I'M-A-PHOTOGRAPHER-LOOK-AT-ME

anonymous asked:

Top 5 zayn moments

  • WHEN HE TOOK THAT GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL ASS PICTURE WITH BABY BROOKLYN BLESS GOD !!! THAT MAGICAL PHOTOGRAPH THAT CEASED MY BREATHING !!! BURNED BOTH MY RETINAS OUT OF MY GODDAMN SKULL !!! I CAN’T BELIEVE HE MADE ME LOOK AT THAT PICTURE WITH MY OWN TWO EYES LIKE WHAT KIND OF MALEVOLENCE !!! 
  • #FREEPALESTINE !!! I WAS IN LOVE WITH ZAYN JAVADD MALIK BEFORE BUT THAT FLUNG ME STRAIGHT TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL LIKE I WAS FIRMLY ANTI-ASS EATING BEFORE THAT TWEET BUT IF ZAYN BENT OVER IN FRONT OF ME IT’S LIT !!!
  • SHOT FOR ME (FT. NIALL HORAN) !!! A MOMENT IN HISTORY !!! DRAKE SHED A FEW TEARS AND DEDICATED NWTS TO ZAYN FOR BLESSING HIM WITH THAT COVER !!!  (THAT HARRY OH SO SWIFTLY RUINED WITH HIS GODDAMN INPROVISATIONS THAT NO ONE ASKED FOR I’M STILL TRYING TO BRAWL IN THESE STREETS FOR THAT) 
  • DID YOU KNOW THAT ZAYN MALIK LIKES TO SORT HIS GUMMY BEARS BY COLOUR AND GETS PETULANT WHEN THE STACKS AREN’T EQUAL BECAUSE I DO AND I WISH I DIDN’T !!!! I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND BREAK ZAYN’S THUMBS BEFORE HE TWEETED ABOUT THE LACK OF RED GUMMY BEARS IN HIS PACKAGE TO SAVE ME THE AGONY BUT WE DON’T HAVE THE TECHNOLOGY FOR THAT RIGHT NOW !!!
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Today I got the photos back from my Canine Companions for Independence shoot with Huddy last month. Here are a few of them. Obviously we are both super great at pretending to do what we do every day for real!

rude-at-your-service asked:

☼ ((I feel like you have so many interesting stories to tell~))

Cid:  “Well…lookit this….I’m thumbing through my mun’s photographs.  And whaddaya know, this guy the mun used to date years ago?  Looks like yours truly.  If I’m being honest - he’s a bit of  a stud.”

Mun:  -horrified shriek-   WHAT THE – GIVE ME THAT - STFU CID, MY EX DOES NOT LOOK LIKE YOU -

Oh.  Shit.  HE DOES

Cid:   -grins triumphantly-

Mun:  It’s just a faint resemblance, Cid.  Nothing more.  And he is NOT A STUD, gods -

Cid:  “Bullshit.” 

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What are you looking for?

Last week I went for a short exploration with my camera into my old familiar neighbourhood.  I know another photographer who shoots the same streets over and over and over again for the last decade and for whatever reason, it’s always fresh.  I love that.  Sometimes I wonder if what I am looking for is right in front of me - I haven’t used my camera “for fun” in a long, long time.

I avoided the question. I didn’t answer because I always have a fear of losing my grip. It’s a part of humanity to drift towards one another. We like company. I’m just looking for company that I enjoy, and enjoys me. Is that how it works? If we both enjoy this, can we keep going? Can I allow myself to be excited over it? I want to.  I’d like to be myself, I’d like to let go. That’s what I am looking for.

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Hihi, what a nice day it was… Got a photo with Steffen Henssler (Man, it looks like we’re both on drugs or something. The guy who took it clearly was no professional photographer. :p Oh, but he gave his best, I guess. After all I must’ve been like the 1386th person he had to take a picture of that night. Poor young man…) and he signed my shoe! Why do I even like him?! He’s such a moron sometimes. Meh, whatever… Guess I just like his quirkiness (and food - it looks so pretty). c:

I want to be eloquent about this but I am far too depressed right now, so fuck it.

Body positivity is great, but it’s not for me.

If I say I hate everything about my meat sack then please leave me to it. You cannot and will not fix me, and dictating to me as if I am “letting the side down” for being unable to deny how much I hate my face and body and how both of these things look in photographs only makes me feel more depressed.

So please don’t.