I might do another version of this eventually

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 

While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?


You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

ladyknighttime  asked:

What attachments/bowls/mixing pieces do you have or plan on getting for your Kitchenaid? I just found myself in possession of a pre-owned Kitchenaid that came with nothing but a bowl, and therefore I have the machine itself, a metal bowl, and the slightly bent whisk piece my dad added because he had 2 whisks.

Right now I have the mixing paddle, the bowl-scraping mixing paddle (it’s basically the paddle with a silicone fin on one side), the whisk, the dough hook, and as an attachment the food grinder (thank you @bisexual-nightmare!). I just have the one metal bowl right now but I’m planning to get a second bowl. Mum was going to buy me a glass mixing bowl for my birthday, but we found out they apparently have a tendency to explode? So it will either be another metal bowl or the ceramic bowl. 

My stepdad might give me his sausage-stuffing attachment, he apparently doesn’t use it very often. 

I do strongly recommend the bowl-scraping mixing paddle, it’s pretty great and if you don’t have the paddle you might as well buy the scraper version. I don’t know that I’ll ever use my normal paddle again. 

Eventually I may get the food processor attachment, since I’ve never had a proper food processor (right now I get by with the Ninja Master Prep, but it lacks some features) but honestly the real appeal of the stand mixer is, well, the mixer. I like making bread and pastry doughs and I’m looking forward to making some meringue with it. Everything else is gravy! 

pinuphottie  asked:

Do you think if Edward or Jacob met the gender bent version of themselves that they'd be attracted to them or fall in love? I'm just curious.

This reminds me a little of the “would you f*ck your clone” meme.

SM did address the idea of Edward meeting Edythe a little here

I imagine they’d all get along pretty well after they worked out the kinks. Edward and Edythe might start out castigating each other for being so reckless with the humans—lots of projected self-loathing.  Bella and Beau would roll their eyes. Bella would never say it out loud, but she might wonder what Edythe saw in that totally normal human boy, and Beau likewise.

I think ultimately Edward and Edythe would end up much the way Edward and Rosalie are–too similar in too many ways to really get along and certainly to ever have a successful relationship. Them being able to read each other’s minds might be a good experience for both of them, finally realizing what that is like for the other people in their lives. But their self-loathing issues being what they are, they might have a hard time loving another version of themselves. I think they might eventually become friends, with the somewhat more balanced Edythe comforting and counseling Edward (and in doing so dealing with her own stuff). 

SM didn’t address Julie and Jacob. Being more easy-going, less introspective characters, they might have a better chance of getting along, but they run the risk of reminding each other too much of their siblings (Julie reminding Jacob of his two sisters; Jacob reminding Julie of her brothers). They wouldn’t have the self-esteem issues of Edythe/Edward though so I think it’s more probable. Could definitely see Jacob being impressed with Julie’s mechanical skills without the antagonism and vampire baggage with Rosalie. 

And you kind of have to just not think about the implications like, do they have the same genes? Is it like getting with a sibling or clone or twin or whatever? Or are these totally separate universes so it’s not a factor? 

I do think any version of Edward/Edythe or Jacob/Julie would be into any version of Bella/Beau though. I think some partly-swapped combos could be especially interesting, like Edward/Bella/Julie or Edythe/Bella/Jacob or whatever.