I'm-trying-okay

My way of coping when you left is like no other. I didn’t sit in my bed and cry for days, it was nothing like that. I didn’t cry for months, actually. I became numb, and for months I walked around destroying everything in my path. Friends became enemies and I can’t even talk about my grades without wanting to cry. You made me this way. You made me into the destructive, terrible human being I was. There is no one else to blame but you.
—  I love(d) you.

Mid workout selfie
I’m doing 100, 90, 80, 70 etc rep sets of Jumping jacks, leg lifts, and crunches

Currently finishing up my 80 rep set

Only 70 through 10 rep sets left to go!!!

Whoop! Whoop!

I keep taking breaks between exercises but I’m committed to making it till the end, even though the crunches are kicking my butt

I believe in me!

UPDATE: I DID IT!!!!