I'M SORRY THIS GOT SO INCREDIBLY LONG

Anniversary Follow Forever !!

Oh my god so I’m a butt and am over a week late because I am incredibly forgetful and dumb but !!!!!! This blog is officially a year old. 

I remember anxiously making this blog completely unsure of what was going to happen. I had a fandom tumblr before, but I had left that fandom because a lot of drama had arisen and it was overwhelmingly toxic. I had been watching jack and mark for a few months and had honestly fallen in love with their content. After quietly stalking a few blogs dedicated to them, I decided to finally make one for myself, and now here we are over a year later.

I honestly cannot thank all of you enough. I know we all probably hear this a lot, but this is truly such an amazing community. You guys are all so nice and inspiring and supportive of each other, and it has been such a pleasure to be here among you guys. You guys honestly make my days so much brighter and I could never repay that.  Thank you guys so so so much for following me and interacting with me, I love you all a lot !!! :D

Ok. now that we are past all the gross mushy stuff, I want to give a special thanks to a few blogs who I’ve looked up to and admired :D


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@adorkable-iplier  @amynelsons​ @angelsean​  @braonain​  @briseptiplier​  @celestialsean@dark–iplier​ @dogiplier @dork-iplier​ @egogrumps @expometal@fandom-hq@fluffy-jack


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@istandwithmarksthickneck  @jackaboyfan-mike @jack-it-up @jacksblueeyes @jacksepticeyegifs @jacksepticfly @jacksepticishoulddie@jeaniplier @lum1natrix 


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@maaaarkiplier@magicmadiplier@markired @martziplier98 @megsiplier @melviiiis @nestorquik  @omfsean@parallox @paranoctis


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@radioactivedogger @septiceyespeed  @septicplays@septic-vader@shcrtiplier  @starlit-jse  @super-magical-wizard  @tiny-septic-box-sam@tylerrrrrr


And that’s all for my super short follow forever !!! I haven’t personally interacted with everyone on this list, and some I haven’t talked to in ages but all their blogs are amazing. They’ve all inspired me and managed to cheer me up on even my lowest days. You should definitely go check them out because they are all absolute sweethearts. Also, I’m so sorry if I missed anyone !!! It’s late and I did this super quickly because I just realized I missed my own blog anniversary lol. 

I just want you guys to know that I am immensely grateful to all my followers for putting up with me. Thank you all so much again and I love y’all <33

You guys are incredible!!! THANK YOU FO RALL THOSE MESSAGES!!!!
I got overwhelmed and couldn’t all answer them on time and then tehy piled up (/)///(/) I’m sorry
So I’m going to answer them all now in a collective post to not spam your dash too much.
But I really do appreciate every single message and they made me all so happy!! THANK YOU!!!

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Tom x Tara for finchmackee

Dear Tom,

I’ll tell you what I remember, seeing as you asked. That after we made love that night in my parents’ house, you asked me to get out of bed, naked. Remember how I felt? I mean we had just had sex, so that’s as intimate as I thought it got, but it’s funny that I don’t remember that part as much as you making me stand in front of you with nothing on and we were freezing cold and I felt so exposed, like I felt you could see inside the guts of me. And remember, I cried? And you were like, Shh, shh, don’t. You’re beautiful, and I can’t believe I’m writing this now, but I don’t think I’ll ever forget your voice when you said that. I think I loved you at that moment. 

But then Joe happened, and you didn’t ring or anything. You didn’t let me see you exposed from all your pain. You hid and you left me there, starkers, and for so long, for so, so long, I felt raw. Don’t ever ask anyone to do that again, Tom. Don’t ever ask them to bare their soul and then leave it. It’s fucking cruel and no matter how much pain you were in, you had no right. Because sometimes it makes me want to shudder, because sometimes I still think I’m there in my bedroom standing naked, except it’s like the whole world can see me, and they’re laughing like sometimes I remember people laughing at me behind my back in high school. And it makes me just want to cry with shame.

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Dear Tara,

If you think I’ve forgotten anything about that night, you, most gorgeous girl, are laboring under great misapprehension. I remember everything. I remember your petticoat.. slip… whatever the hell it’s called, and how you let me take it off. You made me close my eyes and that was even more of a turn on.

You’ve always seen through me and that’s freaked me out. You saw the stuff I didn’t show other people. The part of me that sometimes can be a bully, because I come from a family of it. Learned behavior because I think my dad was taught by Bill and Bill was taught by his father and sometimes I feel it inside me as well, except we’re not actually comfortable with it, but it’s there and it frightens all of us. And that night you saw the fear. You made it go away for just one minute and then Joe happened and I couldn’t speak anymore and the numbness-please, God don’t ever let me feel that numbness again. I think I was scared that you wouldn’t be able to make the numbness go away and if my mum and dad and Anabel couldn’t, and then you couldn’t, I didn’t know whether I could handle that.

I know I stuffed up and I know your peacekeeper probably treated you like gold and I’ve treated you like crap but I want you to know that I remember the conversations we had in Year Twelve, when you told me you wanted to do a cultural studies degree because you believed in trade, not aid, and you believe that the only way was to ask the questions and listen to the needs of the people and I remember thinking that exact moment, I want to change the world with her. And I remember feeling that again in Georgie’s attic. That’s a powerful gift you have there Ms. Finke. To make the laziest guy around want to change the world with you. So next time you remember standing in your bedroom naked, know that it is the most amazing view from any angle, especially the one where we get to see inside.

Love always,

Always,
Tom

anonymous asked:

Reikuri (reinerxchrista) please?

well

never thought about this pairing before but I’ll let my brain pick at it—sorry if it’s awful

who cooks normally?:

50/50? Krista likes cooking and she occasionally burns something but at her apologetic/broken look Reiner serves himself a mountain of the charred food and asks for seconds and tells her it’s amazing.

Reiner likes baking! He enjoys it and even uses it to unwind. Krista always knows if he’s had a rough day at work because she’ll get home and find him in the kitchen with her frilly apron on, covered in flour and sugar and five pans of brownies and chocolate pies and she calls him a muffin man and he kinda likes that name

how often do they fight?:

It’s really hard for me to picture these two fighting? Maybe it’s more of a chiding thing, really. Reiner seems like one of those go to guys, he can’t leave well enough alone, if a friend/coworker/complete stranger is in trouble he’s right there, no one has to ask it of him and sometimes people take advantage of it—but Krista will remind him that being a friend doesn’t mean being a bottomless pit of money

what do they do when they’re away from each other?:

Reiner is really attached to her so he tries to tough it out as best he can by going to the gym more than usual and gaining like 8 more pounds of fucking muscle or something

Krista is a bit more relaxed—parades around wearing his shirts and marveling at how huge they are. She probably likes going jogging/hiking and remembers how the first time they ever climbed that trail together he actually carried her on his back the entire way and random people cheered them on

nicknames for each other?:

They don’t do the nickname thing but whenever he introduces her to his friends or coworkers he’s like ‘my queen, my goddess’ and she’ll smack his arm

who is more likely to pay for dinner?:

Reiner? Krista likes paying too but Reiner just spoils her terribly and she lets him

who steals the covers at night?:

Neither of them. Reiner’s skin always feels stove top hot and while Krista does get a bit cold she just burrows up against him and it keeps the chill away better than any blanket could

what would they get each other for gifts?:

Krista is usually pretty good at giving gifts—she’ll take him out to that insanely expensive restaurant he really likes, or pay for a whole day at the spa because he loves them—but one day she came home with an obese bulldog puppy and named him Reiner jr and they treat him like their first born child

Reiner knows Krista loves hanging out with all their friends so he throws her parties or just gets everyone to meet them at a bar where they all get really drunk and sing karaoke and he has to carry her afterwards but she’s so happy he thinks she’s almost glowing

who remembers things?:

They both do! They both love socializing, going out and they love an excuse to do something out of the ordinary

who cusses more?:

Krista. Reiner can’t ever bring himself to curse in front of her.

what would they do if the other one was hurt?:

Reiner is one hell of a protective guy? He’d pick her ass up and take the blow himself without a thought to his own safety

Christa would fight like hell—with her nails and teeth if she had to

who kissed who first?:

Krista kissed Reiner. He’d kinda tried to but he always pulled back the last second because he wasn’t sure if what they felt was mutual so she kissed him to give him the damn hint

who made the first move?:

Krista. She throws everyone off their game.

who started the relationship?:

Reiner. He probably planned the way he’d ask her for weeks and got all their friends involved and made this incredibly dramatic gesture and they spent the rest of the night just kinda swaying to some cheesy song that he still listens to years later

For @komadoriwonder who could use a pick me up who some cute/healthy batfam coping mechanisms.

- When Stephanie is upset, her natural response is to isolate herself which usually only makes her feel worse. The other Bats usually pick up when she starts avoiding them so they just attach themselves to her. Cass asks for Steph’s help with girly stuff which makes Steph feel happy and useful, Jason will kick open her door with her favorite takeout and binge cooking shows with her, Tim will just sit with and chat about nothing or sometimes in silence as a calming presence.

- When Dick is feeling sad he likes to cook. He remembers that his mom and later Alfred used to make him delicious, comforting meals. He’s not an amazing chef, not like Jay and Alfie, but when he puts the time and effort into it, he can be pretty good. By the time he’s halfway through, he’s usually feeling better and is inviting as many people as he can over to share the meal. Partially cause he wants company and also he’s bad with portions and makes way too much.

- Cass likes to dance when she’s feeling down. She likes being around others but sometimes she likes to just be by herself. To immerse herself in her art and to lose herself to her skills and her grace being used for beauty instead of hurting people. It’s deeply personal for her and she only really lets go when she’s alone.

- Tim puts on his music and he puts in on loud. He can’t really be upset when he’s jamming to his old favorites. He’ll start off working an pretty soon will be tapping to the beat and then he’ll be up doing air guitar and dancing around his apartment. Bruce, being the paranoid due he is, has cameras in all his kids places and will look and see Tim doing this incredible air guitar solo. It alerts B that his boy must be feeling a little down and he makes sure to schedule some time to see and talk to Tim which usually helps both of them feel better.

can we just take a moment to appreciate billie joe armstrong?

billie joe is the frontman of american punk rock band green day. the band has been together since 1986 and throughout that entire time billie has been blessing the world with his amazing music and all around greatness

one of their albums was literally turned into a tony award winning broadway musical and it’s actually amazing

he’s super passionate about what he does

he says great stuff like this:

he’s got two kids and he’s the most punk rock dad look at him at his son’s graduation also both of his sons are older than me and i feel so young wtf??

he manages to make these bunny ears look punk af

also he can totally rock practically any hair colour. like honestly billie joe how??? 

he’s openly identified as bisexual since 1995 and wrote ‘Coming Clean’ about him coming to terms with his sexuality

he’s been married to his wife adrienne since 1994 and first met at one of green day’s first gigs when she approached him asking where she could buy one of their cds

look at how cute he and his entire family are wow so adorable

in short, not only is billie joe armstrong an incredible musician but he is also an excellent human being and i love him so much. this post serves no purpose other than just me crying over this amazing man

happy 10th anniversary, super junior. leeteuk, thank you for being an amazing leader, an older brother and sometimes a mother to 14 other boys even when you were suffering. heechul, thank you for always being yourself and never taking anyone’s bullshit. han geng, thank you for being so patient and showing me that sometimes hard decisions lead to a better future. yesung, thank you for being so wonderfully weird and constantly making me happy with your instagram updates. kangin, thank you for being strong and always learning from your mistakes. shindong, thank you for showing me you don’t have to be thin to be funny and bright and loved. sungmin, thank you for openly loving pink clothes and cute things and not giving a fuck about gender roles. eunhyuk, thank you for fighting for your dreams so fiercely and never giving up. zhou mi, thank you for keeping your beautiful sunshine smile even on terrible days. donghae, thank you for having such an incredibly kind heart and loving the world so much. siwon, thank you for always having faith in all of your brothers and fans. ryeowook, thank you for taking care of sukira and always being adorable. kibum, thank you for never forgetting your brothers or fans, even when you realised your dream was different from theirs. kyuhyun, thank you for surviving and showing me that miracles can happen. henry, thank you for enduring all the hardships and not losing your happiness.

thank you, super junior, for all the beautiful songs that made me cry and all the ridiculous ones that made me laugh. thank you for being so incredibly talented but so humble. thank you for never giving up. thank you for paving the hallyu road for other kpop groups and artists. thank you for being role models. thank you for picking me up when i was down. thank you for existing. happy 10th anniversary. i love you all. 우리 사랑하는 슈주… 정말 고마워요. 사랑해요. 슈주 간다!!

anonymous asked:

okay so honestly I am just so HERE for darker-skinned Nico. like, Rick always described him as olive-skinned when he was younger, in the Titans curse, and it would just make me so happy to see him get back his tan after suffering through so much and forcing himself away from the sun for so long, because now he's got a precious sun baby to love him and take care of him and i would just be so incredibly overjoyed (ps sorry if I'm bothering u, I really just had to get this out somewhere!)

You’re not bothering me, don’t worry!

I completely agree as well. I’m convinced the healthier he becomes, the more he starts looking like how he used to as a kid. And of course, Will insists most of their dates are sunbathing on the hill, or sunbathing on the beach, or sunbathing by the lake, etc, and Nico doesn’t mind. It’s very relaxing, and he love spending time with Will.

And then one day, about five years after the war, he visits his Father, and Hades can’t help but notice how much he looks like Maria. 

anonymous asked:

I would love to hear more about your impression of Harry. Did he meet your expectations?

I wouldn’t say he didn’t meet it but he was different from what I expected! It’s not a bad thing at all, though. First of all Harry is BEAUTIFUL irl. He’s soooo pretty. In pics his hair looks pretty dark brown but up close you can see it’s lighter? In the sun you can see sort of like amber and gold highlights?? And it’s so long and soft!!! In the back it goes down pretty far and his curls are so cute and bouncy…. Lord…… And he didn’t tie it up even once during my show in spite of how hot it was in Brussels, which made me super happy !!! 

Also I’ve mentioned this but HE’S SO SMALL. He’s pretty lean and flat from a sideways angle and his hips are so tiny and his legs are slender and he’s just !!! Like a real buff pencil. It makes no sense at all. Also, he is very lithe. Which also makes no sense. I can’t believe that someone as clumsy as him can have so much control over his body?? His pumping and grinding and stuff they’re all very controlled, his body does what he wants it to and it’s amazing to witness. 

What else?? Harry moves REALLY FAST. I’ve said this before also I’m sure but he’s sooo quick. He’s across the catwalk in 10 seconds… He’s always in motion. Every time I see gifs of Harry being cute I always imagined he’d sort of be in one place and interact with ppl- but I was mistaken. I have no idea how ppl manage to get pics and videos of Harry. I don’t think I even took a single good one. He just flits about like an angel!!!! Disappears and reappears somewhere else in seconds. And every time he reappears in front of you he looks even more beautiful? Like you forget how pretty he is or something. And then when you’re reminded again it takes your breath away. 

Also Harry doesn’t really interact with single members in the crowd that much. My personal impression is that he tries to bring maximum enjoyment for as many people as possible, as opposed to just a selected few. He’s extremely energetic and entertaining but on stage- he goes into like this popstar zone? He’s not Harry anymore. He’s Harry Styles from One Direction. He’s extremely invested in the show. Putting in a lot of effort to ensure that everyone gets what they’ve come for. He has a way of engaging large groups of people at once, and like in just one run from the A stage to the B stage he will have made sure that he’s interacted with all corners of the stadium. The people on the ground, the people on the stands, both sides. Pumping his arms one way, quickly flipping around and doing something else on the other side, immediately blowing kisses into the distance. It’s soooo weird and cool how he captures the attention of like 60k people at once. When I was looking at Harry I didn’t have a clue what the hell else was happening? I didn’t even know what song was being sung. He is magnetic. His gravity inescapable. 

One thing that kinda surprised me (I only speak for myself) a little is that he’s kinda quiet? Liam does a lot of crowd chit chat and reading of signs. Liam and Louis engage in banter, talk about nonsense (most of it I can’t make out bc the crowd around me is too noisy)… While Harry sticks to the big speeches. I think WWA tour fooled me a bit bc there was much more fan/Harry time cuz of the QnAs and different arrangement of stage. But in terms of words, Harry likes to address the whole crowd. It’s really fitting in a sense? Bc like I said earlier, he’s Harry StylesTM. Whether we wanna admit it or not, he’s kind of the face of the band in a way? Like ppl who don’t really know 1D well recognise him first etc. And he does all the thanking fans bit, all the lovey dovey parts. Other times he’s a bit reserved. He’s sooo measured with his words. He doesn’t pick up the mic to say silly things. Doesn’t really interrupt. Anything he says is kinda calculated? Maybe that’s not the right way to put it. Rather, he chooses his words carefully. The things he says are meaningful and leave an impression. Which is amazing and any time he said stuff I was a bit awestruck. But I really thought he would be more chatty. The thing I realized tho- what he doesn’t say in words he makes up for in movement. Mouth is shut but body is NON STOP. The way he engages everyone with his dancing (with blow up sex dolls….) and jumping and grinding and smirking and kiss-blowing. His crowd rallying skill is amazing. Who the hell else besides him can remain silent and still enrapture that many people?? It’s devastating and overwhelming. 

Also during our show (I think he does this often tho?) he made us all be quiet and tried to do that which side is louder thing ofc ppl screamed before his cue and he was like heyyyyyy and it was so cute and then he made us all do moaning sounds together I hate him……. 

Basically he is beautiful and UNREAL. Honestly, watching him is magic. So often I wasn’t sure if I’d just imagined him in front of me. Before you even process his beauty, he’s flitted off to like some other corner of the stage. I DON’T UNDERSTAND. SO STRESSFUL. Of course his singing is incredible too. His voice during the kinda slower folky type songs ?!! Killed me. 

I’m just !!!!!

He is SO MUCH. And yet not enough. I want more, more, more. 

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Hi there @in-sideunder / @outsideover

I’m that crazy girl on Tapastic who asked to make a Leadfoot cosplay! I’m really, really sorry that it took this long, but my sister @ottomancouch and I have been working very hard on this during my time off from school and here it is! (months later, I’m really, very, truly sorry for keeping you waiting!!!)

BACKLASH has to be my favorite webcomic. I publicly apologize to my sister for annoying her by jumping up and down and going totally giddy whenever there’s an update! 

I had not even finished reading BACKLASH when I decided that I wanted NEEDED to cosplay Leadfoot. She is my queen (and not the blackhole kind!) she’s funny, strong, determined, confident, smart and I basically want to be her when I grow up. 

Not to mention her kick butt style! Making this was really fun to make! I have to say the most difficult part was the boots which I had to spray paint and paint and glue and cut and yeah… it was a lot! 

My amazingly talented sister took these pictures and we decided that the colorful and beautiful graffiti of Downtown Los Angeles’s Art District would be the perfect backdrop for the pictures! I even took pictures of the street art without myself in them, which I can post later @in-sideunder if you’d like inspiration or just want to see the awesome street art us Angelinos make! 

Thank you so much @in-sideunder / @outsideover for creating such an incredible webcomic and character and for letting me cosplay Leadfoot! I hope you like it!

can we talk about the music video for Ride?? first of all i’m in love with the song and its vibe is so relaxed and fun while the lyrics aren’t (aka the trademark of tøp’s music)
but let’s talk about the music video. it starts off too bright and sunny and they’re struggling to see right? the sun is so bright he can’t stay in it, even though he wants to because he knows it’s good for him. then the set goes dark and he’s talking about his insecurities and thoughts and troubles. he’s in a dark place, literally and metaphorically. he can’t stay there though either, because it’s depressing. it’s bringing him down, making him think too much.
then the chorus comes in and he decides to just let it all go and accept that bad things happen and, again, it’s too bright for them. letting it all go seems to bring back the brightness but it’s still uncomfortable.

now, let’s talk about how Josh and Tyler put on each other’s sunglasses and what the sunglasses represent.
the sunglasses are a shield from the sun. they can more comfortably stand in the bright sun without being blinded, and now it’s not too dark, either. but the fact that they put the sunglasses on each other shows that they help each other tremendously with getting through both the light and the dark. I love that. they protect each other, save each other
towards the end, they’re on stage, aka their comfortable place to talk about their insecurities. and they’ve still got their sunglasses on, playing music together.
it makes me so happy that they help each other out in such an incredible way, and i’m always impressed with their metaphors, symbolism, deep meaning, etc. I love this band

anonymous asked:

Ok you just posted that thing about ranting?? So it's not really a rant but it kinda is so anyway Frank(crankthatfrank)gifted 50 people the 7sc app and dm'd people on Twitter about it right, so he picked me as one of them (wowo) and he was like 'I just need your iTunes email:)' so I sent it him and all that. So I got an email like 'frank gifted you an app' So I was like omg aaah, and I clicked the link and it was only for the US store and I'm so upset😔 sorry it's long, I'm just annoyed/upset!

aw im so sorry, maybe contact frank back and tell him that youre in the UK and if it’s possible to regift it so its compatible for people in the UK? frank is incredibly nice and understanding, so i’m sure he may be able to find some way to give it to you!

anonymous asked:

sorry if this is weird but I have chronic pain and I smoked weed for the first time yesterday and I don't really feel like I got high or anything but for a little while I could almost forget I was in pain like I didn't feel anything and it's really scaring me because it was so incredible it was the best I've felt in so long I'm scared I'll do it again I don't want to be dependent on drugs or anything lmao I'm sorry this is weird i just wanted to tell someone

Hi! Sometimes the first time or couple times you smoke wee you don’t actually get high. Though it sounds like you were high, you just didn’t know what it felt like. I know it’s scary trying drugs and becoming dependent is extremely frightening. The good news is you can’t get physically dependent on marijuana. It’s less addicting than cigarettes or alcohol so doing it once won’t hurt you. Honestly, I smoke a couple times a week now because it helps my pain so much. Marijuana is known to help lessen chronic pain and inflammation so it’s actually good for a lot of spoonies who are comfortable using it. That’s why medical marijuana exists. But if you are not comfortable with it or worried about being addicted or dependent, I suggest staying away from it for now. Please feel free to message me if you want to talk or have questions.

anonymous asked:

I was just looking in the Tom Hiddleston tag, and there was a gif of him from OLLA walking to the bed naked. I have never seen it before, which I'm surprised considering the view you got of his back muscles and ass, and the amount of hiddleston blogs I follow. But, I don't know if it is a true gif(it sure looked like him) from the movie. Either way I thought that you would like to know of this incase you want to find it. ;) Also, I love your blog and your writing is phenomenal!

I am so sorry it took so long to get to this answer!! I have not seen this gif—i’m incredibly interested in it though. 

And thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That is a great compliment and totally made my day!!!!