I-THINK-THEY-WOULD-DO-THIS-MAYBE

Lately I’ve been spending too much time thinking
about what it would have been like if I’d never met
you, how parallel universe me is doing without your
name on the tip of her tongue.

And everything would still be coated in cinnamon.
I’d spend more time staining my mouth with 
strawberries, instead of just crushing them in my
hand. I wouldn’t have so many stories that start
with me crying over a bird. Maybe the sky wouldn’t
be dissolving every time I look up. And the ghosts
would be drowning in the bay again instead of trying
to take control of my hands.

My rib cage might not look like a jigsaw puzzle.
You wouldn’t have swallowed the missing pieces.
My heart wouldn’t be bleeding through my gums,
fingertips, cracked shoulder blade, soles of my feet.
I wouldn’t be living in a room covered with dust and
decayed flowers and butterfly guts.

There wouldn’t be any gruesome story to tell.
Everything would be buttercups and sugar angels
and I could still pretend not to know the meaning
of the world crumble. 

The thing about parallel universes is that
I know you’re still breaking my heart in every
one of those too.
—  THE MYTH  OF PARALLEL UNIVERSES, angelea l.

so i’ve been thinking about BW!Matt and realized Haggar probably would have experimented on him too. i’m thinking maybe cybernetic eyes and hands for his advancements,,,

the hands would work like Shiro’s mechanical arm, but the eyes are different. i’m thinking maybe they have different settings on them?? maybe infrared vision/night vision?? could be a thing, and also they can zoom in on things like binoculars 

(the reason i chose eyes is because Matt had poor eyesight, which would be a disadvantage for a soldier like him, and it would make sense for Haggar to fix that i think)

WOW the tons of hate/dislike that the idea of romantic Caryl has on facebook is discouraging. People even said that they’d stop watching. Why do we get all this hate? Do all the ships get it in this proportion? I would say no…I just don’t get it. And I don’t think it’s envy or that they are afraid of them going canon. I think it’s just hate. Plain and simple. Maybe this is why TPTB don’t want them together? Because so many people would hate it?
I know we got AMAZING news this week, but right now I’m doubting if we’ll ever get canon…

anonymous asked:

Blackout

Originally posted by marvel-freak

“Ooh! Did you see that one?” You gasped, tugging on Bucky’s metal arm. The storm outside had plunged half of New York City in darkness, and the tower had been included in said half. Lightning had shot across the sky and struck the Empire State Building. 

Thunder roared, sounding right above the tower. 

“This is so cool!” You exclaimed. 

“Maybe you should be dating Thor…” Bucky grumbled jokingly. 

You ignored his comment, a thought suddenly striking you much like the lightning outside. 

“Bucky!” You exclaimed, turning to grasp his face in your hands. 

“(Y/N)!” He mocked, a laugh vibrating in his chest. 

“Do you think if we stood out on the roof and you raised your left arm, it would be like a lightning rod?” And as you asked your questioning, lightning lit up the dark tower again. 

Originally posted by stupidteletubbie

“I don’t plan on trying that at any point in my life.” 

choosybiscuit68  asked:

Maybe you can be our "Tu-TORIEL?" of what to do next. OwO

Me: (ʘᗩʘ’) Er- well—

Sans: Nope. We’re going to be in some serious troubles. ( ゚ヮ゚)

Me: Troubles? ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ;)

Sans: ( ¬ _ ¬ ) Yeah, yanno, Toriel will be disappointed to hear that if-

Me: Hire Classic Toriel then. ( ͡ᵔ ͜ʖ ͡ᵔ ) Maybe she can help readers with-

Sans: HOLD ON. Hire?????? ( ಠ _ ಠ ) Y’re not kidding, right?

Me: I think that would be a wonderful idea. To entertain everyone, not only that she also can watch over you and your said DINO-crush.   〆(・∀・@)  Ain’t that faboo? 

Sans: That’s called DISCRIMINATION. (;一_一) That’s it, I’mma sign the petition against YOU.

Me: I don’t care   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯   Bring it on! You can give me BAD TIME but can’t stop me forever! BUT first of all, we’ve got some work to do for TIMEtale. You better be prepared for that and no outtakes more! Or else I will cut your salary.

Sans:  ( ゚ヮ゚;) ok…

witchiesims  asked:

HEY I'm new here and I would like to know what the simsie squad meetings are and are they on social media also what do u simsie do

The squad meetings started out as a joke, but now it’s been taken too far and I sort of think we should turn this into a legit thing. Maybe we all wear onesies and eat snacks at the same time on Thursday while watching the 100 Baby Challenge? I think that’s basically the lilsimsie-est thing you could do.

anonymous asked:

When is the so far away mv coming out?

No one knows but i have a feeling after 4th September

since august is almsot over..tomorrow its 29th in korea and that’s isac time and i don’t think it will come out since everyone will be busy with isac, a possibility would be 31st august but who know :DD and after that 1st september is jungkook’s birthday again i don’t think they would release it then and on 2nd they might be at the airport flying to Manila, on 3rd concert in Manila and 4th again airport maybe ?? 

so yeah it’s either 31st august or after 4th just a theory of mine who knows what bighit will do 

- Jia

Nobody knows yet, I thought they would be dropped one week apart since that’s what they did for Namjoon’s, but then they dropped the give it to me MV at 6pm KST a three days after Agust D? I’m honestly gonna wake up at 12am KST on the 29th because that will be two weeks after Agust D MV? If he follows what Namjoon did, that would be the day..but I don’t know tbh..
- Kylie

I hate when people shit on English majors. Maybe that’s just the English major inside of me talking, but people are ignorant as fuck about what we do. “I’d love to be an English major, but like, I actually want a job!” 

“Do you guys like, just write all day?”

“It must be so fun not to have a real major!” 

Or they just talk down to you like you know nothing about the world around you. 

Like…I’m tired. Nursey would hate that too. Like people thinking he’s unintelligent or lazy because he’s not a STEM major. 

anonymous asked:

What underwear do McCree and Hanzo wear? I was thinking McCree would wear boxers but I mean...he does dress up like a cowboy. Could be some tighty-whites under there. What do you think? ;P

hm. this is a very important question. I guess I was initially on the same page as you, anon, with the boxers I mean. but those chaps…….. no way that would be comfortable or fit well.

I can see Hanzo wearing briefs tbh they’re form fitting and wouldn’t hinder movement (I’m making a lot of assumptions tho) but mccree. I can see him just…….. going commando. he has no shame

meowdoglover  asked:

May I ask how China, America, and Canada react to their s/o sneakily coming up behind them and yelling Boo to scare them?

APH China/Yao: 

He wouldn’t care. He might jump but that’s it. 

APH America/Alfred:

He would think that it was hilarious after he realized it was just them messing with him and maybe even congratulate them on a job well done. 

APH Canada/Matthew:

He would need to take a second to calm himself but once he did then he would just tell them not to do that if they could.

Wrapped Around Pt.2 (Usnavi x Reader)

Word Count: 3,765

Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUT

Authors Note: I’m sorry for terrible smut, this is my first go at it so feedback would be greatly apprecciated. I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU GUYS! LET ME KNOW HOW YOU THINK I DID! ILL BE IN HELL IF YOU NEED ME. KISSES.

Request: If requests are still open and you want to, I think something with jealous Usnavi could be cool. Maybe with some NSFW if you do it and feel like it works? Whatever is fine! I hope you have a lovely day/evening!

Part 1

Masterlist

Your muscles stopped functioning, and you stood there with your mouth agape. You couldn’t believe how vulnerable you were last night.

“Y/N.” Usnavi opened his mouth. You slammed the door in his face, running to your shared bedroom. You pulled out a suitcase and began shoving all of your belongings into it. “Y/N, please.” Usnavi yelled through the door banging on it. Tears began to fall again, but you quickly wiped them and zipped up your suitcase. You yanked at your bag and opened the door to your apartment to reveal Usnavi still standing there. He had a spark of hope in his eyes before they traveled down to your suitcase. You pushed past him trying to get to the elevator. You pressed the elevator button when Usnavi grabbed your wrist. “Y/N, please let me explain.” he whined. “I’ve heard enough of you.” you stated firmly not turning to face him. “Y/N-” He began. “No. No. I’m tired of this. I’m tired of wondering how many times you’ve lied to me. Tired of worrying about Vanessa. Tired of you.” You spat at him as you pulled your arm from his grip. Fishing the apartment key from your back pocket, you threw it at him. You stepped to the elevator, and watched him as the doors of the elevator closed.Just when they closed, Usnavi made a run to hit the button once more and the doors reopened. He walked in, his eyes staring into yours. You didn’t know what he was doing until you felt his familiar lips against yours and his arms snaking around your waist. You had to use all of your strength to not kiss him back. You slightly pushed him off. “Y/N, please. I didn’t mean anything I said yesterday. I love you. You, Y/N. not anybody else.” he declared confidently, but his eyes were silently pleading you to believe him. You looked down at the dirty floor of the elevator. “I need time.” you whispered, pushing him out of the elevator. The doors began to close once more, and he stood there shock all over his face.  If it was even possible, your heart broke even more when the doors shut, and the elevator began to descend.

You knocked a few times on the door when Benny finally opened the door. “Hey Y/N, ho-” he stopped mid sentence when he saw you. You just gave him a look, and he moved aside allowing you to come in. “Are you ok?” Benny cautiously asked. “Fine.” you replied stiffly settling into the couch. “It’s not fine if you’re here and not at home with Usnavi.” He reasoned. “I just need time to think.” You breathed out closing your eyes. “Well you’ll have the whole apartment to yourself, I have to head to work.” he said, fixing his tie. “Sounds great.” you sang, lying down and curling your legs to your chest. “I think you meant ‘Wow thanks Benny’” he said sarcastically. You glared at him, and he put his hands up in surrender before leaving the apartment. And there you were. Alone with your thoughts. It was then when it hit you. You had lost Usnavi because of your actions.

Benny walked into the bodega only to see Usnavi at the counter looking like a mess. He was still wearing the same thing from last night. “Bro, what happened?” Benny asked making his way to the counter with his milkyway. “Nothing.” Usnavi mumbled, pouring his coffee and checking out his items. “Well, I just wanted to let you know that Y/N is at mine if you need her.” Benny said walking out of the bodega leaving Usnavi to stare lasers through his back. Usnavi punched the counter with rage. Why did he have to be so stupid? Why was he so jealous? He quickly flinched back to see his red knuckles. Frustrated, he pulled of his cap and ran a hand through his hair. He didn’t have anyone to blame. He had lost you because of his actions.

You were sound asleep when someone jerked you awake. Your eyes shot open to see Benny standing there. It was dark out and you hadn’t moved since he left. “Please don’t tell me you’ve been lying here all day.” He nagged. “Sorry bud, I don’t like to lie.” you rasped, your voice groggy. You rubbed your eyes and sat up, stretching your arms. “Well get up because we’re going out.” he said. You gave a sarcastic laugh before lying back down. That was when Benny grabbed your arm and yanked you up. You gave a startled grunt before massaging your shoulder joint. “I literally just broke up with my long time boyfriend and you’re making me go out?” you raised an eyebrow. “Girls stay in and eat and gossip.” you mutter. “Well I guess you should’ve thought of that before befriending me because last time I checked I was a guy.” Benny responded, loosening his tie. You rolled your eyes and tried to lie back down when Benny threw his bunched up tie at you. “Pleaassee.” He begged giving you puppy dog eyes. “No.” you said, fluffing the couch cushion. “You owe me.” he grinned, crossing his arms. “Oh really?” you said lying back down. “Remember that time I walked in on you and Usnavi getting it on in the back room?” he began when your face flushed red at the memory. You jerked up and gave him wide eyes. “And I promised not to tell Sonny?” he was smirking now. “Ok, ok, ok. Stop right there. I’ll go.” you said making a beeline to your bag. Benny just laughed, and you smacked his arm before walking into the bathroom to change.

You dug around your suitcase and sighed. Of course out of all of your dresses, the only one in your bag was the skin tight tube dress you wore when you were in high school. You lifted it from its place and lifted it to your body. ‘Maybe it’ll fit.’ you thought as you squeezed the bright blue spandex onto your hips. 5 minutes of fiddling with the zipper, you were sucked into the dress. You turned to look in the mirror and were pleasantly surprised. You ran your hands along your hips and smiled, it fit better than you had remembered. You turned on the tap and splashed water on your face before digging into your makeup bag. 10 more minutes in the bathroom you stepped out and walked in front of Benny. He looked up at you and gave a whistle, and you smiled and gave him a 360. “Damn Y/N. I haven’t seen you wear that since high school.” he motioned to the blue dress. “It’s cause I haven’t.” you said running your hand over the fabric. “You should wear it more often. You look hot.” he said linking arms with you. You choked and looked up at him. “In the most friend way possible.” he blushed. You laughed and leaned into him, walking out of the apartment.

“Dude, you’re going out again?” Sonny questioned Usnavi as he was getting ready to close. “Well, I just lost my girlfriend. The only thing that could make this situation better is if I just forget about it.” He said locking the doors. “Just- be careful.” Sonny said patting Usnavi’s back. “And don’t go kissing Vanessa or some shit like that.” he said. “Where did you hear that?” Usnavi fretted. “I heard from the salon ladies.” he replied, finger gunning Usnavi. Usnavi just buried his head in his hands and headed to the bar. He desperately needed a drink.

You stood at the bar next to Benny enjoying yourself. It was true, you hadn’t gone out in a while, and maybe the way boys handled breakups was just as useful as the way your girl friends did. “Having a good time?” Benny asked in your ear. You eagerly nodded when your eyes landed on Usnavi. He was staring right at you and you quickly turned away. You leaned into Benny. “He’s here. You knew he’d be here. Is that why you brought me here?” you said pissed. “What?” he exclaimed before looking to see Usnavi himself. Usnavi clenched his drink in his hand. You ‘needed time’. He scoffed. Yeah, you needed time with Benny. You saw him give the stink eye to Benny when he leaned into your ear and you smirked. You put your hand on Benny’s face when he went to talk. “What are you doing?” Benny whispered. “Just go with it.” you hissed back moving your head slightly so that his lips ghosted yours. You turned to look at Usnavi who was now visibly irritated and batted your eyelashes innocently. You grabbed Benny’s hand and led him into the dance floor, you felt Usnavi’s eyes follow you two. You and Benny stood in an open area of the dance floor and you placed his hands on your hips. “Y/N?” He said confused, moving his head to your ear. You looked up at Usnavi whose knuckles were white from clenching his drink too hard. “Follow my lead.” you said turning around and leaning your head back so it was on Benny’s chest. You slowly began to sway your hips and he moved with you. He was a much better dancer than Usnavi. Cautiously you began to grind on him and he just gripped your hips harder. You looked to where Usnavi was sitting and saw him with his jaw on the floor. You raised an eyebrow and gave him a smirk. A ‘what are you gonna do about it?’ look on your face. You closed your eyes and continued to dance. When you opened them to give Usnavi another shit eating grin he wasn’t there anymore. You stopped dancing and began looking around when you felt someone grab your arm and drag you from the dance floor. Before you had any say you were dragged all the way out of the club to the sidewalk where you finally got a good look at the person. You were taken aback when you realized it was Usnavi who was desperately trying to hail a taxi. He looked just as tense up close and when he finally managed to get a taxi, he pushed you into the back seat sitting next to you. You looked up at him to see that he was the one smirking now. “Bad idea babe.” he whispered in your ear causing goosebumps to travel down your body. You would be lying if you said you weren’t curious as to what he was going to do. Yours and Usnavi’s sex life was usually vanilla, you didn’t know what a shot of alcohol and jealousy would do. His hand landed on your thigh and gripped at your skin. You couldn’t help but feel your heart jump at his touch. His hand slowly inched up to where your skin met the blue spandex. You tensed unsure if he was going to go further. You two were interrupted when the taxi came to a halt in front of the familiar apartment complex. You tried your best to hide your disappointment as Usnavi paid and got out of the taxi pulling you out with him. His hand was around your waist tightly, dragging you into the elevator. Once the elevator doors closed he pushed you against the wall and buried his head in your neck, his lips beginning to suck at your skin causing a gasp to escape your throat. The elevator doors opened at your floor and you two tumbled out. Usnavi frantically digging in his pocket to find the key.

The door flung open, and you trailed behind Usnavi and turned around to close the door when you felt him press up behind you. He moved his head so that his mouth was against your ear. “You need time huh?” he said, beginning to bite at your earlobe. You let out a shuddering breath and gulped. “I’ll give you time babe. A good time” he said before moving his lips to your jawline leaving sloppy kisses all the way down to your neck. His hands found the zipper at the back of your dress and quickly unzipped it. He stepped back so you could shimmy your way out of it, leaving you in only your underwear, having gone bra less. You turned around so you were facing him, and his eyes began to roam all over your body before landing on your breasts. He stepped to you once more and he pressed you up against the door. You slightly jumped and hooked your legs around him and he wrapped his arms around your bare thighs. He carried you all the way to the bed and set you down. You propped yourself up on your elbows and saw Usnavi approach  carefully. You slightly bent your legs and opened them, looking at Usnavi through your eyelashes. He hooked his fingers on your underwear and quickly slid them down leaving you completely exposed. His mouth found yours once more but left quickly finding your neck. He dragged a finger through your folds and you let out a frustrated moan. “What was that?” he taunted, his fingers teasing at your entrance. “P-please.” you whimpered, your hips bucked the slightest and he slid in two fingers. A satisfied groan left your lips as you threw your head back. He began to pump his fingers in and out of you still kissing your neck. His thumb began to rub circles over your clit. “U-Usnavi.” you moaned at the new feeling. “You like that babe?” He cooed beginning to rub faster. Your eyes shut and you nodded your head. “Shit. oh god. Usnavi.” you warned him, your legs beginning to shake involuntarily. He curled his fingers inside you and you let out a strangled groan, pleasure spreading through you. “Oh my god. U- Usnavi. I… so close-”  you managed parts of your sentence before he quickly pulled out his fingers leaving you hanging. You opened your eyes to look at him only to see him sucking on his fingers. Damn where was this Usnavi when you were with him? You used your finger to hook it onto his shirt collar and bring him up to you. He looked at you mesmerized, moving closer to you. You quickly tore off his shirt and traced your fingertips all the way down to the top of his pants. He got the memo and got off the bed to slip them off, along with his boxers. He eagerly made his way on top of you again, and you giggled at his excitement. He blushed deeply before you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulling him in so that your lips met his. He quickly deepened the kiss and you moved your hand dangerously low on his stomach. You used your hand and wrapped around his length and slowly began to pump. He moaned into the kiss, and you smiled pumping faster. He broke the kiss and tore away from your grasp. He leaned over you to the bedside table and fumbled around the drawer and pulled out a condom. Instead of putting it on himself like always, he handed it to you. You looked at him questioningly. “Come on Y/N. Put it on for me.” he dared, his brown eyes had a look of lust you had never seen. You opened the foil and slowly rolled it on to him and watched as he threw his head back, his mouth open in a silent moan. You pumped him a few more times for good measure but also to see him in a state of pure pleasure. He pushed you back on the bed and you laid there, excitement bubbling in your core. His tip teased at your entrance and his hand moved down and began rubbing at your clit. “How do you feel babe?” he asked looking at you. You held his gaze blushing, trying your best not to let any embarrassing noises escape your lips. “So- o- good.” you quavered, biting your lip again. “Yeah?” he questioned beginning to rub in a different direction which made you take a sharp inhale, his tip still teasing you. You nodded closing your eyes. “Look at me.” he commanded and he stopped rubbing you. You opened your eyes and looked into his, and he began to slowly rub at your clit again. This time you couldn’t stop yourself when an embarrassing moan escaped your lips. You blushed deep red, still unable to tear your eyes from Usnavi’s because of the pleasure he was causing. “There it is.” Usnavi cooed rubbing faster now. Your rocky exhale caused another plethora of sounds to escape your mouth, revealing how much you were enjoying this. Usnavi smiled and pushed into you without warning causing you to cry out. “Shit, you’re so tight.” he murmured in your ear as he began to move. You hooked your legs together, wrapping around his torso. “I love you so much, I hope you know that.” He panted, quickening his pace. You groaned and looked at him, “I love y-o-oohhh” you yelped when he hit the spot. His pace gradually got quicker and he continually hit your sweet spot, and every time an obscure noise would flood the room. “Uuusnaviii.” you moaned shakily, your muscles beginning to tighten. “I’m gonna-” You tried talking, one hand scratching his back and another grabbing at the sheets. “No.” he said, his pace not slowing. “Please, please. Oh my god. U-snavi please.” you begged, your body not listening to his command. “Whose girl are you?” he grunted getting close himself. “Yours.” you cried out feeling your orgasm blooming. “Whose?” He questioned again. “Yours- yours! Usnavi’s” you exclaimed unsure how long you were going to be able to keep yourself from coming. “That’s right baby. Come for me.” He purred and you obliged falling over the edge pulling on his hair and moaning his name repeatedly. Usnavi bit into your shoulder as he released into the condom, but he continued to thrust into you through your orgasm. Your hips spasmed and you gasped for air, seeing stars.

He pulled out of you and got out of bed, discarding the condom. When he returned he made his way back into the bed with you. You were facing out and when you felt Usnavi’s body weight on the bed you turned to face him. His face turned red as the both of you realized what you had just done. “That was…” you began unable to find words for what had just happened. “Yeah.” Usnavi said still flushed. “Listen it was a mistake.” you said shifting to get out of bed. Usnavi’s arm wrapped around your waist and pulled you back on the mattress. “Don’t say that.” he said, using his hand to move a strand of hair from your face. “I don’t know what I was thinking. I needed time and here I am again.” you said to yourself, burying your face in your hands. You pried yourself from his grip and got off of the bed. Usnavi quickly got up, following behind you. “Y/N please. I made a mistake. I didn’t mean anything I said last night. You have to believe me.” he said trying to get you to look at him. You ignored him and tried to zip your dress up. “Y/N-” “Usnavi. I wasn’t lying when I said I needed time.” you said once you got your dress on. You slipped on your shoes and headed for the door. “Wait.” he urged as he headed to the coffee table to grab something. He made his way over to you and handed you the apartment key you had thrown at him earlier. “I don’t care if you break up with me, get back with me, just want to be friends, or whatever. I just know I at least need you in my life.” you grasped the key tightly in your hand. “Y/N whatever happens to us. I’m here. I’ll always be here for you because I need you and I love you. I love you more than anything in this world.” you froze at his words and a  tear escaped from your eyes. Usnavi’s hand went to wipe it away. You quickly turned to the door again. “I-I need to go.” you stuttered before running out of his apartment.

Usnavi stirred from his sleep when he felt something poke him. He felt something on top of him, something against his lips. He returned the gesture before shooting his eyes open realizing what was happening. You sat there straddling him a smile playing on your lips. “Good morning.” you said getting off of him. “Y/N?” he stuttered out blushing. “Oh stop blushing, do I need to remind you what we did on this very bed last night?” you teased. “Why-why are you here?” he said rubbing his eyes making sure you were actually there. “I came back late last night, but you were already sleeping.” you said fiddling with the hem of your t shirt. His eyes moved around the room to see your suitcase open in the room. “You came back?” he whispered more to himself than to you. You nodded, looking at him. “I realized that I love you. I trusted you but you broke my trust Usnavi. But everyone deserves a second chance. Especially if this kind of love is once in a lifetime, I don’t want to miss it.” you gave him a half smile. “I’m so sorry Y/N. I hurt you and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to live with myself knowing that.” he said looking at the white sheets. “Hey, it’s ok.” you said cupping his face so he would look at you. “I promise I won’t hurt you again.” he said sticking out his pinky. You laughed at this gesture but returned your pinky. “And I promise I won’t get so jealous.” he said rubbing his neck. “No, I don’t want that.” you said smirking. “But if I hadn’t gotten jealous of Benny I wouldn’t have-” “If you hadn’t gotten jealous we wouldn’t have had great sex last night.” you finished for him smirking. His face flushed a deep red and he forced out a laugh. “Y/N, you have me wrapped around your finger.” he said giving into you. You laughed. “If you only knew the power you had over me Usnavi.” you sighed leaning into him, appreciating his presence.

So I have been re-watching Glee. Honestly, say what you want about Glee, the fact is they still had tons of LGBT characters, representation, relationships, and they still are pretty much unsurpassed by anything currently on basic cable (except maybe HTGAWM). Especially considering the show was made for young people. And think about how easy it would’ve been to make a musical show about “straight” people. It could’ve easily been done. But instead, the reality of a lot of people who gravitate toward the glee club/theater wasn’t ignored or painted over. Still not thrilled with how they treated bisexuality at times, but they at least had a prominent and well-loved bi character. They had several main characters who were bi or gay as well as two major trans characters. And their MAIN same gender relationships ended up happy together in a dual gay wedding I mean. Really.

حقيقة

I question so much. I need to know if things are right. If it’s okay to fill a quarter of the empty spaces in me with the polite affections of others. I want to feel and be vulnurable with this life. I want to understand intrigue and know romance like a language. I don’t intend to mislead myself or anyone and I’m careful not to. I’m as forthcoming as I can be for someone who fully embraces the passion shown to her. Some things make me smile. Do I not deserve to smile? I’m a single, receptive, emotionally healthy individual. Maybe I don’t see the dangers others see. Maybe I do.

I want to enjoy my life without disclaimers. I just wish I could navigate the cluttered landscape a little better. But I think if I did it would make me seem sort of vapid and cold. I cannot win and I’m not even competing. I am appealing to my higher sensibilities though. Surely something in me knows I’m free and able to do what I please because I’ve got no ties. No limits set, even though i’d much prefer the intensity of having them. I’m in touch with some kind of inner fairness that I don’t even need. It guilts me. But it serves me all the same to be as transparent as possible. I respect those who have the confidence to guide me. I appreciate those that give a moment to understand that there is more behind the scenes.

anonymous asked:

Do you think it was always about the money with her? 5 years seem like a long time for that. I also recall the media droning on about her being his soulmate and whatnot (ahem Vanessa). I dunno maybe I'm just hoping she loved him at some point - poor Johnny.

I honestly honestly can’t believe she would do this if she truly ever loved him. Idk. And that wasn’t the media droning on about how she was his soulmate, that was his dumb ass that kept making comments like that. It wasn’t exactly those words but it was something along the lines of ‘it’s great to be in a place where you can love someone fully for the rest of your life’ or some such shit. She honestly rarely, if ever, said truly nice things about him in public. Just generic stuff like, ‘i’m a happily married woman,’ and ‘i understand him on a deeper level now.’ WELL NO SHIT. The other thing is that Suzanne specifically said Amber begged Johnny to marry her. Amber said in the media, ‘we got married because we’ve been together for a long time and it was an organic process’ or something, but - if she begged him to marry her, that only further adds to the theory that she was planning this for a LONG time. (Aside from the fact that - what abuse victim BEGS HER ABUSER TO MARRY HER???)

It actually makes me ill to think of what he went through the past 5 years, and probably especially the past year and a half. 

anonymous asked:

Do you think that Lucio would lie to Junkrat about anything? Would Junkrat lie to Lucio? Would it cause a fight or argument?

Honestly I can’t see Lucio lying to him. I feel like Lucio would know that in order for a relationship to work they need to trust each other and be honest with each other. I feel like Lucio would tell Junkrat almost everything. He trust’s him and he would have no reason to lie. If he ever did lie it would just be like a small harmless lie like maybe Lucio drank the rest of Junkrat’s boba tea and didn’t want him to know. But he would tell him the truth later and bring him some more boba tea to make up for it.

As for Junkrat, I feel like he would lie, but he doesn’t mean too. Lying is like second nature to him. He’s been hunted down for most of his life, hiding, stealing. He’s use to lying to protect himself. And yes Junkrat loves Lucio. He trusts him and he knows that he can be honest with him. But there are some things that Junkrat is afraid that if he told Lucio the smaller man wouldn’t look at him right anymore, that he would be upset and disappointed in him. I feel like Junkrat would lie about his past. About how things really were, what he’s done, because he doesn’t want to face up to it and he doesn’t want Lucio to know. Eventually he might tell Lucio the whole truth but it would take a lot of coaxing and patience for him to do so. 

I feel like a big thing that Junkrat would lie about a lot is how he feels. Like Lucio would definitely talk about how he feels a lot, especially with Junkrat, because he knows that by keeping all that inside can really mess you up. And he tries to get Junkrat to do the same but the junker has a hard time doing so. He doesn’t want to make Lucio worry so if there’s any situations or bad feelings that affect him his first instinct is to keep it to himself because he doesn’t want Lucio to worry.

I think the only way they would fight or argue over lying is if it was really bad. Lucio is pretty much honest with Junkrat all the time. He would have to have a really good reason to lie. I feel like him and Junkrat would get into a few arguments over Junkrat lying to him. Like if Junkrat were to hide how he feels or about certain situations Lucio would get upset because he thought that he had made it clear that Junkrat could trust him to tell him anything and to be honest with him. I feel like he would be upset but talk it out with Junkrat and just keep reminding him that he can be honest with him and that he loves him, all that good stuff. I feel like if Junkrat were to lie about something big to Lucio then they would get into a bigger fight. One that would leave Lucio upset and leave him feeling hurt and walking away and Junkrat upset as well because why does he have to tell Lucio everything? The two probably wouldn’t talk for a bit until they’ve calmed down and decide to talk it out.

theenka  asked:

Hello there :) Do you know why Jane Austen named the oldest of the Bennet sisters Jane? She probably liked the character a lot, but I'm still wondering...

Honestly, we have no idea. Maybe one of our followers knows?

Personally I think this post has a pretty good theory. Jane Fairfax is also considered pretty flawless by many of the people around her - much to Emma’s annoyance. Maybe Jane Austen knew it would be funny to name all of her almost-too-perfect-to be-real characters after herself?

First date

The phone is ringing. You answer.

Calvin: Hey, (Y/N)…

You: Oh, hey Calvin! What’s up?

C: Was just wondering, if you’re free today… So I can take you for a walk by the river…

Y: Yeah, I’m free. I would love to go for a walk. When do you want to meet up?

C: Maybe at 8pm at your house… See you, bye.

Y: Bye!

“Our first date! By the river when the moon is out, that’s so romantic!”, you think to yourself as you hang up, “I can’t wait!… Wait, what am I going to wear?… I need to chose quickly, it’s already 4pm.”. You open your wardrobe to find the perfect outfit. After picking out a light gray laced shirt and black yoga pants, you head to the bathroom. After a relaxing bath, you do your hair and your make up. “I should put on a necklace…” you think to yourself as you finish dressing up. Looking through the wardrobe to find your jewlery box, you fin d that little bag that Calvin got you for your birthday. “I never opened the bag to see whats inside…”. Inside you see a little navy blue box. You open it and see a silver necklace with a little heart attached to it. You just couldn’t stop staring, it was so beautiful. As you put it on, you notice that it has a little leaf carved into the heart. The detail was amazing, and you couldn’t stop thinking about Calvin. A warm feeling went through your body. As you grab the bag, you notice there is something else inside. It was a little parfum bottle. You spray some on your hand to smell it. The smell was amazing, it was like you were on top of a hill that is covered with flowers, and you could smell every single one. You decide to put it on, and after that you see little flower petals inside of the bottle. After 5 minutes of just staring into the mirror looking at the necklace Calvin gave you, you realize that it’s almost 8pm. As you rush to put on your snickers, your phone starts to ring.

You: Pyro, what do you want, I’m kind getting ready to go out.

Pyro: Just wanted to wish you good luck on your first date with Calvin!

Y: How do you know!!! Pyro, do you want me to cancel the date!

P: Woah, no, no… Okay, okay, I won’t stalk you guys anymore…

Y: What???

P: I think you are ready on your own now, bye!

And just like that, Pyro hangs up. “That little bastard!”, you think to yourself laughing. You decide not to take your phone with you, because you don’t want anyone, specially Pyro, ruining your date.

Finally, you hear a knock on your door. You open and see Calvin with a rose in his hand. You both stand there in silence for a second. “Let me just take care of that…”, you say taking the rose and putting in a vase. You both start talking while you head to the river.

“I see you like that necklace.”, “It’s so beautiful, Calvin, and the detail is amazing! Thank you!” you say as you hug his arm. “Yeah, I only ask for a leaf on a heart if I want to give it to someone I really care about.”. You couldn’t believe what you heard, he really did care about you, and you felt so special. You realize that Calvin made you feel like no one else, like he would always be there for you, like he would protect you. You just wanted to kiss him, but you didn’t, “What if he doesn’t feel the same way about me, I don’t want to ruin this… I will wait…”. As you continue talking, you point at a few stars. As you’re about to point at the moon, he grabs your hands and sits down on a small rock wall that was following the river. As you sit down, he puts his hand in your hair.

Calvin: (Y/N)…

You: What…

C: You know what I said about that necklace…?

Y: Yeah, that only the ones you care about have this kind of necklace…

C: Well… You’re the only person who I gave a necklace with a leaf…

Y: Calvin…

C: You’re the only one I really care about…

As he says that, he gets closer and kisses you. He holds your jawline as you stare at each others eyes. It felt like your first kiss, even though he kissed you at your birthday party. But you didn’t care, you were with Calvin, and that is all that mattered. The moonlight was shining over the two of you as Calvin kissed you again. It was like magic, you enjoyed every moment and you felt safe and loved. Then, he stopped.

Calvin: I-I’m sorry, (Y/N)… I didn’t think…

You:  What…

C: I kissed you just like that… I don’t know if you even like me…

Y: But… Calvin…

C: Yes we did kiss before, but I didn’t know if you enjoyed it or just didn’t want to make our friendship awkward by turning me down… And even then, I wasn’t thinking! I enjoy your presence and now I don’t want you to leave because of my stupidity!

Y: Calvin, don’t ever think like that. I would never turn you down or go away. I never met someone like you, I feel so loved around you.

He looks at you as you try to put on a smile. “I love you…” he whispers and starts kissing you. Your  hands are on his shoulders, his are on your waist. After that, you slowly move your head to his ear and whisper “I love you too…”. As you both get up, he puts his hand around you, holding your waist. You turn around walking towards your house. As you get to your doorstep, you kiss Calvin. You open the door, but can’t get further than the door frame, you need to say something to Calvin. “Let’s do this again…”, “As soon as possible…”. You get into your pajamas and go to bed, but you see that you got a message on your phone. It was Pyro, “How did it go? Did he kiss you?”. You wanted to tease him so you answered “We decided that we’re just friends.”. You put down your phone and fall asleep.

sxhxoxrxoxuxk  asked:

Do you think that gray will also be a water mage since he has juvias blood ? Well he is a ice mage become a devil slayer and maybe now a water mage thanks to juvia ? Omg that would be awesome :D but also very sad...

No i think shell return and be her cheerful positive person standing by grays side

anonymous asked:

FTWD had a lot of potential but it's the middle of the 2nd season & it's still bland as bland can be. There's always that slow beginning of a show during its 1st season (not always) but usually it picks up speed. FTWD has not and its the writers/creators fault. They've got good actors but the writing/storytelling is as dull as a piece of white bread. I'm an ADC fan, been a fan of Kim since Deadwood. Love Colman but damn the writers aren't doing anything different for the actors/story.

I’ve said this before but I’ll repeat myself. I really think this show would have been so dope if instead of just Chris’ mom dying, all the parents died. Like if they all got taken out on the way to Strand’s house. Except maybe Ofielia’s dad. And the narrative revolved around really young – now orphaned – kids/young adults trying to navigate the zombie apocalypse. Walking Dead is so adult focused. All the kids are dead except Carl (is his baby sister still alive?) and Rick is their leader. If they were truly going for something different shouldn’t they have made Fear younger? Shouldn’t they show what’s it’s like for young ppl trying to survive in this universe? Then when the last parent dies, Alicia feels as if she’s most capable of leading and she takes the reigns. 

anonymous asked:

which tv show do you think Draco and his girlfriend would be obsessed with on Netflix and binge watch constantly together when in the mood to cuddle??😍

Well, I think it would either be American Horror Story, so he would have an excuse to hold you even tighter, or maybe Friends because it makes you laugh and he loves your laugh.