I'm-trying-okay

My way of coping when you left is like no other. I didn’t sit in my bed and cry for days, it was nothing like that. I didn’t cry for months, actually. I became numb, and for months I walked around destroying everything in my path. Friends became enemies and I can’t even talk about my grades without wanting to cry. You made me this way. You made me into the destructive, terrible human being I was. There is no one else to blame but you.
—  I love(d) you.

so here’s the real reason(s) im not actively posting rn

  • school is kicking my whole ass
  • i accidentally deleted my merged file of build/buy cc and apparently didn’t have the backups like i do for my cas cc so i have to go around finding whatever i had before
  • i’m getting ready to Do Things
  • school is kicking my whole entire ass
  • i put that twice to rlly emphasize the brutality of the ass beating im getting from school rn
Masterlist

AKA I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing, but I’m going to give this my best shot. I’ll try to update this as I post new content!

Noctis Lucis Caelum:

Drabbles/Scenarios:

  • He Can (angsty birthday sad thing)

Gladiolus Amicitia:

Headcanons:

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Prompto Argentum:

Headcanons:

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Ignis Scientia:

Headcanons:

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Fics:

  • Gone (x reader)

Chocobros:

Headcanons:

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Nyx Ulric: 

Fics:

  • Keep Her Safe (x fem!reader)

I don’t know what to label these: 

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