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I really need to talk to you, and if you just give me two minutes of your time I promise I’ll be out of your hair.

To all my overachievers who don’t get praise from parents and loved ones anymore because it’s just expected of you to do well: I’m proud that you passed that test, I’m happy you graduated with honors, I love that you try your hardest all the time.

I know sometimes the lack of support and encouragement from those whose opinions matter the most to you can be disheartening, but keep pushing through and being the amazing person you are.

About that neck touch...

So after spending way more of my life than is probably healthy looking at and analyzing every single shot from this episode that could possibly be construed at Destiel-related, even a TINY BIT, I realized that there is one shot people seem to not discuss very much…

Now. I know what you’re saying–”but we’ve TALKED about the hand-holding!” And yes, my friends, hands touching are always worth discussing (and discussing…and discussing…), but what I want to talk about is Dean’s OTHER hand…

Now…I am a theater child. I grew up doing shows. And I know that actors tend to be touchy-feely people, even when they are just friends. It’s what they do. My friends and I had no problem treating one another like armchairs half of the time, sitting in one another’s laps, leaning our heads on each others’ shoulders. So whenever people start pointing at some of these touches as evidence of Destiel, one part of me gets very excited, while the other part says “now hang on, you and your friends totally did this same stuff and it didn’t mean anything other than that you were friends.”

But.

In this shot, Dean doesn’t JUST touch Cas’s hand, or even his back. From what I can see of this shot, he puts his hand on the lower part of Cas’s neck. Now even I, my touchy-feely-theater-person-self, would never have touched the back of a friend’s neck. That is just getting a little bit too intimate for friendship. That is not what friends do, even the most lovey ones.

That is what my boyfriend does.

Note, too, how Dean’s hand lingers on Cas’s neck (or upper back, as he does seem to slide it down slightly after the initial contact). He maintains contact until Cas breaks it to turn around, a gesture of comfort both for Cas and himself, of reminding himself that Cas is here and is really okay.

Folks, this is not the touch of someone who is just a friend, nor is it an unintentional gesture made by actors who are just doing what touchy people do. This is the gesture shared by two characters who are much, much closer than just friends. And it, even more than the hand-clasping, set my heart to fluttering :).

Love Square Songs

Ladrien)

Romantic Marichat)

Platonic Marichat (Talking about their crushes, of course)

Adrienette)

Personal Ladynoir)

Just a thought that wouldn’t leave me at 4:00 in the morning.

I’m just too deep in fandom life like thanks to some fan theories that could’ve claimed a ship of mine incest actually gave me a few days of anxiety and sadness. Thanks a lot.

my reaction if ____ is the season 4 main:

sana: YOOOOOOOO! WE WE’RE RIGHT!!!!! HERE WE GO i’m SO ready to learn more about her like what to we know about her home life??? she has a brother??? who might be married?????? aka nothing we know nothing I’M SO PUMPED SHE’S 👏  GONNA 👏  SLAY 👏  EVERY 👏  DAMN 👏  DAY we gonna get taught everyday!!!!! get taught about islam and feminism and i can’t wait to explore her flaws and her journey oH MAN LETS GOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even: HOLY SHIT??!?! IT’S HAPPENING ????? THIS IS HAPPENING !!!!!!! I AM 100% NOT EMOTIONALLY PREPARED who’s ready to cry eveRY DAY I’M ALREADY CRYING OH NO we gonna see his beautiful face so much and listen to him talk and explore his character in so much depth and see through his eyes his bipolar disorder and get backstory and fuCK IM NOT READY I’M 👏  NOT 👏  READY 👏  

literally any other character: ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? holy shit??????!

A very quick but messy sketch of Lea for my boo @fleshwerks. I’m sorry I’ve been so inactive, but school/work has literally killed me everyday. Miss you my dude <3

Okay, but what if Connie’s mom was abducted for the Human Zoo? I know it sounds crazy, but just think about it...

[When talking about Blue Diamond wanting to get more humans for the Zoo, “That Will Be All”]

Blue Diamond: It’s true… the window for preserving Earth specimens is closing.

Yellow Diamond: Is that what you want? Sapphire, has the Cluster emerged yet?

Sapphire: No, it has not.

Yellow Diamond: Then there’s still time.


IT. MAKES. SENSE.

kinda

Ok it’s super late but im highkey emotional about everything and I started freaking out about how Qrow was sleeping?
Like you’d expect him to be the type to just pass out, be sprawled facedown or w/e
But he’s all curled up? His face is in his hand and he’s under all these blankets and everything is super Soft and I’m crying bc of that one post talking about how he’s a very vulnerable character and this shows it?
Like he’s supposed to be this Badass ™ and probably passes out drunk all the time so the way he sleeps would probably ordinarily reflect that somehow
But instead of being all slumped and smashed facedown he’s all curled up and precious with his damn cheek in his lil hand and he doesn’t adjust his position when he sees Ruby like he wants her to see him as a hero but he’s all curled up and precious and in a literal very vulnerable position and JFC the art department thinks of everything the animators insist on hurting me I’m crying I love him so much and I’m literally just word vomiting but I can’t think of anything else to say other than I love Qrow, I love how he’s this perfect deconstruction of The Badass Who Works Alone, and I have nothing better to do than cry over how a guy sleeps

No offense but I’m losing my mind at the fact that Sarah and Amy are going to a con together like…….

We’re actually gonna get new pics of them together and them talking about Root and Shaw and I just….. the heavens have opened up for me right now.

This is the best day of my life.

You know what I just realized?

I’m an introvert in real life and an extrovert online.

I just want to take a moment to talk about what Pirates of The Caribbean movies mean to me.

These movies are my whole life and I am very emotionally attached to them.I remember being 7 years old anxiously waiting to see The Curse of The Black Pearl on the tv for the first time cause I was too young to go and see it at the cinema.

These movies literally have followed all stages of my life

First 3 came out when I was at the primary school and I was literally crazy about them.I remember having the first one on videotape and I also remember that when I finally got At world’s End I was watching it at least 2 times a day.

Then the 4th one came out when I was a teenager and now the 5th one comes out when I am a university student.

I just feel so many things about this franchise cause I literally grew up with it.There are no other franchises that I feel that way about.I mean,I adore Harry Potter,Lord of The Rings and Star Wars but I appreciated them after I was 15 or so.But POTC will always have my heart.

Sorry for the emotional rant I just felt the need to share it with you!

Tiny Currie PSA for all my Critter followers and friends \o/

I’m getting to the point where my life is literally wake up, drink tea, write the Critical Role thesis for a few hours, eat, read theory, crash, rinse, repeat. I still love this show very very much (or I would have changed my topic by now) but it does mean that thinking & talking about CR is Work for me, not a break. :p as such I might be a little quiet or absent over the next couple of months while I get this thing done.

I’m still workin away on the fics too, but same deal there - it’s hard to see writing as a break when writing is all I do, heh. So chapters and such will be coming out slower for a while

Thanks for the understanding \o/

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