I'm not okay

I actually did this today
  • <p> <b>Waitress:</b> And what can I get for you today?<p/><b>Me:</b> I'd like a quackson, please<p/><b>Waitress:</b> A what?<p/><b>Me:</b> Quackson.<p/><b>Waitress:</b> ...<p/><b>Waitress:</b> wtf<p/><b>Me:</b> oh wait<p/></p>

can u believe that in o helga natt even thought he lost isak just like he lost the balloon boys back at bakka….and he just accepted the fact that he was toxic to other people and he was destined to be alone…….and then isak showed up seemingly out of nowhere and even was so shocked he couldn’t find any words…..and isak just held him and told him he was not alone and even still felt like he didn’t deserve him because his thoughts were so insistent that he just ruins all good things…..do u ever cry about even bech næsheim