan’s little world with its Vortex partying, violence, daddy issues, Jefferson’s influence, drugs, meds, friendship with Victoria, dark room, black and white photography, Rachel’s death, bullying Kate, loss of control, saving Max and listening to (dead) whales. It isn’t a vid saying Nathan is GOOD or BAD, he is what he is, he’s complex and that I find the most attractive about his character. Also it’s not a shipping vid (duh), I honestly don’t ship him with anybody, I mean.. guy have mental problems, c'mon. He doesn’t need relationship drama, he needs professional help.
You’ve just gotten a job as one of the makeup artists on the set of Supernatural. Nervous on the first day, you become completely awkward, winning the affection of the divorced Jensen Ackles. You try to fight your desire for him, but he thwarts you at every turn. Will you be able you separate work and play, or will you let Jensen win?
It was the squealing of little children that woke you the next morning. With a groan, you went to move your pillow over your head when your hand came into contact with a warm and naked chest. Lifting your head up, you found that you were using Jensen’s chest as your pillow, your legs tangled with his as his arm wrapped protectively around your waist.
Glancing at the clock, you saw it was past nine in the morning. It didn’t surprise you. Both of you had stayed up late, talking about nothing and everything, enjoying each other’s company, feeling somewhat free of the past. Jensen seemed more light hearted, carefree then he had before, and you were coming to realize how important his talk with Danneel had been.
when under heavy fire, deflecting the bullets into allies isn't always the best idea.
not all your problems can be laughed off or bottled up. the smile is bound to crack, and the jar is bound to overflow. why are you so scared to open up?
don't play games with people. stop sending so many hints and start telling people what you really want.
be more daring. stand up for yourself. try new things. don't be afraid to go after what you really want.
at times you can just be a porcupine looking for a hug. learn to let people go if they don't have enough padding, and find people who are more suited to the job.
not everything is a puzzle. even if it were, figuring yourself out is a better place to start than everything else.
what you're looking for isn't always far away. take a closer look at what's around you and you might be surprised by the chances that are already laying at your feet.
nothing is permanent. when you're caught in a storm with no turning back, adjust your rain boots, zip up your coat, and just push forward.
your problems will not fix themselves. don't complain about how they aren't getting better if you refuse to work on them yourself.
find the balance. don't throw yourself into only one thing at a time and neglect all the other things around you during it. sometimes you need to take breaks.
numbness can't kill, but when you can't feel a severed arm, it can be a problem. start thinking about your feelings, and start thinking about the feelings of others around you. keep the good intentions, ditch the blindfold.
coping mechanisms can kill. stop running away from everything that troubles you. being a hypocrite hurts others more than it does yourself. take a deep breath. some things take time.
I do not mind, actually. as i made the whole thing myself so you’re in luck otherwise i wouldn’t share it. i’m glad to see someone likes it ! the psd’s themselves are actually from my psd pack i made a while back like 5/6 months ago which you can find HERE. i don’t even remember which two psd’s i threw together but i did but edited slightly. for the specific one i’m using above, it’s right here for download. just give a like or reblog if you download / use. don’t claim ownership over it as i worked pretty hard on these. that’s it and thank you for expressing interest in my psd !
Boss, have you ever had a moment of pure murder when a cosplay project you worked on for so long just flopped?
Can’t say that I ever have. While I’ve had parts of costumes that just haven’t worked out, I always have some sort of back up idea or plan for what to do when I go into a costume project and something doesn’t work. It’s not always ideal, but it’s better than nothing. Also if I don’t finish something before a convention deadline, there are always other conventions, so I just plan for the next one.
As an example: For my Jasper costume, I actually made that half-cape thing she wears on first appearance, but after a day’s worth of sewing and adjusting, while it looked alright, I just did not like how it felt when I wore it, so I just wore the costume without it and it was fine.
Even for this Scaramouche endeavor, if something terrible happens and the mask is destroyed or doesn’t fit or just isn’t working out for whatever reason, I’ve got Mehron face paint in his color palette as a back up. Not ideal, but the coat, boots, and belt all make up for it I think.