Maybe we’ll meet again, who knows? When we’re older, when we’re more mature, when we’re right for each other but not meant to be.

And you’ll forever wonder why did you ever let go of a woman like me

// a.s

Sometimes your forever is someone else’s for now. You’ve been through this before. I can see it in your eyes. It happens like this: you plan your life around a person who doesn’t know what he’s doing next month or next week or for the next twenty minutes. And when it comes to wandering souls, even all the love in the world can’t make them stay. 
     Or this: you give without being asked, handful after handful of yourself. He takes with big hands and hardly ever spends the night, but you blindly hope it will grow into something more. Something wonderful. It must, you think. It has to. But when his pockets are full and a new soul is calling, when the world tilts into clarity and he finds himself awake in the middle of the night, you’ll learn more than your fair share about heartbreak.
     And I know, I know, it’s hard to try again. To give and plan and hope without worrying about the burn. It’s hard, yes, but you have to. You just have to. Because one day, I promise, your forevers will align. Listen to me. One day, someone will teach you how to love again.

“What’s the funniest blooper from this season?”

Jared took a moment to think, and you held your breath in the green room, watching on the screen.

“One of the funny bloopers actually didn’t make the, uh, the gag reel,” Jared replied, and you instantly knew you were done for.

He cleared his throat, already smiling as he began to tell the story that you would never live down.

“So y’all know my gorgeous fiancée joined the cast this year.”

That got a cheer from the crowd, and you bristled with pride before you realised he was about to publicly embarrass you.

“Well y’all probably also know that, while filming, she’s been losing some weight before our wedding,” he continued. “She wants to feel beautiful in her dress, and even though she knows I think she’s gorgeous, she’s doing it to make her happier. Anyway, that’s just backstory. So Y/N’s character still wears the same kind of clothes, and she refuses to try other sizes on until she’s 100% certain they’ll fit.”

A few sniggers went around the room, people guessing where the story was headed.

“So yeah, she was wearing these pants that were at least one size too big, and we had to run, like, really run,” he started giggling, making the crowd laugh already. “And they fell down her thighs, and she fell right on her face.”

The crowd erupted in laughter and Jared had to shake his head, not finished yet.

“She wasn’t hurt, she was fine, but she was- she was wearing-” he was giggling too hard, “These joke panties Jensen got her as an engagement present, that said- they said- ‘If lost, return to JarPad’s lap’.”

The laughter doubled in volume as Jared doubled over in giggles.

“They caught it on camera, so we have the picture up in every single trailer,” he said once he’d calmed down. “We laugh about it now, but she was so pissed about it at the time.”

“She’s gonna be even more pissed now you’ve told all of us,” the fan commented, and he nodded, scratching the back of his neck.

“Yeah. I didn’t think this one through.”

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Fall in love with someone...

If you ever fall in love… fall in love with someone who wants to know your favorite color and how you like your coffee. Fall in love with someone who loves the way you laugh and would absolutely anything to hear it. Fall in love with someone that puts their head on your chest just to hear your heart beat. Fall in love with someone who kisses you in public and isn’t afraid to show you off to everyone they know. Fall in love with someone who makes you question why you were afraid to fall in love in the first place. Fall in love with someone who never wants to hurt you and will do anything to try and protect you from anything. Fall in love with someone who falls in love with all your flaws and thinks you became their version of the word ‘perfect’. Fall in love with someone who thinks that you’re the one they would love to wake up with each morning and each day.

“I just think it’s stupid, that’s all,” I say.

“What do you mean?” he asks, as curious as ever to hear what I’m thinking.

“Well, you fall in love with someone, and then you think it’s going to be forever. But then it’s not.” I pause, waiting for a reaction he doesn’t give. I shrug. “I just think it’s stupid to keep being heartbroken like that.”

“Hm,” he says evasively.

“What?” I ask, curious myself now.

He shrugs too. “I didn’t know that was a thing that happened, like some sort of twisted cycle,” he says quietly. “To me, you’re the first. I thought you would be the last.” he laughs. “And honestly? Even now, I think you’ll be the last.”

—  // lily rose.
Have you ever looked at the sky, and wonder why the clouds are white? Have you ever looked at a butterfly and thought why it has wings? Have you ever smelled a food and suddenly blurt out how delicious it is, even if you haven’t eaten yet? Have you ever heard a song, and it touched your heart so much, you wished you can listen to it forever? Have you laughed so hard, you thought you might actually die because of too much happiness? Have you ever had a good morning and it brought good vibes to you—you smiled the whole day? Have you ever had someone who always loves you no matter who you are and where you came from? Sweetie, I hope you noticed all the little things. From how the sun colors the sky with beautiful pastel lights, to how the moon and stars watch you slept at night. I hope you experience those things that made your soul smile even if other people thought they don’t matter. I hope that there are times in your life, where you once prioritize yourself instead of thinking how many people put you on the list of the things they hate.
—  ma.c.a // Have you ever loved yourself?
No, I don’t care how many times he apologized or how many nights you spent crying over him. You can never go back to him, you can’t let him play you ever again. I know he’s been your best friend for years and that once upon a time he told you he loved you, but HE left you. He decided he didn’t want you, so now you have to move on and know that you are worthy. He’s going to regret leaving and he’ll come right back, but no you can never go back to him.
—  Letters to myself @iloveyouforeverandmore
All I ever wanted to do was wreck myself. Take everything good in my life, and throw it all away. It seems crazy for me to want everything I love to be gone forever, but it’s what I need. I need to pick up these sad broken pieces and put them back together. It’s my only desire, and I’m begging you to break me. Take every good thing I love about you and make it horrible, make me hate your existence. Hurt me like no one else ever has. Then once you’ve shattered me, I will glue myself back together
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1177


i’ve hit 1.2k (holy shit) and it’s christmas so i wanna take a moment to acknowledge some incredible people who have made my gmw tumblr experience thus far so wonderful and full of joy. without further ado, i present lauren’s 2016 follow forever :)

to start off, i want to give a special shoutout to a couple people who have really shaped my tumblr experience. i love you all dearly. (i got really sappy and wrote you all special messages so click here to read them ♥♥♥)

@rumikipling // @minkuhs // @spookyminkus // @hollyjollyhart // @rorysgilmoree // @now-katy-hunter //

you’re all mentioned below, but i want to take a moment to shout out the amazing members of @rileydefense, @rucasnetwork, #riarklesquad, and #rjstrashnetwork for being overall brilliant humans and for giving me a lil community on here. i love you all ♥♥

now onto some people i love a lot and help make my dash a brighter place!!! thank you all for just being yourselves and thank you for making me so so happy every time i log onto tumblr ♥

A-H: // @aggressively // @annabellisario // @astralfreckles // @arianagrandes // @auroruhs // @beautifullyflawed25 // @callmecottoncandyface // @captainzaybabineaux // @cecibalagots // @charliegardnre // @charliesgardnr // @corybaboonmatthews // @couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name // @cstlbyers // @dailyjoshaya // @dailyriarkle // @donniebaarnes // @duhriarkle // @farklefogelmanis // @farklely // @farkles-sunshine // @farklesdarling // @feenys // @friars-riley // @friarsriles // @fuck-yeah-rilaya // @girl-meets-cherry // @girlmeetsfarkle // @gmw-trashs96 // @gmwrucasgmw // @gofarkleyourself // @grantgustn // @grizbehr // @harlyquinn // @hartshoney // @hello-there-riley-matthews // @hersheyscake // @hurhuurr //

I-Q: // @imaginarybird // @isadorasmackle // @isadors // @isak-evens // @its-beautifuldreams42 // @izzyspluto // @joshaya // @katdvs // @ladyriley // @lightwood-everdeens // @lovelyrowans // @lucasluvsriley // @lvcasinclairs // @malecsmistletoe // @markleslittleminki // @matthews-rileyy // @matthewsfriars // @matthewsjosh // @mayamcboingboing // @mayamxtthews // @mayaqueerhart // @minkthews // @moesha // @morotiasblacks // @mostvogue // @naqini // @neptvnisms // @onceuponarilaya // @onetwothreefarkle // @pansimon // @pizzacloudsandfarkle // @plxtos //

R-#: // @r-ilaya // @ranger-hart // @regulargoose // @reytonbleyer // @riarkleimsry // @riarkletime // @riarklequeens // @rilaya-land // @riley-and-maya-matthews // @rileyandauggie // @rileyfriars // @rileymatthewsgifs // @rileymas // @rileymaya // @rileymayas // @rileymeetsworldgifs // @rileysfarkles // @rileystown // @rowboatblanchard // @rowmeyer // @rucas-feels // @rucas-town // @rucasdaily // @rucastown // @rwanblanchard // @sabs-carpenter // @sabrinannlynn // @sabrinuhcarpenter // @saltyrucasfan // @sand1128 // @sapphickipling // @scorpiusmilfoy // @shutupbabycory // @snowbrina // @spidermah // @srnackle // @sunshineymatthews // @sxofcrows // @tawmlinsun // @thebaywindows // @thebeautyindiamonds // @tmblrriley // @ukulelesandsnapbacks // @umrilaya // @whenrileymetlucas // @wolfspack // @worldmeetsliley // @xsabrinacarpenterx // @yaymatthews // @zaylikesriley // @zaysbabihoe // @1980shipster //


if i forgot you, i am so so sorry! i’m terrible at keeping track of urls but please know that i love you dearly!!!!! ♥♥

I don’t think I will ever be strong enough to fully move on from you. Although, deep down inside, I’m not sure that I’ll ever really want to move on from you. You see me like nobody else ever has- you see my potential, who I can be. You’ll never see this, you’ll never know these words exist, but I hope you know, B, how much I truly love you. You bring out the ultimate best in me. You’ve been my best friend through everything and you’re the only one who has been here when I’ve needed you most. We weren’t perfect together, neither of us are perfect, but damn, was our love special. If moving on means forgetting, then I never want to move on. Honestly, I’m still praying that it’s you and me in the end.
—  An excerpt from a book I’ll never write (#7).

 fancy date :D

to the boy i think i could love forever, this is everything i’ll ever want you to know about me.

on the day i met you, the first thing i noticed about you were your eyes. they had this shine in them when you laughed, and they twinkled when the light hit them at the exact right angle. i fell in love with your eyes before i even knew your name.

when we first started talking, i told you simple things about myself; my favourite colour (blue), what i want to do in life (travel), what makes me cry (perks of being a wallflower), my favourite smell (strawberries), what makes me shake in anger (when my brother insults me). i told you everything that was on the tip of the iceberg. i didn’t tell you about the things you couldn’t see, the things that were hidden way down at the bottom of the ocean. i didn’t tell you about my past, and i didn’t tell you what i was scared of. because, truthfully, i was afraid of you, and where this was going. i was afraid that i was going to be left broken and alone. i didn’t tell you that i had this hatred inside of me, and it wasn’t for something as silly as a food. i hated myself and everything about me. there were so many things about myself that i felt insecure about and didn’t want the world to see. but whenever i was with you, your touch made me feel like i was on fire, and the way your eyes scanned my body and stopped on my own eyes made me feel like there was something worth loving inside of me. i saw the twinkle in your eyes that i loved so much, and i realised i loved you, and that you loved me.

you once told me about the top two things that made you furious. number one: a woman being hit. your eyes turned to stone when you told me, and you promised me that you would never ever hit a woman. that was the moment i started feeling safe with you. number two: self harm. you turned to me with a seriousness in your eyes and asked me if i had ever cut myself. i put my head down, and sighed. ‘no’. and it hurt so much to lie to you, but i didn’t want you angry at me so early into our relationship. and i am still so sorry that i lied, but this is me telling you now. i’m broken. i’ve been through things, and even though they aren’t the worst things in the world and other people have it worse, it was bad enough for me to want to take a blade to my skin. because sometimes tears were not enough for me so instead of making my eyes cry, i made my skin cry. but i promise you, i am so much better. and its partly because of you. i learnt how to be okay on my own, but you taught me how to love myself, and i will forever be in debt to you.

i was doing okay on my own, and i was so happy with my life. but from the moment you came into it, i knew i wouldnt be the same without you. the twinkle in your eyes makes my heart skip a beat, and the love you have for me makes me feel like life will always be worth living. you made me a better person, and i can only hope to do the same for you. you are my very first love, and my biggest dream is that you’ll be my last.

so this is me. this is everything i want you to know about me. and yes, it is mostly about you, because you are my entire world. i revolve around you. i love you with my entire being. i will tell you about the rest of the iceberg when we are lying under the stars one night, spilling to each other the things we don’t yet know.

—  excerpts from a book i’ll never write #1