I-AM-NOT

I am not…

Aries: I am not my anger

Taurus: I am not just average

Gemini: I am not fake

Cancer: I am not weak

Leo: I am not self-conceited

Virgo: I am not boring

Libra: I am not shallow

Scorpio: I am not my past

Sagittarius: I am not my mistakes

Capricorn: I am not heartless

Aquarius: I am not emotionless

Pisces: I am not helpless

Most days I am very happy to have a Welsh name and to carry that important part of my identity around with me wherever I go, but then someone around me says ‘and when’ and my stupid dumb brain goes ‘and when… an when… ANWEN’ and my stupid dumb head turns around and my stupid dumb mouth says ‘yes?’ and then I hate everything and rue my heritage

I am not the girl people have crushes on.
I am not the girl who other girls envy.
I am not the girl who has the best body.
I am not the girl who catches a guys attention.
I am not the girl who has a billion friends.
I am not the girl who’s good at everything.
I am not the girl who pretends to be better than everyone.
I am not the girl who doesn’t care.
I am not the girl who has an easy life.
—  10:40pm // but I am the girl who loves hard. I am the girl who cares. I am the girl who falls in love easily. I am the girl with real life struggles. I am that girl, and that’s okay.