going back to school after a break is like when you pause a video game to go pee and when you come back you forget how intense and chaotic everything was when you paused it and the second you unpause it all your enemies collectively punch you in the face
i just realized that i am going to be forced to watch reiner, bertholdt, and annie immobilize marco, steal his gear, and leave him to die. i will then be forced to watch marco die. i will see marco die with my own goddamn eyes… and i will hear his screams. i will hear with my own fucking ears him begging for help and desperately calling out for RBA not to abandon him. i am… how you say… Not Ready™.