I'm working on the others right now

help me get rent + food

ok so i usually get ontario works funding every month to pay for this but something has gone wrong and i’m not getting any money this month supposedly.

i’m supposed to start school next week but i can’t finish registering for it (and subsequently the rest of my funding) without the fee. since i have proof i’m on ontario works the fee went from 500 to about 50 bucks, but after paying my rent and getting groceries i have 45 cents in my account right now and already have a maxed out credit card.

i’m literally only asking because i’m desperate but if i don’t register by next week i’m screwed and i have no other way to pay for this right now. if you could donate to my paypal i would be so grateful: paypal.me/alyxjpg

help a poor trans babe get back to school and get rent and food money? it would mean the world to me. even if you can’t a reblog helps. i literally only need 50 bucks.

Well, goodness, I was tagged by @remembertherandler​, @ratchetrhink​, and @touchinganelectricdove​ in this (and I loved their answers, check them out!)

One insecurity:
1) Talking on the phone and not knowing if the other person understands me or my point is getting across, and just generally not knowing what to say. This happens some in person but it’s far worse when I can’t see their face. (And even worse right now, when my phone’s not working well.)

Two fears:
1) Driving (or rather, screwing up while driving in any way terrifies me, whether it be my fault, the car’s or other driver’s)
2) Spiders, but it’s really gotten a LOT better now that I live somewhere with fewer poisonous types.

Three turn-ons:
1) Someone giving me focused attention freely and un-asked-for when I really need it. You know, showing they really care about and notice my needs.
2) Certain specific smells that I can’t really describe… but woodsy/clean-yet-earthy is part of it. (Rhett’s beard oil, for example, fits the bill, but also needs a certain type of human scent underneath it to take me from calm to excited)
3) Being comfortable… with the environment, situation, myself and the other person(s). 

Four life goals:
1) Have a life goal. Ha.
2) Inspire someone.
3) Make a positive impact on a younger person’s life.
4) Travel or at least experience as much of the world as I can in some way.

Five things I like:
1) Sleeping while it rains outside. (YES, Natas! I also like falling asleep to the sound of thunder or crickets.)
2) Trees.
3) The Renaissance Faire… cinnamon roasted almonds, giant pots of mushrooms, touching and smelling and buying all sorts of handmade goodies, laughing at what feel like inside jokes with an entire crowd of people…
4) A good cup of tea.
5) Rhett and Link.

Six weaknesses:
1) Spending inordinate amounts of time on Tumblr because I meant to just sit down and eat a bowl of cereal while scrolling but whoops it’s been 3 hours.
2) Using up all my social energy/politeness/patience in the first half of the day and not leaving any for my husband when he gets home.
3) Popcorn. You don’t want to know how much popcorn I can eat. And I cannot refuse it.
4) If I cannot do something fast and well, I avoid doing it at all because I get so frustrated.
5) Conversely, anything I feel good at and am interested in or need to do, I cannot stop doing until I am DONE or else I feel anxious about it until it’s complete.
6) Arms. Men’s forearms, shoulders of any gender, especially if they are freckled. I want to kiss the freckles.

Seven things I love:
1) Family who are like friends and friends who are like family.
2) When people, myself included, are open to change their thoughts/ stance on something when they hear good arguments. (Once again, I’m stealing Natas’ answer because it’s so good)
3)  Being so immersed in creating something you momentarily forget there’s a world outside it.
4) When you’ve completed the thing and you see physical evidence of it, not only the creation looking how you want it, but the paint/graphite/clay/crumpled paper/whatever it took to make it all over yourself and your surface and actually liking the mess because it shows how much you cared about the creation and not the negative effects of the process.
5) The safe and content feeling I have when I’m curled up with my husband and my cats, watching something together in my own home.
6)  Unexpected kind messages.
7) Those moments that restore your faith in humanity or remind you of the awe of the universe.

I’m tagging @missingparentheses and @seltayuniverse and anyone else who wants to do it, tag me back so I can read it!


Are you happy?

      I’m happy.


I MADE YOU A PRESENT. (aka i’m procrastinating working on commissions right now because i’m tired so I whipped this up) 

This is a desktop wallpaper, you may download it, use it, hopefully love it and enjoy it. I couldn’t decide if I liked the brown branches or white branches better, so I’ll let you choose. (LIVE YOUR AESTHETIC) 

(maybe I’ll do the other houses later, i dunno, which should I do? tell me these things)

A Good Listener

(Oh hello what’s this oh right it’s a little sort of kabby drabble thing I wrote today because I have a lot of feelings about Marcus hanging out with his mother’s tree, I’m just gonna go hide now because I don’t really do fic ahhh)

Title: A Good Listener
TV Show: The 100
Ship: Marcus Kane/Abby Griffin
Rating: general

The place where the Eden tree is planted isn’t far from the Arkadia camp, but far enough that Marcus always feels vaguely guilty about going there. The trip has a strange sense of pilgrimage, an idea which makes him a little uncomfortable, and he knows his time could be better used in a hundred different ways.

But today he has the time, albeit not much of it, and he has…purpose, of a kind. So here he is, and as he approaches he feels the familiar wave of relief to see that the tree is still there where he left it. He kneels down beside it, presses his hands gently against the earth that surrounds the base of the trunk, reassuring himself that it’s firmly rooted. Then he sits back and just looks at it for a while, unsure how to begin. No matter how many times he comes here, it’s always like this at first.

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anonymous asked:

I have a few questions about Caleb's ability. Can he feel others when they're in pain and can he localize it to a certain area? And this one's a bit stupid, but does his ability only work on humans?

This is such a great question! The short answer is sometimes, yes, he can feel physical pain. But Caleb is not personally able to localize it at this time. If someone is in physical pain, Caleb will feel a general kind of pain. Rather than his body drawing attention to a specific area of his body that needs seeing to (like it would if he himself stubbed his toe), feeling the pain of others is his body drawing attention to that specific person in need. 

All the same rules apply though - proximity, strength of feeling, Caleb’s own mindset. And his empathy tends to prioritize emotional signals over physical ones. This is why he enjoys football. Because everyone, including himself, is physically exerting themselves, it all sort of evens out. His body can’t process every little twinge and ache in every player and instead he feels that kind of good burning soreness that you feel when you have a good workout. People getting seriously injured is a different story. 

Caleb’s ability works best on humans. The closer something’s neurology is to his own, the better it works. So, if Caleb spent a lot of time one-on-one with a chimpanzee or other primate, he could probably get it working pretty well. As for dogs and cats and other domestic animals, he is only slightly more in tune with them than their owners would be - he can tell when they’re happy and when they’re freaked, but it isn’t as much of a conscious things as it is with humans. Caleb could definitely be described as an animal person in the sense that he’s naturally very good with them. 


Gone. They’re gone. They are ALL GONE. All the panels of every digital art pieces I have been working on is gone. All the parts of my Scifell comics, my planned submission art, and all the other things I had taken the time to draw is just gone.

That’s like thirty panels. God, I can’t even remember the exact number, there were so many! All that work I spent drawing afterschool and late into the early mornings. It’s all wasted. I was so, so close to finishing.

I don’t understand why that happened to me, and as much as I want to vent all my frustration out, that’s not why I am burdening your lives with this dumb post.

I want to apologize to all of you.

All you amazing and patient people waiting on my silly little comics. None of you deserve to wait so long for anything. I’m sorry for this.

I am going to try and redo all the missing panels, it’s going to be an awful lot of work and it’s going to take a whole lot of time. I just-I don’t know.

It may have happened to you before? You find out that technology just erased a huge bulk of your work, and you feel so discouraged? Knowing that you will have to redo it all?

Above are two of my panels that I have miraculously salvaged only through the sheer luck of sending them to a friend through Gmail.

Again. I am so sorry. I’ll get to work immediately.

anonymous asked:

Do know of any/have any good thigh riding one shots/ff? 🙈🙊(preferably with Exo,bts or Monsta x)

I really like this one. It doesn't use names so even though it is written for Jungkook it is very easy to see other people like this. I know I have.  Plus it is so beautifully written everything on @bluetivity is amazing!

But listen Kitten Licks, my hopes are to have the Request Box open again before the end of September. So if you can hold those precious fantasies in a little longer, I will be happy to write them for you!! It’ll be our little secret!

Oh hey! I knew the campus LGBTQ+ center had some ace and aro events last year (which I couldn’t go to bc I’m cursed to always have work during interesting things) but apparently it’s a full fledged sub-club now! It even meets when I’m available. Sort of. It’s at 7 on Mondays, which is right when I get off the desk, but I can at least drop by. That’ll be cool.

anonymous asked:

*sees notification in inbox that Unwound has updated* *instantly feels stress levels sink* thank you for writing this, I've missed your writings a lot. <3

I’m glad you’re enjoying it, anon. :) <3 I’ve missed writing these two so much. It’s really cool to know that others are enjoying it too.

Okay so the other day at work the other dispatchers were talking about their aesthetic preference in men and I just sat there internally screaming because I’m telling myself “don’t you dare out yourself right now” on repeat until one of them straight up (pun not intended) asked me.

I explained that my aesthetic was kind of androgynous and mentioned Luke Newberry as an example, and they just kinda shrugged and said “I really like my men to look like men.” It took all of my energy to not say anything that would out myself I s2g.

anonymous asked:

Avery, do you think your new fic will be bottom Zayn? I've been really needing a new long bottom Zayn fic and your fics always deliver so well. Slow and High Tempo is like my favorite fic.

I’m not really sure!! I haven’t thought about them having sex other than for sexual tension purposes yet I’m trying to work up to their first kiss lmao (it’s 23k right now and they haven’t even done that) lol

Hey guys just some things I wanted to say:

➤ Some matchups are coming out when I get on my computer (I just haven’t because I’m in bed and it’s warm and outside is cold) I’ll get on sometime today to put those matchups up and fix my “rules” link, since it doesn’t work smh

➤ If you want more headcanons about a specific thing, I’ll for sure take that request! For example, the headcanons of how Lance likes to kiss? I answered it but I definitely have more rattling around somewhere in my brain so I could totally write more down! It shouldn’t be too repetitive or anything but I might forget what I put on the first one ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

➤ If you submitted a scenario, don’t worry I got it!! It just takes me a longer time to write those, obviously, so the turnaround time isn’t as quick as headcanons/matchups/reactions

Other than that, thanks for being patient!

Mod Gray

Originally posted by twins12100

(To you and to all others who have complimented my singing voice and I can’t find your comments) THANK YOU SO MUCH! I’m so happy you like my voice my goodness I’m really happy right now!!! >w< I really hope to record more in the future and I’m already making a little list of covers to take to the recording studio! XD Maybe I’ll make a little CD of cover songs who knows XDDDDDDD

anonymous asked:

Oh. My. God. Chapter 10 of From Light comes Darkness is so good, like the begining is adorable then its a good lead into a bit of smut and then it stops and becomes cute and fluffy and i couldnt help but smile... when will the next chapter be up?

Thank you! I’m glad you enjoyed it! (:
The next chapter should be up within the next two weeks. The place I’m working at right now is seasonal, and the last day is the 5th of September. After that, I’ll have lots more time to write and will hopefully be finishing up From Darkness Comes Light and posting the beginning of two new stories. Thanks again for the patience with the updates, though!

On the Computer Situation

I’m pausing my Chalkzone fic until I find out if I can get my files back. I lost quite a bit of work on it, and I wanna try and get it back before I try replacing it. I’m also unable to draw until I can get this sorted out.

On the other hand, I’m gonna try to get some one-shots out. Nothing big, just some stuff to keep in practice or whatever. Might also do some sketching in my sketchbook and post photos of that if anybody’s interested.